FeeMelusine In reply to ??? [2012-04-02 08:25:07 +0000 UTC]

I'm fine, really. When everything feels like shit I just go make the kids giggle and kiss them and all the shit just fades away. That's when you realize they really are a blessing.

Thank you so much! Right now I'm not looking for any other kind of relationship than friendship. Oh, and the kind with benefits to... The body needs what the body needs, you know?

You seem like such a great guy! Cute and caring dads are rare you know.

You know, I honestly think I'll be visiting South Africa in this lifetime. I have a person to meet there, Michael Tellinger, if you're familiar with him? I have visions (this is why I don't need any thc to help me fly) and his work often shows up in them. So I think I'll have to go there and talk to him in person (we have been exchanging emails about what I see) about what's going on and see if I can help him.
First I have to collect the money though.

My mom is my best friend, by far. I love her so much.


So it was you! It absolutely made my day.
I'm just so self consious about my stuff... Like, I only see the flaws and keep thinking about what I should improve...

You have the best day at work now! We just had a night full of late spring snow (it's normal but annoying)so I just lost one whole day of filming which is bad but nice too cuz I get to rest a little.

Hugs

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JustinMain In reply to FeeMelusine [2012-04-02 08:59:06 +0000 UTC]

I am not familiar with him but I will look him up. I also use to see and hear things that I wasn't supposed too and also had visions from time to time but I prefer not too. Let's just say I am at peace with the universe and am not bothered anymore about what's going on in the spiritual world don't want to piss off anymore dark forces. I already had a stare down with the beast in a night club that use to be a church back on the 11 September 2001 but lets not go there also encounters with pestilent demons after that. Where in South Africa is this guy do you know?

Well I'd be you your friend with benefits any day if I wasn't in a relationship already that is, Goddamn the lucky guy who will be lol.

You mustn't be so self conscious of your work it is really good and you should give yourself more credit. You have a very good understanding of the female form when it comes to your artwork but I guess that is because you get to look at your body everyday in the mirror .

What are you filming and what is your everyday occupation if I may ask?

I am going to try to enjoy work this week but it seems like it is going to be a hectic one because of the holiday on Friday.

Lots of hugs and kisses

my email just in case you feel like sending me a mail sometime
justin@brightsparx.co.za

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FeeMelusine In reply to JustinMain [2012-04-02 10:19:38 +0000 UTC]

I choose to see mostly the pretty stuff. Like, I'm fairyfolk and I get to se the faeries and hear the angels. Sometimes though I tap in to the bad stuff and I completely understand why you don't want to go there. No one taught you how to deal with that stuff? Shame.

[link] you can check him out here.

Aw, right back at ya. You seem exciting.

Thank you but I guess I'm born with it. Artist parents and whatnot.

I study art and this film I'm trying to make is my big spring project. It's not going to well though but I'll make it work somehow. I've been a waitress on and off for about nine years too and also I'm a dancer. Helps with the extra cash

Just try to be in the moment and the stress will go away. Hopefully.

I just might...

feemelusine@hotmail.com is where you reach me

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JustinMain In reply to FeeMelusine [2012-04-02 10:36:24 +0000 UTC]

You are so lucky to able to see all the good things you must tell me more about your visions sounds like it could be very interesting. I know dealing with evil entities is not very pleasant that's why I try not to go overboard with spiritual doings and just live my life as best as I can do and just to be thankful for what I have.Most people don't believe a person either when you try to explain what you have seen that is also another reason I just keep quiet about these things.
What is it with the minds and souls of artists always weird and wonderful things happening to people like us I guess our souls are very old and have seen and done to much in the past.

What year of your studies are you in at the moment? it must be really difficult to study and to raise two kids I take my hat off to you for that. Also what type of dancing do you do? you really seem to have a busy life how do you keep up with everything I would've lost my nut a long time ago. Well done

I'll definitely mail you from time to time hope you don't mind
big SMILE

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FeeMelusine In reply to JustinMain [2012-04-02 10:52:52 +0000 UTC]

When you encounter something bad, try to feel where you're scared. If you feel it in your belly it's fine, then you can handle it on your own by imagining putting it away in a garbage bag and handing it over to the angels and asking them to get rid of it. Send light to it and thank the angels.

If you feel it in your heart rather than your belly then just don'r mess with it. Imagine being insida a golden egg and you will be protected. Never ever fight anything.

I tend to know to much about people and sometimes I accidentally start talking about really private stuff that I'm not supposed to know... That can be a bit tricky ro explain sometimes.

I think artists have old souls. I think that is one of the reasons you become an artist.

We had a lecture given by one of the participants on Ship to Gaza and he quoted someone who claimed that "art is what happens in the space between the articulated reality and the real truth", beautiful, right?

I study the last year and it's a school supposed to prepare you for the highest art studies we have. I'm not applying for higher studies though, I have to ake it easy for a while and focus a bit on dancing.

I dance modern contemporary, some classical ballet, Isadora Duncan technique and belly dancing.
I've worked mainly as a belly dancer to earn money and also I've taught children with down syndrome to dance fore some ears before the kids arrived.

I try to just be in the moment and I get really bored when things are slow. I don't work that much.

I don't mind at all!

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JustinMain In reply to FeeMelusine [2012-04-02 11:48:53 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I understand fully what you are saying when it comes to this, luckily I don't get to see these dark things anymore, I have somehow learnt how to block it out. There is nothing that prayer can't fix

I believe 100% that we as artists have old souls and I also believe in soul pools, reincarnation, that there is a battle between the forces of light/dark and there are many spiritual realms over lying our world and the through the entire universe.

I once walked into a shop many years ago and saw a picture of a church on a postcard and it seemed like I had been to that church before, so I asked the guy behind the till where the picture was from and it was a church in Portugal- Madeira and so be it that my grand mother my mother's mom's family all came from there very weird.

I've also been told by some medium chick but I am not to sure if I believe her though, she said I use to be a monk in one of my past lives and that I had taken a vow of silence during that time,she said that is why I talk so much today LoL

I had a look at the link you sent and I have heard of this guy before very interesting topic of discussion there.

That quote is very beautiful and so true no doubt in my mind.

Wow you are really full of talents and by the sounds of things you have a small heart and care alot about others

I would love to see you dance you should maybe send me a video of you belly dancing hint hint. I will probably end up messing baby gravy in my pants if ya know what I mean lol

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JustinMain In reply to JustinMain [2012-04-03 07:10:27 +0000 UTC]

Hi how are you this fine day?
Are you not speaking to me anymore? for some reason

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JustinMain In reply to ??? [2012-03-27 09:36:27 +0000 UTC]

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16sweety In reply to ??? [2012-03-14 04:10:16 +0000 UTC]

Hi

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.. really look forward to see your work ..

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FeeMelusine In reply to vasodelirium [2012-03-07 08:59:14 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! Lovely work!

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FeeMelusine In reply to Lord-of-All-Monsters [2012-02-25 20:11:20 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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SylverEyedQueen In reply to ??? [2006-12-11 06:10:22 +0000 UTC]

thank you for fav

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FeeMelusine In reply to icepunnch [2006-09-20 05:19:07 +0000 UTC]

Just some imaginary friend of mine...or an aspect of me...

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yamenja-stock In reply to ??? [2006-09-17 20:11:28 +0000 UTC]

Hello

Thanks very much for the

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FeeMelusine In reply to yamenja-stock [2006-09-20 05:18:27 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome!

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FeeMelusine In reply to EmilieK [2006-07-26 23:43:53 +0000 UTC]

Thank's!

I'll be watching you...

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realm46 In reply to ??? [2005-11-08 16:39:48 +0000 UTC]

I also wanted to say that you have a very nice selection of art your awesome

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realm46 In reply to ??? [2005-11-08 16:37:31 +0000 UTC]

hey whats going on Im new around these parts and I saw your picture and what can I say its a master piece

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