073247132 In reply to TheTruePsychopath [2018-03-09 07:24:26 +0000 UTC]

Dear lord, he found me *Uses smoke bomb*

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TheTruePsychopath In reply to 073247132 [2018-03-09 08:55:23 +0000 UTC]

Y u disappear?

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073247132 In reply to TheTruePsychopath [2018-03-10 08:36:43 +0000 UTC]

Family stuff, depression, and bipolar disorder messing with my ability to remain motivated on certain things... been looking into better treatments because I'm getting fed up with my lack of motivation.  And needing to take my stomach churning pills, and 2-3 cups of coffee, to remain positive about completing a task drags me away from a lot of things even if I enjoy them.

Still try to jot notes down when the mood strikes me, to possibly get the trilogy I've been thinking of written up sometime in the future.

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TheTruePsychopath In reply to 073247132 [2018-03-10 09:19:41 +0000 UTC]

Oh. I just force myself to write a little bit every day seeing as I have concentration issues. I can't really say anything about the other stuff because I grow bored of my depressions. As for bipolarism, not sure how it works. Don't you feel when you've changed from the mood you want to be in? I'm asking because I want to understand it from someone who has it.

Also, y u drink cough-ee? It taste of ech.

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073247132 In reply to TheTruePsychopath [2018-04-03 03:29:25 +0000 UTC]

Being bipolar is a bit fucked up.  Not sure if it's the same for everyone, but when I was younger never really noticed much when things kinda 'switched', but it is annoying af now that I'm more conscious of it.  Going through episodes for me is like having one of those automated light switches that you turn on and off when you want light (Cheerful) and when you need darkness (Depression) while a normal person would have more of a dimmer switch or turn dial switch normally installed.  Problem is the light switch malfunctions so sometimes it gets stuck in one mode when I really should have it in another, or it switches randomly because the signal finally goes through that you wanted to flip the switch.

It's fucked up thinking back to some of the worse moments.  My family thought I was crazy while I was laughing and cheerful at my great grandfather's funeral, having been switched after suddenly realizing I had done well on a test a month before.  Not all that cheerful now, so unless I'm taking my pills all I can think about are the stupid shitty things that make me who I am....  And I hate that about myself because I'm a stubborn ass that doesn't like others trying to help me work through my issues.

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TheTruePsychopath In reply to 073247132 [2018-04-04 08:19:06 +0000 UTC]

Hm. Seems like something that would require self-analysis. I can't really share how to grow bored of your depressions because my brain developed that after I had a weird 'crash' when I moved to Belgium. So those never last more than a few hours unless I force them.

Can't really give advice on such a thing aside from developing a sense of awareness of the switches and 'acting' the opposite of what you feel as a temporary method to not make others around you uncomfortable. Although that could also make things worse because you'll just think more negatively about yourself, but it could also make things better as the acting in positivity could shift you towards the more positive behavior.

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073247132 In reply to Rizden [2013-07-27 05:55:35 +0000 UTC]

No problem.

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-07-19 01:58:25 +0000 UTC]

Good to hear!

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-07-19 02:00:40 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. I missed this place to much to leave for a while.

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-06-28 04:13:36 +0000 UTC]

Sure I can. I've been a little busy so our RP has to be put on hiatus for now.

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-06-28 04:20:26 +0000 UTC]

Ok. I need help learning to do paragraph rp

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-06-28 16:00:03 +0000 UTC]

Paragraph... Does that mean that you need to learn how to properly incorporate details into what your character is doing, while having it connect to the dialogue?

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-06-28 16:02:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. I'd like help. I'm really trying.

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-07-01 03:06:33 +0000 UTC]

I understand, to be honest I'mma little too frivolous with my time due to my minor ADD. I'll try to coach you, and we'll do thi o another page... Do you have a g-mail account?

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-07-01 03:28:13 +0000 UTC]

I do have a gmail account but I don't like to share it sorry. You can teach me in notes

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-07-01 04:37:18 +0000 UTC]

I was going to see if You wanted to RP on a Gdoc document, supposedly you need a gmail account for it to work.

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-07-01 07:16:11 +0000 UTC]

Hmm

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-07-03 03:35:14 +0000 UTC]

[link]
here is the RP link, hope it works.

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-07-03 03:48:53 +0000 UTC]

Failed. Oh well

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-07-07 22:21:48 +0000 UTC]

[link] This should work... Sorry it took so long, work has been busy.

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-07-07 22:24:38 +0000 UTC]

So now what am I supposed to do?

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-07-07 22:39:38 +0000 UTC]

If you follow the ink we can RP. Anyway, how have you been?

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-07-07 22:41:10 +0000 UTC]

Great. So what do I do after I click the link?

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-07-07 22:48:51 +0000 UTC]

You should be able to type text after getting to the page, kinda like microsoft word.

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-07-07 22:51:13 +0000 UTC]

Ok, I type now I'm waiting for you.

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-06-23 00:33:07 +0000 UTC]

sure, wereyou the last commentor or me?

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-06-23 00:36:53 +0000 UTC]

I think you

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-06-23 00:59:16 +0000 UTC]

started

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-06-20 21:57:48 +0000 UTC]

Sure!

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-06-20 21:58:41 +0000 UTC]

Cool. I'll be waiting for you in notes

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-06-20 01:02:02 +0000 UTC]

Not tonight. Early morning tomorrow, and I still need to complete some other things on my To-Do list. Tomorrow night would work better though.

P.S. I had a feeling you wanted the Screwball thing to turn NSFW, which is why I rick-roll'd. Don't want NSW content near my drawings... at this time. XD

Send note with your thoughts on type of RP you want to start.

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-06-20 00:45:18 +0000 UTC]

XD De nada!

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Dragonfan007 In reply to 073247132 [2013-06-20 00:45:46 +0000 UTC]

Yup

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073247132 In reply to Dragonfan007 [2013-06-16 00:28:21 +0000 UTC]

So-so. Just found out I have the opportunity to be part of a con.! I'm hoping to use a certain someones request as one of my submissions.

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