AmayaBabyPanda In reply to Isi-Daddy [2023-09-08 23:15:44 +0000 UTC]

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to caddman [2023-06-10 00:42:48 +0000 UTC]

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to Neysun [2018-08-02 05:02:10 +0000 UTC]

Thank you lovie!

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JHEKSan2 In reply to JHEKSan2 [2018-07-31 10:05:05 +0000 UTC]

aww thank you 

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to JHEKSan2 [2018-07-30 15:22:06 +0000 UTC]

no problem, lovie. It was so cute I couldn't help myself

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to LoonaLucy [2017-08-12 15:12:14 +0000 UTC]

it's a weasley darling, i can't resist

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to Neysun [2017-08-02 14:59:35 +0000 UTC]

i had to work, but i bought beauty and the beast and ate chinese the day before, so i'm happy

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Neysun In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-08-02 23:11:24 +0000 UTC]

Good to know~ ^^

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to faeriecrow [2017-05-26 03:53:23 +0000 UTC]

no problem love

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 18:22:28 +0000 UTC]

ughhh i know i hate it. i've been struggling with a boss that i'm sure hates me, i'm trying to get into my own place, i'm trying to start into an art school for CGI animation, my computer that i was so psyched about is crap so i'm trying to get a better one so i can make decent art and i haven't had ANY inspiration and i've barely been on here i've lost all progress in my DAI game three times so it's making me more stressed which is the opposite of what i want i need to combine my trilogy into one novel if i ever want to publish but every time i open the computer my brian dies and every time i touch my sketchpad i pop out a half assed doodle and lose inspiration and i'm super worried that if i don't get all my crap together soon i'll lose my buddies on here from lack of existence. Oi. sorry about the rant, but it was needed. i'm over stressing again. anywhooooo how are you lovie?

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 18:37:26 +0000 UTC]

  Ah.. You, uh.. Got a lot going on, i see. Guess i have no right to complain now
I'm sure everything will be fine eventually.
Inspiration comes and goes, i'm sure soon i'll run out and stop posting stuff for a while 
I have no experience with jobs or art schools (though i will soon) or having my own place or having a freakin trilogy/novel so i can't help there   


.. And i'm fine, i guess. Just stressing about picking courses for grade 12 that will count towards what colleges i get into. I only get 15 minutes to choose too.   
 

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 18:40:28 +0000 UTC]

wah high school? ugh high school is worse. way more people and most of them are idiots. at least once you're out you only get a handful of idiots and you can get away from them. 

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 18:58:43 +0000 UTC]

Yep. High school sucks ass. Or.. At least the people there do. And being trapped with them legally.
I spend the whole day listening to assholes chirping at the teachers because they think they can do their jobs better than them, complaining that they get too much work, trying to navigate the hellish hallways, and listening to the never ending drama people seem to be so obligated to start. 
I swear it's impossible to get work done there. Having extreme anxiety about EVERYTHING doesn't help either.


Course selection is tomorrow too. So, you know, super stressed about that.

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 19:02:12 +0000 UTC]

no, i swear, adulting is stressful but WAY better than high school was. at least you can call in sick sometimes and stay in bed all day pretending nothing exists

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 19:03:50 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, i guess that's true.. The thought of having a job and all that kinda... scares me though?

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 19:11:13 +0000 UTC]

depends on what you do. my fiancee absolutely hates people, so he's a flagger. he works summers, and the days are long, but he's pretty much by himself holding signs with only a few people he has to talk to. i'm a part time cook and all i deal with is my server and some of the regulars. if you can comission art though, you could probably work from home by yourself. i think there are some independent web designers that work from home and don't have to make contact with anyone outside the internet. there's probably more i dont know about, but if you're really anxious around people i'm pretty sure there are a bunch of options that can minimize the people interaction aspect. just, don't work for walmart. they're awful. 

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 19:20:03 +0000 UTC]

I'm pretty sure my ideal job would be doing art commissions. Or just.. working from home. I can only deal with small amounts of people, i'd never be able to work most other jobs teens seem to start out with.... Doesn't seem to help that i've been holding off jobs for years though. Maybe if i did it earlier i'd be more ok with it...

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 19:25:07 +0000 UTC]

nah, everyone needs to do things in their own time. i didn't have a relationship with a guy until i was seventeen because guys freaked me out and i had a hard time talking to them. most of the girls i knew had already been in and out of several relationships by then, and most of them are still in and out of them. i've been in a comitted relationship for almost four years now. trying to force yourself to do things before you're ready is never really a good idea

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 19:34:29 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, i guess.. It's just.. I'm almost seventeen, everyone i know has a job or has had a job by now. My parent's REALLY want me to get a job. But they don't understand the whole "Anxiety fucks over everything" thing. I can't do any of the jobs around here because of that. It's all just.. being a cashier or something. (We live in a smaller town, so)



Also, off topic but do girls like that ever just... piss you off? Never you know, committed to a relationship or anything. I mean.. I've never had a boyfriend before the one i have, but.. We've been together for nearly four years too. (Long distance, but.. eh. a person's a person.) I couldn't stand jumping from one relationship to another.

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 21:11:52 +0000 UTC]

my first job was a bus boy. don't know if that helps, but it's more cleaning dishes than talking to people, though there were still a bunch of people around. i know how the small town thing goes. if there are any hotels, maybe you can talk to them about cleaning or something. less people there too. still some, but still. or maybe volunteering at a library. at least the people there are generally quiet. And yeah, i know exactly what you mean. i was long-distance for a year and a half, but i've always thought having one comitted relationship had to be better than jumping from guy to guy. i could never keep up with it and it always annoyed me because i cared about my friends too much and tried to keep track of the whole mess.

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 21:25:30 +0000 UTC]

Yeah.. There aren't that many jobs here like that. There's a very small motel, but.. They don't exactly get business anyway. Job options around here (Just in town, because i don't have a license at all) are honestly mostly cashier jobs, like i said. I could go make pizza or work at tim hortons, but... ehhh.. They're very people oriented too. I have a library but it's too tiny to really need help. 
Really, most of the jobs i could work at are taken, because it's such a small town. Everyone else has already snatched up the good jobs, because i started really late. 

Most of my friends do the whole "jumping around with guys" thing, and they get into really shitty relationships. I really, really care about them, but i get so tired of it. I can't help them or anything.

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 21:38:10 +0000 UTC]

as far as friends go, i've just started resorting to ice cream and movie marathons. it's easier and much more fun

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 21:44:07 +0000 UTC]

:c I can't do that, friends don't come to my house or anything...


Because i'm a horrible host

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 22:29:19 +0000 UTC]

well that makes thing a bit more complex.

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 22:31:01 +0000 UTC]

Yeahhh...

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AmayaBabyPanda In reply to TheMorbidOctopus [2017-02-26 22:36:15 +0000 UTC]

ummm... i used to get into meme wars with my best friend to cheer her up when we were living a few states apart

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TheMorbidOctopus In reply to AmayaBabyPanda [2017-02-26 22:37:56 +0000 UTC]

XD Nice

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