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Blyda
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[2006-04-20 00:03:48 +0000 UTC]
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# Comments
Comments: 119
Man where you at? Lol! XD
I miss you! You where the ONLY other Blythe on here! D:
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^-^
OKAY!!!
Regardless of the fact that veryone told me to leave you alone!
HAPPY SINGLES AWARENESS/VALENTINES/NON-CONFORMIST DAY!!!!
I'm celebrating non-conformist by talking to you ^-^
Happy Squid day, too!
Here's a playlist filled with random songs that you should listen to!
[link]
Only because I'm lame for you.
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-_-
How can anyone trust you who gives up?
The one who decided it was okay to destroy everything and think there were no consequences?
Honestly,man, none of this is going to turn in your favor.
I'll be nice now and tell you just to tell the truth instead of those lies you've been spreading.
Tanisha tells what you decide to nark about....
and, of course, she always tells us what you lie about.
Lying will only get you so far, and then you need the evidence.
No, I'm not a third party.
I'm just a worried friend who is sick of this stupid situation.
And situation only YOU can end.
You claimed you wanted it all to go back to normal, but that will never happen if you make somehting even more permenent than Alex's love come into play.
The day you realize that no one can deal with someone like you except for someone sweet and loyal like Alex, and Tanisha, too....That's the day when you get to be happy with real friends instead of a bunch of people who silently hate you.
I'm really sorry for your side of the situation. But now I have absolutely no respect for you because you aren't willing to fix your own problem.
Congrats. At least Alex tried to move on and fix this stupid problem. You were too much of a puppet to even try.
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D=<
You like All American Rejects, huh?
How about this.
This is exactly how Alex feels.
Now you'll never see, what you've done to me
You can take back your memories they're no good to me
And here's all your lies,
You can look me in my eyes
With that sad sad look that you wear so well
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Interesting, you wrote the same thing on my other page, the bloody one. Well, i'm not terribly fond of them, but they do write meaningful songs like that every once in a while. Ta ta.
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.....i wrote you the same thing twice because none of us knew where we could reach you
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ah, you can reach me here, i'm not gone, just don't post anymore.
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oh goody.....
i'll try to stop hating your guts for that.
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...okay, sorry i'm an asshole, but it's what i am, an asshole.
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*sighness*
You're not an asshole, your just annoying.
I only hate you because you broke alex's heart....
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don't worry, i am an asshole, and annoying too i suppose... the heart break wasn't intentional.
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god....
i want to hate, but if you didn't mean it....
she always talks about how nic eyou are and stuff and....
nevermind....sorry for geting all pissy and insulting you, i guess
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you want to hate? yeah, don't we all, she talks about how nice i am? neat, i don't think i'm nice lately. short-tempered, not nice really... well... accept to Judy... yeah, sorry for all my piss too.
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all alex talks about is how much she loves you and no matter how much we tell her to let it go, she refuses.....
who's judy....?
if you don't mind my asking
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yeah, the best thing would be to let me go, i'm not worth all this pain she seems to be in. And Judy is... one of my close friends... i've known her for a year now...
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We've tried.....I mean...
she usually always listens to me, at least, but she refuses, hands down, to let you go.....
it's kinda like the system ruined her life....
this judy person sounds......er.....words can't describe this weird deeling i have....
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i just hope she lets me go before it goes too far. it's really not healthy for her. try to describe your feelings on Judy.
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...it's already gotten too far...
any time she threatens death to us, is a time when is far to dangerous for her to even be away form what is making her sad.....
and judy gives me a werid...fuzzy but sickening feeling....like when you have gas...
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yeah, the death threats aren't settling me either. Really don't need a second suicide at school.
the whole, like when you have gas line is brilliant! it's not gas for me though...
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if she actually died because of you....what do you think would happen?
I tried dying for someone once, but they were dicks and took me to the hospital....
They said it scared them...but then they told me they wouldn't care if i'd actually died......
well...yeah, it's not like gas for you....if she's your friend...youu must be...scarily close, in your case....
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if she died for me, i dunno what would happen. Someone would kill me, and they would be killed by someone else, someone would go to jail, that's all a can think of.
we're not scarily close, i go to her house a lot, but we're not scary...
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Dude...if she died for you....
Eiko, Kirei, me, and her sister would probably hurt you fairly badly....but not enough to kill you....
We'd pin the whole thing on EIko because she's always wanted to be in jail...then when she gets bored, she'll hang herslef(another thing she's always wante dto do), and then the world will keep on spinning.....
and i think it's scary....it's kinda like the whole 'alex loves you forever and always' kinda scary...at least, i think....
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if she dies, it's nothing i can prevent by this point, and the "I WILL FUCKING KILL YOU" thing doesn't help my mental trauma. he sister is in on this? figures.
no, the 'alex "loving" me' thing isn't the same, we don't love each other, not yet, maybe soon... depends on how she feels about me...
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Im sorry if this doesn't help your mental trauma...
but i really want to hurt you now.
Alex devoted her soul and heart to you, and you repay her with a broken heart, and to top it all off, you love someone else.
Whatever happened to "LOVE IS FUCKING USELESS"?
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hey, i've known Judy for a year, before Alex, and she devoted her heart and soul to me yeah, and that's why we're all in this load of shit. since she did that things have been getting worse all over the place. Her constant "love" for me was too much, and i told her that a million and one fucking times. but she never got it, it's like an addiction she has for me. she didn't stop, i told her too, she never did, and now this happened.
What has she been telling you?
and teh love is fucking useless thing is true, it is useless, it only gets you into shit like this. But Judy doesn't think so, i tell her not to get attached to me, and she doesn't, maybe that's why i feel strongly for her.
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Just because you knew someone beffore ALex means nothing....
...And I'm confused....Judy devoted her soul to you, also??
Alex loves you because you were nice to her, because you protected her, because you told her you loved her.
The constant love mainly came after that....
but I guess if you were lying the whole time, it doesn't hurt you at all...
At any time were your lies true?
Love only gets you into shit like this if you're willing to break one person's heart, offering no reason.
And of course. An Affair.
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no, she didn't devote her soul to me, loving and devoting are two entirely different things.
I was nice to her because she was my friend, i never protected her, she over protected me, and the "love" thing came from me unable to say no, i can no by the way, after it's too late.
There is no such thing as a true lie, but i never loved Alex, and she shouldn't have loved me either, it's bad for her and everyone else.
There was a reason, too much attention, if you can believe that. Hey man, there was no affair. There is no affair, Alex "loved" me, and i didn't love her back. That's all.
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ARe you even reading what you're typing?
You...you are scum. Thats all you are...
I should fly out there and destroy you for what you just said.
Lying is not cool.
This whole thing was jsut your giant lie. You planned it didn't you?
I bet you thought "Whatever, I'll just say yes....even after she got me to break up with my boyfriend, she must not be that into me....she'll just get over it....and half a year form now, I'll dump her and see what happens."
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i know i'm scum. No, i didn't plan it, if i had none of this would have happened, actually, you are spot on up until the point where the dump comes in.
I really didn't think she loved me, I know the old boyfriend didn't he wanted gay sex. I thought she just wanted me away from him because she didn't like him. I said yes because i couldn't say no, i'm that type of guy, real easy. The dump didn't have to happen if she would have just given me space.
You all seem to think how she does, try to see what i feel.
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>.<
God, I'm trying dude...but I really suck at empathizing with traitors....
so if she gives you space will you even care?
She didn't touch you for a month, and then in comes restraining order from whoever....
We all think how she does because we really love her....
I keep trying to see what you feel...but...
It's not cool to lie about loving someone.
When you say "I love you", you have to mean it, or else you're just hurting yourself and everyone around you.
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I know when you say "i love you" it hurts everyone. I just wish i could have thought of that before i told her.
Here's the deal.
Over the break i didn't get away from her, she followed me on here, and gave me disturbing messages about how she was going to kill herself and leave her body on my porch. I don't like waking up ever time a car drives by my house to see if it's her. I don't like looking out there to see if she is dead on my porch or not. She took this all way too far, she hasn't told you that because she can't seem to understand that she has killed me on the inside from liking me and trying to care for me too much.
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I know what Alex said....
but you treated the whole thing like a joke, so she did too...
I read that one.
I know what happened.
You told her you didn't care, so she freaked out and tried to do anything that would stop you form being mad, or leaving her.
SHe never tried to care too much, she was just afraid that if she didn', you would leave her.
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Well it was a lose lose situation then. If she cared for me i was gonna leave, if she didn't care for me i was gonna leave. This is all fucked up, and i'm sorry you have to deal with me.
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did you see the slap? i think someone is screwing with me... ah well.
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no...but i heard about it....
Kylie, right?
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why yes, her. do you happen to know why i was hit? it came out of the blue, and me and her have been on fine terms before that.
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......if you swear on everything that makes you a person in every way shape and form and on any hope you have of getting that gender change and on any heart and soul you have, i'll tell you why you got hit.
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you know of my gender change? wow, small world well, i do swear on everything that makes me a person in every way shape and form and on any hope i have of getting my gender change and on any heart and soul i have. *pant pant*
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on friday during the break-out session, alex became really really strangely happy for what she had been planning to do...and asked tanisha if, before she tried to kill herself, would tanisha slap you?
I don't really know what happened after that but it lead to kylie wanting to do the dirty work, and, as it turns out, jeremy was gonna do it too, but he chose not to.
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... wow, that's all cleared up now, thank you for that, i was confused for quite some time on that one... why did Kylie want to do the dirty work, and who suddenly got Jeramy into it? you must be from the circle of friends i know...
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actually, most of my info is fed directly through alex.
we met...three years back, i think...and then i learned she went to the same school this year....
if you report alex for any of that, though, i will hunt you down and confront you violently.
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ah now you see, the whole, "I WILL HURT YOU IN SOME WAY SHAPE OR FORM" thing is what gets to me, it grates on me, making me paranoid, no more reporting, i'm sick of it and it doesn't help this out, it makes it worse.
come on, we all know who i am, who jared is, who are you?
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well, i'm not trying to make you paranoid...
i just really don't want her in trouble, because she already has to see the school shrink, who obviously isn't helping her...
apparently the shrink refferred her to outside help and tried to get her to join a suicide help group....
I can only tell you that I'm Kirei....
And you don't relaly know JAred...
My Jare-bear lives in France....
so there's no way you could know him....
I'm just a guy who cares about his friend.
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i go to a shrink too, not the school one, and they help a bit, when i'm going insane about my body... yeah, i don't know this Jared on here, but i've heard of him, and heard he lives in the USA... ah well, doesn't matter, your identity is a secret and shall be kept that way if you wish.
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Nah....Jare-bear lives in France...at the moment at least....
IF you ever get a myspace, I can point you in his direction.
And the shrink thing was apparently out of Alex's control....Mrs. Wilder ( this may or may not be true, just what i'm hearing) called her mom and her mom said yes, and then Mrs. Hays told her to go to the room...and now ALex has to go whenever summoned.
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