kamisch42 In reply to kamisch42 [2004-05-31 09:23:21 +0000 UTC]

It would be SPAM...if I didn't mean it He was seeming upset at the time, and unfortunately I was feeling too lazy to make up anything worthwhile. In the same sense, this was sent to me by one of my fave artists at a time when I wasn't feeling all that right...Sure I've received plenty of the same from random surfers, but they don't hold any value (especially now that I'm feeling just peachy). He should be the only one I sent it to...I think. ~Kay

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Vera-Yevtushenko In reply to kamisch42 [2004-05-31 01:39:33 +0000 UTC]

Isn't this considered spam?

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Gods-Jester In reply to b33lz3bub [2004-02-25 09:22:34 +0000 UTC]

Man, its amazing how much time this site takes up. Loving it! Watching your work as always. Some really nice stuff. Anway, saw you your webcam pic. Man you have changed (looks wize). Love your new avatar!

How is the rest of your break coming along? I swear I hate school. Tell me life gets better!

Speaking of life getting better, on the subject of life in general, lets not resign ourselves to despair just yet (tempting though it is). If I didn't have the hope that life will get better (naive) I'd kill myself in a blink. But I do believe, and that keeps me going. Good luck, and don't be down so much.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

b33lz3bub In reply to Gods-Jester [2004-02-25 11:20:19 +0000 UTC]

hehe man you have to submit a webcam pic of yourself id love to see it ^___^ // thanks for the comment on my stuff glad you like it ^_^

yeh my breaks bin goin alright - trust me, life does get a fuck load better after school finishes --- although states of mind dont change and depression wont leave, life itself does in general take a turn for the better

hehe i agree on the resigning idea. ill never completely lose hope in life. i just.. have become very apathetic and pessimistic on the subject of love and women

as always - Mike

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Gods-Jester In reply to b33lz3bub [2004-02-27 11:01:13 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I need to get a web pic! So... tell me bout your friends in Perth. It hard to talk about anything new when I've missed such a big chunk of your life. Bout time I caught up!
BTW, I just had to write some senior memories last week. Boy It was hard to condense our time together to a couple of lines. So, I'll just say it now:
Thanks man. You were there for me during the hardest time in my life. If not for your friendship, I doubt I'd be here today. You were my first true friend , and it meant a lot having someone who I could just pop over to. 'Hi Mrs. Katchan!". haha... Thanks a lot man. For everything. I'm couldn't have made the journey without your help, and I shall always remember the path we walked together, no matter where I am or who I become. We are mothers of mayhem . Not because we ride bikes, but because even though our lives are fucked up, we constantly come back for more. We never give up, just like mothers (not really but starts with M). We conquered the chaos in our lives, and every time it comes again, having done it together, I know I can handle it. Thanks a lot man... For everything

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

b33lz3bub In reply to Gods-Jester [2004-02-27 11:45:17 +0000 UTC]

man that nearly made me cry - im so glad you feel the same way ^_^ we ARE the mother of mayhem and always will be

hehehe yeh tell me about the whole 'missing out on a huge chunk of your life' thing.. i wonder how yours has been

"You were my first true friend " you were mine too pal ^_^
god i miss it all so much. and im so glad we were there for eachother in every possible way during the course of that time.. damn i am.

btw, mom says that when we go to italy for this years christmas holidays, afterwards i can veer off to london for a decent week or maybe even a month before coming back

till next we talk best friend

- Mike

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Gods-Jester In reply to b33lz3bub [2004-02-27 17:06:26 +0000 UTC]

Happy Birthday man!! You're 18! God can you believe it. I still remeber sixth grade when the 8th graders seemed to old. Its so awkward. BTW. when I turned 18, I had all these mixed feelings, like I really didn't feel 18. Tell me if you get any similar vibes. I just couldn't get excited. Anyway... have a blast! Happy birthday, wish I could be there. Note: Corny like coming.
I'll be there in spirit.

On the subject of Italy, we are so getting together. If you cannot make it to London, tell me cos Italy is no problem, probably be more fun In fact, if you are up for it, we can spend a couple of weeks touring europe in a car or on trains. Anyway, we'll talk more closer to the date, but it is definite that I plan to meet you next year. Its about time.

On subject of life. I'm either heading here or to the U.S. Its surprising how much better life has been getting better. The JIS scars are healing, and for now atleast, I am on clound 6, (9 is still a far cry). Sister is growing up and becoming a bitch. I have been supernerdified by the blasted IB. And I plan to go to a party tomorrow, 2 days before exams, and chug until I pass out. Should be fun! We're getting a keg! Anyway, happy birthday, and trust me, while I'm drinking myself to high heaven, it will all be to celebrate your birthday. lol. To being responsible adults! Scha! Have fun.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

b33lz3bub In reply to Gods-Jester [2004-02-28 06:21:47 +0000 UTC]

you know, i know what you mean now, man .. turned 18 and i really dont feel different. a part of me is constantly telling me 'dood. youre older, do something!' and the rest of me is still mellow. haha ^_^ // yeh boy do i remember those days.. hahahah like when we met in 6th and all we could do was look up to the year 9s and stuff and think about how cool it would be to be them man how fucking stupid now that you think of it ah.. but yeh that was great.

and yeh told mom that i told you and shes dead set on sending me to london cos she wants me to tour england with you .. so im fuckin happy ^____^ i really really really cant wait till christmas now!

you might be heading *HERE* as in perth?!?!?! you serious!? man if you were to come live in perth id never fucking move *nods* --- and yeh i hear you about the JIS scars healing. i hardly think about it anymore. haha too much on my mind. heheheheh well enjoy your drinking buddy

here's to being a 'responsible adult'

cya pal

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Gods-Jester In reply to Gods-Jester [2004-02-11 22:23:16 +0000 UTC]

Just to clarify, I am pretty pissed off right now. Thanx to all those who have enjoyed reading my poetry and had send me comments and criticisms. Especially thanx to those who have felt that the previews in some way enhanced the poetry.

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Gods-Jester In reply to Ashworks [2004-02-07 11:27:23 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the invite. I will definetely be there. Glad you like my poetry. BTW, I really like your latest deviation, float. Think its really cool.

👍: 0 ⏩: 0