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itsreno [2019-11-26 06:12:12 +0000 UTC]

oh my goodness Heren i'm so sorry that it took me three years to write back. It's almost been 10 years! I hope things are treating you write on the other side.

I miss you, i wish we could sit and joke around again. Back when GM was still alive, it truly was the best parts of my life. 
Avryis

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ChaosKatx [2019-04-05 21:01:41 +0000 UTC]

WOO It's 2019. It's been a crazy time for me. I am now working hard on my dream of writing a novel. I am starting to feel better. <3 I miss you. I hope you are doing well where you are.  <3

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4th-reset [2018-04-27 14:57:29 +0000 UTC]

Hey Heren!!! It's been a while.. o(--<
i relapsed again last year into depression and had my head so far up my own ass it was so hard to focus on whats in front of me. but i'm all good now, if anything i feel like i've grown a lot more from it. I'm hardly on dA anymore though D:

I hope you're happy where you are, wherever you may be. I can't believe it's been almost ten years. Life is tough but you just keep truckin'
I'm going to be graduating from uni at the end of this year and actually working. Gosh what the mchecko, it feels like yesterday when i was just like 15 and RPing with you and everyone. I'm not really sure what else to say but I'll see you the next time I drop by! See you at the end of the week

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kyurenai [2018-02-16 15:40:12 +0000 UTC]

 

Hello again! Happy Chinese New Year!
Do you celebrate that in heaven? Anyway I just so happen to pass by here and thought, "I got your 60k kiriban!" Not that I'll get a free drawing, but I thought it could've been nice.

I miss you.

I can't deny that.

Last time I mentioned Rosella was on the collab story with my Walmart friends, but when I drew her again yesterday I thought she should just stay in Shouka's universe as a guest/visitor. Out of my respect for you, I don't feel like including her in my original stories either. She represents the "what ifs" we could've done together if FSA made it to light.

I'm keeping this short and I'll see you again in May.

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ChaosKatx [2017-12-28 01:10:10 +0000 UTC]

Hey, Heren. Hope you've had nice holidays. It's been crazy for me this year. I've been doing a lot of mental health stuff. I left some toxic people behind me so now I can be myself again. I hope I didn't make too many people unhappy with me since I've been sick or on overwatch forever. I now own a new pen tablet so I should be more capable of making art like I want too. 

I miss GM a lot but it doesn't seem like it's ever going to be the same. I think maybe I should find another group to rp in and just have fun instead of worrying about things. I haven't really rped in a longggg ass time.  I feel like I let a lot of people down because I keep swapping Deviantarts and not really talking much.

I mean Depression hit me hard a lot this year. I feel bad but there's nothing I could have done about it. Thanks for being you and it was nice of you to be there for me in the past. Time sure flies but it will be okay for me one day. 

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kyurenai [2017-07-24 20:47:20 +0000 UTC]

Hi Heren!

It's been a year since I wrote a comment here. Time flies fast indeed. This is not gonna be a downer one like last year's. I'm still in the US and since I came here, I got more accomplishments. I finally graduated from college last May so I'm just looking forward to get a job related to that next. Not that I want to rush on it though since that's not how I want to run my life. So much for that, after many years I finally introduced Chantal to my best friends and now she's known as "Gortal" to them. Gortal because gorilla + Chantal LMAO. I came up with the horrible nickname. I know it was unfortunate that we didn't get to open Four Seasons Academy, but Rosella plays as a goddess to one of my collab stories with my Walmart friends. I just mentioned collab stories, I have another one with my best friends. Remember Shouka? Yeah he's a part of that, however unlike the first one this is light and they don't exactly follow a plot. It's just whatever interactions come to mind. Shouka's still a precious flower boy to me.

I still don't know how the rest of the year will turn out, but boy the first months were hectic because it was the final semester. I still made through it and even exceeded scores on some of my tests! It's also crazy, but I managed to also work at the same time. I'm tired of RL, but I always go head on with every new day that comes.

Last August, I got myself a new cat and since then I don't feel so alone. When my best friends are asleep, I talk to my cat. She's adorable and can be kinda a big deal sometimes. I love her though.

How is it over there? Have you thought of any new OCs or stories? If there's a way we can talk in dreams, that'll be great. Not just that but it would be nice if I've known you better.

I think these are the important things I want to say. I don't want it to be so long for you to read again LOL.

--Kyuu

P.S.
Just because I gave up on DoN doesn't mean I'll give up on Chantal. At the very least she's on a different universe now and occasionally she visits Shouka's universe.

P.P.S.
Maybe when I've finally drawn a tribute art for you, that's the day I'll approach your sis again.

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II-Aaras-II [2016-12-21 17:12:17 +0000 UTC]

Uh hai Heren. You've probably noticed the chaos my life has been from your seat up there. I think I'm starting to try and piece things together. I'm no saint but I don't think I'm a demon either. Either way, I started this new account because I felt the need too.. I want to pursue something in my life and I am fighting to try and discover what it is that moves me. I'm afraid I'll have to join the military at this point.  I feel like it's the direction my life has been pointing in. I feel like my entire past is this serene area and what my life is going to become is well something a lot different. I'm not entirely sure where my country is going.. I'm not entirely sure how long I will live. I should make each second count like you did. 

Thank you for all the kind things you said to me though I was a confused teenager trying to comprehend the adult life. You'll always be precious to my heart. 

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darldNife [2016-10-27 17:05:16 +0000 UTC]

Hey heren~
It's been a while since I drop by.. 
I have known you since my day as hs student.. and hey I will graduate from uni life next year how fast the time flies uhuh 
I'm not active like old days anymore I miss old times I miss everyone and miss you too
I hope you doing well wherever you are now I will be good and eat my veggies!
I will visit again okay..
- Darld -

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MickeySenpai [2016-10-25 04:04:59 +0000 UTC]

hey heren

whenever i look at DA, i remember you and everything involved with GM. i was honestly so young and growing up. I graduated highschool, getting a job and i plan to move out when i can. This is a big leap from when you died, since i wasn't even in highschool, i dont think ahaha

i really wish GM would become alive again, sorry to message you on such a cringe DA name. I said i might come back in my last comment, 2 years ago. thats HUGE for me, youve always been a huge impact on my life

remember that joke we made? if you die, i'll make you come back to life so i can kill u myself

i hope you got all of our messages when we had the funeral

and all the messages i wrote from the bottom of my heart

5 years really passes quickly, but i still miss you. GM isnt the same without you, but youll always be in our heart. the white rose is always set out for my good friend

- Avryis 

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4th-reset [2016-10-13 03:02:23 +0000 UTC]

Heya buddy!
I'm studying in australia now!
I'm doing a lot better than I used to! I'm not so entrenched in my rut anymore and I'm veeeeery slowly moving forward, slowly but surely. I can't believe its been 5 years asjdhasdjasd
How are you omg, miss you lots buddy.
I'm not into RP groups anymore
I can't seem to get back into the scene of RP-ing on dA, but I'm trying to focus more on building a professional image of myself as an artist.
ahhhh man... a lot of things and the way you see things change when you fall sometimes. I'm getting better though!
See you at the end of the week bud!

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Stacheous [2016-08-28 14:55:48 +0000 UTC]

Forever and always, dear Heren

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EverySoulsRequest2 [2016-07-26 06:28:38 +0000 UTC]

Hey so Heren, it's been awhile. So I left PandoraGarden like ages ago, and I've been thinking about joining again... and I thought of you. So here to pay my respects again once more, I still wish I could have gotten to know you. I still remember being there when Arme told us that you passed on

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kyurenai [2016-07-24 17:09:20 +0000 UTC]

Hey Heren! It's been a while. I sure like people's dedication to write on your comment box even if you're not with us. So much for that though, I've been feeling torn for the longest time. I don't belong in any RP group anymore and ever since I moved here to the US, not a lot of them tried to at least ask how I'm doing. I was upset. I was gravely upset. But you know what, I still have people who I can trust and talk to everyday. They're really nice people and I feel like I'm at home whenever I'm with them. While I do like these people, I thought it would be nice to ask how the others are doing--however I made a big mistake by doing so. Let's just say I learned things that I shouldn't discovered. People change after all and all I can do is just to focus on myself.

As for new OCs, I made a lolita hydrangea boy named Shouka. He's like a precious being but I can't call him a cinnamon roll. I still enjoy developing and thinking about my OCs every now and then, but mobage is consuming my life. Speaking of which, I'm on my last 2 semesters in college and I'm pretty excited to graduate. It's just from an associate's degree but hey after that I can finally be in touch with my creative side better. I feel like I would regret it further down the road if I still continue studying and not enjoy it. That's what I decided to look forward to.

Anyway, I'm sorry for having this really long winded. It's been 5 years since that happened and I visit this page from time to time. I just don't know what to write. Till then I'm enjoying my summer break and I hope to see you again.

Love lots,
Kyuu

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Mabanaka [2016-05-22 05:36:51 +0000 UTC]

i never forgot the day you died, for me it was yesterday but i couldn't bring myself to say anything because it was the same friday. i can't forget such a friday and the days that followed. i miss you, as i do every day. but around this time of the year it seems worse. i always wondered what kind of art you'd make if you were still alive. no use in wondering about it though. i love you, you were my dearest friend. 

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InsertSanity-OvO [2016-04-08 16:02:00 +0000 UTC]

Dear Heren, I left Guillotine Mansion. It's not the same as it was. Lots of stuff happened and basically the group didn't get back on it's feet after you left. I felt it was time I move on and do better things. I'd like to write a book so I'm working hard on that for now. I  moved to a new place with my bf, and it's nice. Our office overlooks a pond. Ducks are cute. I finally have that cat I've always wanted.. His name is Roxas. He's adorable. Anywho, I'm going to honor you by adding you into my book. I mean a character based on you. I'm not sure what kind of character he's going to end up being but I'm actually kind of excited. I'll always have some heartache from your loss. Almost every time I lose someone, I feel the pain of losing you all over again... I've lost both of my grandparents now. Hey could you say hi to them for me. I'm sure you'll get along. Nothing in this world makes sense to me but I guess I just have to keep pushing through to see what my life is and what it will become. 

Miss you dearly, 

Karina

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VoidDullahan [2016-02-17 12:37:37 +0000 UTC]

I hope you're doing alright where ever you are.

Miss you  

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InsertSanity-OvO [2015-06-16 13:36:48 +0000 UTC]

Heren, you probably would have murdered me by now for all the new DA's I keep having. I'm sorry. I'm not very good at people and well, every time my life changes I feel like I need a new DA because my art style is never the same. I seem to be running away a lot with certain things on DA. I mean, I like the friends I've kept thus far. 

I haven't RPed here for about a year. I really want to change it. I also want to bring our old group back to life plus  few others. It's like a full time job. I keep trying to atone for my mistakes with AEA.. but still, nothing is satisfactory. I don't know how to fix everything without recreating everything in that group with my own hands. I also want to bring life back into GM. I don't know how to do it and it's on indefinite hiatus. Maybe I'll write that book about GM that I always wanted.  I am really sorry, I haven't visited in a while. I remember I used to stalk peoples art all the time. Now I hardly do it. 

In the past I just really wanted to make a lot of people happy. Now I realize I have to be happy with myself before I can truly make other people happy. 

Hell... I just came here to look at your tutorials and now I'm typing something really long.  I have a dream to become an author that I hardly ever talk about.  

Art is just a thing I like to do...  So, that's the truth. 

Love ya, Heren!  

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4th-reset [2015-05-01 19:37:48 +0000 UTC]

yoooo! It's me again! How're you doing up there?
I finished college and i officially became a hikineet _(:'3 J L )_
I fell into pit and it was a little hard to get out this time but i'm getting there.
sorry yo, don't be like me. I'm working part time at a burger joint for the time being while looking for
work options and furthering studies. But i'll get there! I promise!
It's been such a long time huh? Since we met and stuff.
If you were still around you would be wondering why i keep coming back and stuff haha

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AizraM [2015-03-18 03:25:01 +0000 UTC]

Hey.

How many years has it already been? Four, I think?

I hope you're doing well.

Time flies by so fast...

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Picnicel [2015-02-14 12:25:48 +0000 UTC]

If I know you earlier,we could be friends
You sounds really nice!I am very sad to know that you had passed away   
   

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APersonWhoCares [2015-01-23 04:21:52 +0000 UTC]

Dear Heren and anybody else reading this,
I found Heren a few weeks ago and I wish I could've meet him sooner. I followed the paper trail and Heren's story backwards reading all the comments along the way.
I just recently told two of my bestest friends your story and I feel like I'm passing on the tale of Heren. All of the grief, smiles, sadness and notes left by your closest and dearest friends even to this day, have taught me something very important. This probably sounds lame but, you've taught me to appreciate every day in my life because it could be gone in an instant. You've taught me to live each day to the fullest and to have as much fun as humanly possible. To try your best at everything you do even if you fail. You've taught me remember the friends and family that love you even to the end. All of the goodbye art your friends have made, and your letter have made me cry. I almost never cry about things on my screen. I'll close this letter with a bittersweet note. You seem like an amazing person that I wish I could've met sooner. I will continue to carry on your story that inspired me so much. So please, rest in peace Heren. Even though I never met you, I'll miss you.
P.S. I hope they have Wi-Fi in Heaven.

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Yumiluna [2015-01-09 07:15:54 +0000 UTC]

Hey there, friend. It's been a while. Happy new year, by the way!
How's it been?

I haven't been on dA in a loooong time. This is probably a first in ages, to be honest. I haven't been on since graduating high school? Ahh, who knows. Even if it has been a while, I still think about my experiences here, and you're almost always one of the experiences I think about; it'll never cease to bring a smile to my face.

You're a great guy. Always will be. I don't wanna make this too cheesy, but even though we don't talk much anymore, I'll always consider you a friend and I'll never forget the times I spent with you and all the friends I made at GM. 

I hope you continue to do great, friend! I know we'll speak again one day. Until then, stay awesome!

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InsertSanity-OvO [2014-12-23 11:39:47 +0000 UTC]

Hey I feel like it's been a thousand years. Yeah... As you can see I have another account. I think I still confuse people everytime I make a new one. I'm just very picky about what I bring to the table as far as my art goes. You're still a daily inspiration to me. 

I have had a life in the past year that is much greater than it was before. I feel well rounded as a person. I have a hard time roleplaying now. I used to not but now it's really hard for me to get emotionally involved and excited.  You're still super awesome.  Christmas is nearly here, I remember all the rps that we used to do around this time.  

I miss you. I know you probably want me to smile and just move on but guess what I am smiling and I still care. So... Heren, you've always had a beautiful soul. <3 

Happy Christmas!

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WhytManga [2014-11-13 10:05:13 +0000 UTC]

Great gallery.

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cakwe [2014-08-30 02:38:21 +0000 UTC]

Woah, it's been a while! Just wanna let you know that you suddenly popped up in my mind. Miss you, and hope you're doing good! ..wait, superman does good, you're doing well. oh well;; anyways...



.....*runs away*

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4th-reset [2014-08-20 17:48:37 +0000 UTC]

helo! How're you doing!
I'm doing good! Almost graduating from college, it's so scary ( O A O)!!
The time i knew you i was still in highschool hahahah;
But i still think about you sometimes! I don't think i can ever forget you
And your spirit feels really bright. this sounds progressively cheesier and dumber
But hope you're doing well!
Loveee <3

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Avryis [2014-06-30 09:38:00 +0000 UTC]

 hey heren
its been awhile, i haven't really kept up on looking at your page now, kind of moving on. Its a memory i regret and it's something i'm going to pack up, store away, it'll help me move on if that's okay.

i'm glad we were friends, i miss you, i wish our friendship became much larger than it was, everything you did had a big impact on all of us in the group.

I like to think  that  you want us to forget so we can look forward, that's impossible but we always look back at least once or  twice when we are walking forward, its natural. 

I'm leaving DA. Avryis will be gone for good, and who knows if i'll be back. Too many harsh memories and years are on this account, too many for me. I'll miss you, always, i'll see you one day.

Avryis 

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chewsome [2014-06-23 13:42:54 +0000 UTC]

Browsing around dA, I stumbled upon your account. I wish, I would have had the chance to get to know you, as you seemed like an amazing person - and all of your friends are amazing too; the comments are so heartwarming and filled with love for you.

Rest in peace mate.

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Safrost [2014-05-27 23:49:06 +0000 UTC]

HEEEEEEEEEEEEERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEN! <3 
Still can't wait for this week to end.  Miss you. It's been a while since I've posted anything here. You're by far the best most selfless person I've ever met. I always want to remember you.

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Ketam-chan [2014-05-25 09:23:08 +0000 UTC]

I still remember it around this week you left us three years ago...
Back then it was 2011...time sure flies fast...
We only got to know each other for about 5 months...
But you are a part of my memory that I just can't forget...
I will still say I miss you...
And there are so many regrets I still have till today...
But no matter what, life goes on...
Death will happen to everyone...the only question is when...
Yours was three years ago, while mine and everyone who still lives are still unknown...
The time will come to everyone, and life will still go on after that...
Even so... the dead will still be remembered to those who care for him...
R.I.P Heren...

It's a sudden long post. I'm suddenly in the deep thoughts mood here.

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cakwe [2014-04-30 02:42:14 +0000 UTC]

Hello! It's been a long, long time, huh? 
For some reason, I got reminded of you. It was kinda out of the blue lol
Guess it's, like, a reminder to say hello?

so yeah



hi....?

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Jesi-Jess [2014-01-18 11:18:41 +0000 UTC]

Hey Heren! Ah man, how has it been?

Life has been completely crazy on my end haha! 

Lately I found myself wandering around PG again along with randomly looking at the old rprs we all did and art HAHA! Still can't get over the one with Raven letting Rion use him as a pillow HAHA (But still.. Those thought bubbles ) 

Ahhh I feel like drawing Rion lately.. LOL I miss both you so much with all the hyper and crazy times HAHA! I hope you can see all the improvement I've done over time! 

Really do miss you HAHA! Hope your having fun and drawing loads and loads!!

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myumyu-myuzu [2014-01-13 09:30:17 +0000 UTC]

hey there!! ^w^/

so you know what you know whattt~

i joined PG just recently! And that group is soooo awesomee~

sometimes i even wish that you'll RP with me sometimes, and do a lot of things together~

now, how's life there? or maybe i shouldn't ask huh~

i'm sure you're doing well up there, right?

wellanywaysnicetomeetchusorryforactinglikeyourbfforsomethingbut

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Keiili [2013-12-18 03:40:23 +0000 UTC]

lmfao hey! *v*/

how are you? c:

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ledolie-veil [2013-11-17 08:50:45 +0000 UTC]

Hey there,

It's been a long time huh?

I know you won't read this, I'm just being me. 

I don't know if you watch over me like you watch over others, but I want share something.

I'm still in Pandora Garden!

I still miss you even though we never spoke that much.

I hope you're doing well there, dude.

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4th-reset [2013-10-07 19:51:51 +0000 UTC]

dl-web.dropbox.com/get/tribute…

Hey, i know it's a little soon since my last visit but this has been sitting in my dropbox for two years and it's really embarrassing.

But i thought aahhh heck with it here you go. I hope you're doing well up there man.

I feel really silly sometimes because i mean, haha

That 'AMG' icon you always make when i come in the chatroom and suddenly i'd think of it asygdujhasdk

I'm really dumb.

Idk man, i don't think of you as often as i used to and i'm a bit worried because i don't want to forget you ever, yet i don't want to cling to the past.

Silly silly so silly ughhghhgsuydhfjsdf sorry for spamming up your space here.

But i sand that song for you idk man it was two years ago.

How's it up there? Get any wifi? Still RPing? How's Erick? I know some of the old GM people dream of you. I don't know if they still do. I wish I dreamed of you.

Sorry i'm not such a great singer. I'm doing okay, admittedly sometimes not so great. I've been falling in and out of depression but so far i'm doing okay. Sorry for telling you something so sad. OTL; But I'm a fighter so i'll survive.

Idk why i'm putting so much out here suddenly. I usually don't say much huh?

I guess i've been needing someone to talk to recently and right now i feel sad so i hope you'll understand.

I wish i talked to you more, even though i know i probably wouldn't have said half of the things here if you were still around.

So sorry  asdukuhjaksd

Have a good day and sorry for the flood of words haha OTL

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AizraM [2013-09-06 16:24:49 +0000 UTC]

You-
How are you doing?
It's the same question over and over again, huh?
Me? I dunno. I dunno.

That's it.

I just dunno.

I mean, college is hectic, but...I found people who may even actually stay with me.

I dunno though.

Like always.

We miss you.

It was better when you were around...

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darldNife [2013-08-03 19:11:36 +0000 UTC]

I miss you ; v ;

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4th-reset [2013-07-16 15:34:44 +0000 UTC]

I hope there's internet up there. How are you? It's almost 2 years but i haven't forgotten you.
I don't want to forget you because omg our RPs and Heren with Fenris omg.
I'm not really active in GM anymore. Hahhh i'm not really active on deviantart anymore...

I dont really communicate with people on dA much either ; _ ; Not sure if i'll come back to being active since i dont have the time to RP anymore. I'm in college now doing animation.

How are you? I hope you're having fun up there.
Take care~ <3

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piyodayo [2013-05-14 15:18:09 +0000 UTC]

I was looking through some old RPs and I found yours <333
reading our old conversation made me laugh and cry at the same time and it's all your fault //smacked

I was too busy with my school and I didn't reply to your message nor check your profile.
I didn't even know about you being hospitalized.
And then, I read a news about you..

I wish I had replied all your message and chat with you more, Heren. I am so sorry.

Oh, and a little secret. You're the first person who taught me to RP

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shyuewa [2013-05-13 08:42:40 +0000 UTC]

Surprisingly it has been 2 years man. How time flies.

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Yomiemegane [2013-05-12 21:15:12 +0000 UTC]

It's the first time i came here mister .

You art is so amazing :3 Too bad that's god take you early ;w; I would gladly help you and support you ~

If i was here early, i guess i would know you better ;^; You seem like a very good person , I know.

I hope you can read all of those messages that people wrote for you ;A;/

(Well , little problem, there is internet up here ? owo :3 )

R.I.P <3 :'D

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Safrost [2013-04-12 06:27:35 +0000 UTC]

Hey Heren. I told your story again to some new friends in GM. I feel like each day I carry y your story on my shoulder. I wonder if it's possible for me to tell your story somehow.

I really would like to know more about you.. I know it's a little silly. I was over joyed with the way that you helped me fit in while also having some of the most amazing rps.

O w O I know I used to be somewhat livid about the rules but I'm starting to see how I used to be as a pain. Maybe I needed to learn how to have fun.

Thanks for starting the lesson. <3 Lots of love

HEREN!!!!!

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