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TheSparrowOfSorrow ♂️ [12131959] [2009-11-14 02:27:48 +0000 UTC] "Edward xD" (United States)

# Statistics

Favourites: 2071; Deviations: 62; Watchers: 15

Watching: 20; Pageviews: 14198; Comments Made: 6484; Friends: 20

# Interests

Favorite visual artist: There's a few.
Favorite movies: ..... Mean Girls!!
Favorite TV shows: Durarara!!, White Collar, Burn Notice, NCIS, Law and Order, Snapped, and Haven
Favorite bands / musical artists: LM.C, Three DAs Grace, Black Veil Brides, Gactk, MY Chemical Romance, Yuya Matsushita, HINOI team, Hikaru Utada, and a lot more..
Favorite books: most fantasy novels i ever find
Favorite writers: There's many
Favorite games: Final Fantasy, Kingdom Hearts, Dante's Inferno, Oblivion
Favorite gaming platform: Playstation, DS, Xbox360, or PC
Tools of the Trade: Tablet, Copic Markers (Sketch and Ciao), and pencil
Other Interests: Hmn. I draw, write, watch anime, style hair, do makeup, help my sister with cosplay... and... yeah

# About me

Hey Guys. my name's Edward.

I'm married to the sweetest guy in the world <3 as of 6/9/2011.
I love all sorts of anime
..... Hetalia
..... Kuroshitsuji
..... Higurashi no naku koro ni
..... Bleach
..... Fullmetal Alchemist
..... Ouran High School Host Club
..... Touhou Anime Project
..... Durarara!!
I play tons of video games
..... Mortal Kombat
..... Kingdom Hearts
.......... I have played (all the way through) ;
.......... Kingdom Hearts II
.......... Kingdom Hearts 358/2 Days
..... Final Fantasy
.......... FF IV, FF VII DoC, FF X
..... Just Dance (i know it doesn't count)
..... The Elder Scrolls: Oblivion
..... Silent Hill
..... The Elder Scrolls: Morrowwind
..... The Elder Scrolls: Skyrim (in November)
I read a lot (some of my favorite books/series')
..... The House Of Night
.......... Marked
.......... Betrayed
.......... Chosen
.......... Untamed
.......... Hunted
.......... Tempted
.......... Burned
..... Harry Potter
..... The Uglies
..... Dangerous Liaisons
..... Vladimir Tod
.......... Eighth Grade Bites
.......... Ninth Grade Slays
.......... Tenth Grade Bleeds
.......... Eleventh Grade Burns
..... The Keys to the Kingdom
.......... Mister Monday
.......... Grim Tuesday
.......... Drowned Wednesday
.......... Sir Thursday
.......... Lady Friday
.......... Superior Saturday
.......... Lord Sunday
..... Pendragon
.......... The Merchant of Death
..... Shade's Children
I'm helping my sister write a few stories, i help her find good adjectives and help her come up with characters
..... Darkness (In chapter 5, going to attempt to type soon)
..... Finding Refuge in War
..... Orphan (not even started yet)
..... Zodiac (almost done with chapter one!)
..... Savior (in chapter two)
I'm learning a couple of languages
..... American English (you never stop learning stupid bullshit.)
..... Japanese
..... Latvian
I love a lot of bands and singers
..... LM.C
..... GACKT
..... Three Days Grace
..... My Chemical Romance
..... Black Veil Brides
..... Bullet For my Valentine
..... Girugamesh
..... Anberlin
..... Escape the Fate
..... Hollywood Undead
..... Lady GaGa
..... Adam Lambert
..... 3Oh!3
..... Ke$ha
..... Katy Perry
..... Black Veil Brides
..... The GazettE
..... Yuya Matsushita
..... Atreyu

Current Residence: A Dorm
deviantWEAR sizing preference: Men's Medium? I dunno, i don't buy for myself
Print preference: ??
Favourite genre of music: J-Rock
Favourite photographer: ?
Favourite style of art: Anime/Manga and Surreal or Macabre
Operating System: Uhhh... windows 7?
MP3 player of choice: IPod
Shell of choice: ??
Skin of choice: Uhm.... Mine
Favourite cartoon character: at the moment....... Japan or Russia from APH
Personal Quote: "What~?"

# Comments

Comments: 691

MoonlitSleepwalker [2014-07-31 12:42:52 +0000 UTC]

Hey, I don't think you log on anymore, but I just wanted to talk to you.

How have you been?  It's been jeez... like 2 years or something crazy like that.  I miss you a bunch.  I miss role playing.  You'd probably laugh your ass off knowing that I'm 20 now and I still can't write lemons.  I don't remember why, or if you told me you were leaving but it's sad that you aren't back.  I don't think about it everyday but every week or so I'll think "Damn what the fuck happened to Eddie?  I miss the shit out of him."  You were a really great friend.  You were funny and we could argue or disagree and it wouldn't matter.

You were kinda whiny some times, but it worked for you.  I miss that.  I wish you would be whiny and complain about stupid stuff with me like we used to.  You were my big brother and you were there for me during some of the most difficult times of my life.  I had brain surgery last summer.  I missed you through that.  I dated this guy for 8 months and we broke up in March.  I missed you then too.  I got my nose pierced and have gauged my ears and let them go back down like 3 or 4 times now.  I got a tattoo too!  A lot has happened since you went away.

I wish we could laugh about my exboyfriend together.  You would enjoy that I think.  I'm sorry, I know you probably won't see this but I miss you.

Love you Onii-sama.

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NayruChalice [2013-04-10 05:30:41 +0000 UTC]

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MoonlitSleepwalker [2013-01-28 19:44:34 +0000 UTC]

I miss you.

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Ventus47 [2012-12-16 03:40:47 +0000 UTC]

Seeing as you didn't reply to my counter-point post on your idiotic rant about Kairi, Naminé (not the fucking spelling. Respect the accented e), and Xion, I figured I'd post my entire counter argument here, in the hopes you'll actually reply to it.

You are clearly not a true Kingdom Hearts fan. Actually it's garbage like this that make me loathe 75% of the fracking fan-base. Your arguments are asinine and make no sense, demonstrating a less-than minimal knowledge of the series as a whole. Did you even conceptualize your own arguements, or just steal them from other frothing Yaoi fangirls?

Let's rebuttal, since I have naught to do else.
First, Naminé. You hate her because of the FANS? That is the single most ridiculous reason to hate a character in all of existence. Shouldn't you be hating her FANS for pairing her with Roxas, and not the character herself, especially considering this pairing, like all pairings in Kingdom Hearts, is strictly from the fandom and non-canon? Personally, I think it's really cute, although I prefer Roxas/Xion and either Naminé/Ventus or Naminé/Zexion. Either are possible, Zexion would have met her at Castle Oblivion and it is confirmed that Naminé encountered Ventus's heart buried within Sora. But I digress, as even if they never met at atll, I would still ship them. That is the point of fanfiction and fan art in the first place, is to move above an beyond the constraints of that which is canon.

Next, you shoot yourself in the foot again by admitting you are a frothing yaoi loving fangirl. Seriously, Zexion and DEMYX? That is, ignoring the fact that it is gay, far less likely than ROxas and Naminé. You claim to judge pairings by their plausibility in canon, but hypocritically support a pairing with ZERO basis therein. Sure, Zexion and Demyx have met, they were both members of the Organization. When did we ever see them on screen together, except in the flashback sequences of Xemnas' meetings in Days? Seriously, why not Vexen/Marluxia while you're at it? or Xemnas/Xion? Or Master Xehanort/Ansem/Xemnas three way in the new OrgaNortzation?

Naminé never did try to come between Riku and Sora's friendship, incase you missed the end of Chain of Memories and Reverse/Rebirth. Naminé wanted to HELP both Sora and Riku, albeit partially out of guilt, but likely partially out of genuine care. The Riku Sora fought, if you actually played the bloody game, was a REPLICA. A Fake. As Larxene put it "Just a toy, nothing more". He was created by Vexen to help Lexaeus and Zexion counter Marluxia's plot. He had memories from Riku thanks to Naminé, but only then after being threatened and coerced by Larxene. Or did you miss the ENTIRE FVCKING GAME?

You claim she is not Unique because she is blonde with blue eyes. So you are saying Blonde blue eyed people cannot be unique? I myself take offence to this, as should all Northern European descended people. You are clearly racist against White people, particularly those of Northern European, Germanic or Slavic descent. If I had said this about a Black character, you would (rightfully) call me a "racist".

Next, Xion. YOu again miss the entire point of her character. Yes, she is quiet at first. Silent. This is due to the nature of her existence. Did you not play Days either? She is a REPLICA. she did NOT have any memories or personality to begin with. She did obtain those from Sora, eventually becoming a Kairi lookalike because those were Sora's strongest feelings and memories. Roxas befriends her, true, but how is this a bad thing or a supid thing? It was Xion, not Roxas, who instigated it.

No, Roxas was most certainly NOT "content" before he befriended her. He was, as Axel put it, a zombie. He had no memories of who he was, nor could he truely feel anything at first. Remember what a Nobody is? It wasn't until Axel befriended him that he could feel at all, and then he knew it felt good and wanted more. Would you not want more friends? Roxas could indeed feel emotions because he actually had a heart, just not his own. Ever notice who Roxas looks just like? There's a reason for that.

Xion did not "eventually cause problems", those problems were caused directly or indirectly by the Organization, especially Xemnas and Saix. It was XEMNAS who wanted Roxas and Xion to fight, Xion did not want to kill Roxas. In fact since she knew they could hardly coexist, she wanted ROXAS to kill HER. And remember again that it was Xemnas, and by extension Xehanort, that was the architect of this calamity.

YOu blame Xion for the very nature of her existence? That alone destroys what VERY little merit your arguements may have held. She didn't fucking ask to exist, any more than a child born out of wedlock can be blamed for existing. Again, blame Vexen or Xemnas, who created her knowing exactly what would happen.

So, Xion did not want to go back to Sora. Seems selfish as this prevented him from waking (it didn't stop him from LIVING, he would simply be comatose a-la Ventus, and possibly only if Xemnas's plan of her absorbing Roxas happened). Well, seeing as if she did "help Riku to help Sora", it would result IN HER DYING, or more accurately ceasing to exist utterly, I can't really blame her.Especially considering that she did not even know Sora. Would you commit suicide just to awaken from a coma some guy you had never met?

Now for Kairi. YOu call her "weak and useless"? Care to substantiate that claim or are you just talking out your ass? So what if Kairi doesn't fight, not everyone needs to. Kairi is just trying to be a "normal" girl, by going to school. Sure she get's kidnapped, how many times was Peach kidnapped in the Mario games? Not every female needs to be a "strong femme-fatale" type; KH already has one of those, and her name is Aqua. Aqua kicks ass. How did she acct like waiting for Sora killed her? She wanted to see him again. It is clear that she is meant to LOVE him. Do you not also miss the ones you love (if you are even capable of feeling such things)? You also call her a Mary Sue. Do you even know what that means? A Mary Sue is meant to be a "perfect" female character in Fanfiction. Kairi is a canon character, and has hew flaws. Fucking SORA shows far more Gary Stu type traits than ANY of the Girls.

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MoonlitSleepwalker In reply to Ventus47 [2013-01-28 19:43:52 +0000 UTC]

He's hardly ever on anymore :/ he would love a good argument about them though.

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Ventus47 In reply to MoonlitSleepwalker [2013-02-01 03:00:02 +0000 UTC]

What folley. Too bad, I would love to give a good argument too. We would both get what we desire.

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MoonlitSleepwalker In reply to Ventus47 [2013-02-01 14:59:42 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, he always has a lot to say. You probably would have loved talking to him.

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Ventus47 In reply to MoonlitSleepwalker [2013-02-02 02:49:47 +0000 UTC]

Oh well, what can you do?

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MoonlitSleepwalker In reply to Ventus47 [2013-02-02 02:53:35 +0000 UTC]

Nothing I suppose.

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Post-Era [2012-04-25 01:17:07 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the fav!

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Lakyumorion [2012-04-20 19:50:05 +0000 UTC]

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Kwenos [2012-04-19 17:49:34 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the fav!

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saltygambler [2012-04-17 14:05:03 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for faving

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elysiagriffin [2012-03-30 20:20:56 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the favorite!
Please consider watching my gallery for more cosplay photography

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to elysiagriffin [2012-03-31 16:45:58 +0000 UTC]

absolutely~

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WayfaringPuma [2012-03-30 11:29:42 +0000 UTC]

Hey!!! Thanks for ing my Venusaur Valentines Card!!! I appreciate it a lot!!!

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to WayfaringPuma [2012-03-31 16:45:50 +0000 UTC]

no problem

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heartandbonebreaker [2012-03-28 18:57:55 +0000 UTC]


Thank you so much for the fave!!

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to heartandbonebreaker [2012-03-28 19:29:06 +0000 UTC]

:3 you're welcome


<3 i love misaki, and you drew her well

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JMCalcifer [2012-03-28 17:17:15 +0000 UTC]

Jajjajajjajajaj married! That's so cool! >w<

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to JMCalcifer [2012-03-28 17:42:47 +0000 UTC]

x'D thank you~

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naokunn [2012-03-26 23:42:07 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the !!

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sodokucobalto [2012-03-18 17:50:56 +0000 UTC]

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the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-02-19 01:55:26 +0000 UTC]

BIG BROTHER

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-23 03:30:55 +0000 UTC]

;-; oh god i have been so busy i am so sorry

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-24 01:20:46 +0000 UTC]

It's okay. There's a lot you missed...

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-24 01:49:02 +0000 UTC]

am i too late to be filled in? I feel pretty bad..

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-24 02:03:40 +0000 UTC]

no, I can tell you if you really want to hear.

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-24 02:05:40 +0000 UTC]

i do, i really missed you ;-;

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-24 02:05:52 +0000 UTC]

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-24 02:44:19 +0000 UTC]

so, catch me up, what's been going on?

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-24 03:08:48 +0000 UTC]

weeeell. i started dating this guy who i was dating last year and we left cuz the distance was a pain in the ass and i had more...needs then him. we start seeing more of each other, i take his virginity, theres some crazy mall scene and everything's peachy. but the closer we get, the more i notice his temper. he got snappy at the smallest things and it started to piss me off. not to mention the whole trick that he tried to pull to get me to sleep over his house despite my dad's wishes. so yesterday, i dumped him. all the while i've been talking to my long time best friend and we are getting closer and closer...but he's almost completely gay. he says i'm different and stuff but i could feel him slipping away and there was nothing I could do because I was in this relationship. We were supposed to meet up today for the Hunger Games but...that didn't happen. I also had a mental breakdown yesterday and am suffering from yaoi deprivation.

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-24 18:21:24 +0000 UTC]

Oh, poor thing. That sounds like hell. All I've really done is work, lately. I'm gaining a lot of free time since i just completed a couple of my courses. But honestly, that sounds awful.

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-24 23:48:50 +0000 UTC]

It's not as bad as it seems. All the trouble's pretty much over since I left Brian.

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-25 01:38:39 +0000 UTC]

Well, I'm glad things are looking up for you, now. They are, right?

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-25 01:58:44 +0000 UTC]

yeah...but he wont say goodbye and i have trouble breaking it off for good

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-25 05:20:23 +0000 UTC]

Well, do what my sister did to her ex-girlfriend.


find something about him to detest enough to tell him that off is the general direction you would like him to fuck.

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-25 16:56:29 +0000 UTC]

hah well that shouldn't be hard. he hated my love for cosplay and conventions, we had nothing in common and when i said i didn't like his music he'd get all pissy. hell, he'd get pissy when i told him i wasn't in the "mood" when he was.

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-25 18:04:53 +0000 UTC]

haha, well then, it shouldn't be too hard at all

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-25 18:18:20 +0000 UTC]

and he just broke his phone so no more lovey him

i feel horrible...

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-25 19:15:43 +0000 UTC]

you shouldn't.

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-25 19:32:42 +0000 UTC]

well i feel like a jerk, breaking his heart like that.

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-25 21:12:42 +0000 UTC]

well, if he was being a dick, he deserved it, right?

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-25 21:42:56 +0000 UTC]

yeah...

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-25 22:20:08 +0000 UTC]

hun, you sound like my thoughts right after my ex in '09.


If you weren't happy with him, you have every right to free yourself and be happy.

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-25 22:27:37 +0000 UTC]

well yeah but that doesn't mean I have the right to crush his heart.

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-25 22:36:41 +0000 UTC]

that may be true, but considering how obviously doomed the relationship was, i don't think it matters.

My sister was dating a girl recently, and this girl was great to her for a while. Right before their three month anniversary, she started to be a little... different. My sister told me she was angry with her for going to a cosplay meet up at an anime/comic book store. She accused her of cheating because she had her best friend staying the night.


Then she had the gall to tell my sister she had no reason to break up with her, and still attempts to spend time with her.

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-25 22:43:29 +0000 UTC]

Ah...yeah that's kind of where I'm at...

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TheSparrowOfSorrow In reply to the-forgotten-one-4 [2012-03-25 22:47:07 +0000 UTC]

My sister started ignoring her texts.

when she did answer, she only did this.

Sister: will you be upset if i say i don't want to hang out.
her ex: yes, in fact i'll be more suicidal than i already am.
Sister: I don't want to hang out.


and recently she had to tell her that she did not want anything to do with her

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the-forgotten-one-4 In reply to TheSparrowOfSorrow [2012-03-25 22:48:36 +0000 UTC]

wow....

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