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youluvmenot
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[2010-12-30 03:29:27 +0000 UTC]
"wishes everything would go away"
(United States)
# Statistics
Favourites: 264; Deviations: 93; Watchers: 34
Watching: 53; Pageviews: 4714; Comments Made: 2463; Friends: 53
# Interests
Favorite visual artist: masashi kishimotoFavorite movies: paranormal activity movies or any kind of horror movie
Favorite TV shows: So many tv shows
Favorite bands / musical artists: to many
Favorite books: Ack why make me choose D:
Favorite writers: edgar allen poe
Favorite games: dont really have one
Favorite gaming platform: laptop?
Tools of the Trade: heh?
Other Interests: poetry, music, animei, drawing
# About me
hi people if you are reading this then congragulations welcome to my depressing sad sad life. Anyways I like to write poetry listen to music and hang out with people. I dont like people who like to start shit so if your someone whos like that dont bother even fucken talking to me. K? k ^^. I can be rude at times but only if you get on my nerves and that isnt the easiest thing to do but it can be easy if you know what to do. I like to meet new people and I always like to meet people whos into animei art or writing poetry. Music and poetry is my life anymore. The only time I would draw is when I just need to get away from something. Like life. Eh no one gives a fuck about all that shit. So if you are a cool person just add me and talk to me. Please no drama people:)art: I guess im more into poetry then I am art but I call poetry art because to me its an art iof expressing words in your own fashion without having anyone tell you what to write or what to draw so ya haha and im also into drawing animei sooo if anyone wants some drawing like animei drawing then im willing to draw you somethin
poetry: Ya im into poetry alot its something that I enjoy doing and I helps get my mind off of lots of stress issues. I made 35 poems so far. When I fill out my whole poetry book then im gonna publish it :) so im really excited about that my moms really excited to watch my poetry get published and displayed
freinds: I have tons of freinds and their really nice they always know how to put a smile on my face when im down. When their down I go to the extreme just to make them happy again because I dont like it when my freinds are sad. My freinds are the best people I have in my life and without them I probably wouldnt be the person that I am today. I know I saw tht about my family but I really mean it about my freinds. They have influenced me in so many great positive ways that I always have a smile on my face when I see them or when I text or call them
photography: Im into photography and I like to take pictures I have tons of dead trees around my grndmas house and my house and I like to take pictures because its a habit of mine well not really a habit its more of hobby. At school I joined this club called photoclub and we are able to take our cameras to school every thursday and we take pictures of school life then at the end of the year we give all the pictures we took to mr. dun and he puts them on a cd and gives us ll a cd and we have all those pictures its a ton of fun
about me: I cant really say much about me im just an everyday normal kid I like to have fun and I like to be with my freinds. Im a normal everyday typical 16 yearold girl. I have my probs with my family and I have my probs with my freinds I get called goth alot this year because I wear really hard black eyeliner and my nails are always painted black and im always wearing all black but let me get this straight with all you people im not goth im emo and im proud to be who I am. I dont cut anymore tho I decided to fill my time with extra curricular activities but yes im still emo so dont be sayin shit about me. Because all it takes is to walk in someone elses shoes and relize what their going through. Yes I am currently going through this horrible battle of depression. I sometimes just think if fighting this off is ever worth it or should I just give it all up because sometimes I just dont know what to do anymore. I feel like I strayed to far off the path of the "good life" heh...Anyways I been depressed ever since I was 10. In 8th grade is when it got so horribly bad that I just didnt know how to handle any of the depression and any of the stress anymore. I done things in my life that I regret. When I was in 7th grade I resorted to drugs and alchohol to get away from the problems but then an amazing friend helped me open my eyes and then I relized that what I was doing wasnt only hurting me. It was also hurting everyone around me. So I got the help I needed. So yea that shit is done and over with. If you have any ideas how to help with depression I'd love to know. I really need to get my life straightened out again before my depression consumes me anymore...
depression: I been severely depressed for 6 years and I tried committing suicide just to end all of the pain. Thank god it wasnt a success. Then in 8th grade I decided to start cutting. Worst mistake of my life....When I get older I want to be able to help people who are depressed and is thinking of suicide or self conflicted harm. Its not fun to have those thoughts believe me I know...So if your ever going through something and you need that shoulder to cry on or someone to pour your emotions out onto im always here. So just send a note. And I wont judge or anything. I'll try my best to help
Current Residence: somewhere u dont kno
deviantWEAR sizing preference: why should u kno?
Print preference: um a printer?
Favourite genre of music: rock, metal
Favourite photographer: dont have one
Favourite style of art: animei
Operating System: laptop?
MP3 player of choice: ipod oh ya!!!
Shell of choice: heh?
Wallpaper of choice: black with skulls and blood dripping my name
Skin of choice: uum?
Favourite cartoon character: spongebob:D
Personal Quote: even tho i act happy im still crying on the inside
# Comments
Comments: 300
OMG YAY! i thought you guys had left for good
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Nah just a distant Summer
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I really hate how my uncle likes to stay up all night ><
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Because I fall asleep really early
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Yes, senior year is kicking my ass so far
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i know it, but i guess it's harder in america.Β
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it's more competitive.. anyways.. i hope things are well for you
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I fucked up my knee from long boarding. Wow I'm stupid
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nah, you're not stupid, injuries will happen. Β just aim to get better okay?
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YAY!!! *SUPER SUPRISE HUG*
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Maybe for a few days.... I hope you are well
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Well I dont have internet nor a computer at home so whenever I'm at the library I'm able to check my DA. I'm doing alot better than before. How are you?
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it's okay, Β i'm glad you're better.
well i'm busy, i guess i'm both better and worse than before, i know it sounds weird but it's true.
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Want to talk about it buddeh?
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It' not really something I should worry you with. I just feel really depressed at times and I don't feely like there are people around who care enough to listen and that I trusr enough to talk ro them in real life. so it's just hard to deal with...
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I know how your feeling. I have all this support from my friends and family but I don't trust anyone enough to tell them what's going on inside of my head because well... They wouldn't really understand what IS going on. They would probably just think I'm being overly dramatic, etc
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I have a similar thought but I don't tell them because I know they can't or don't want to handle it. Β Β
But how have you been otherwise?
i miss you
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I been doing better then before. I'm a senior in high school now and I been going to lots of concerts ad buying lots of band merch lately. My guinea pig died but I got a new one the same day. His name is Pikachu :3 he's the most adorable thing ever.
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that's great that you love your new guinea pig, i'm glad things are better than before. Β i hope we get to talk more. Β
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I also found out that I'm lesbian and my friend is taking me to Mayhem. EEEE so excited
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Mayhem????Β
so you're dating??
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Mayhem is a concert festival. Suicide Silence, Asking Alexandria, Korn, and Avenged Sevenfold are all going to be there but I'm not going anymore. My friend got grounded, I was so mad I mean I was going to get her and I's tickets and everything. Well I was, but the girl I was dating just dated me so she could of gotten another girl jealous, and well... I guess it worked because after 6 amazing days with that girl she broke up with me
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oh no⦠-lots of hugs- i'm sorry to hear that.  i hope you find someone else that makes you happy.
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Oh whale doesn't hurt anymore
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okay⦠still i hope you become happy
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YAY!!!!!! -glomps-
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Dude so I watched Scream with my family last night and I was the only one laughing at all the people who were dying in the movie. And my all time favorite band Black Veil Brides is coming to my state and Demi Lovato is doing a world tour and she might come to my state and if she does oh my god I will have to go because she is just that amazing. I have her book and just.. Wow I love Demi Lovato!!!
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haha cool, i've never seem scream, it seemed a bit silly. Β
I hope that Demi Lovato goes to your state as well. Β sounds like you have a little crush on her.
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I DO OHMYGAWD YES I DO IF I COULD TELL HER EVERYTHING I WENT THROUGH AND I KEPT STRONG BECAUSE SHE KEPT STRONG I'D TELL HER AND OHMYGLAWB
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hahaha awww well i hope you get too
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Dude so I was in school today and I was super late because I overslept and when I got to school my friend Nightfire ran up to me and was like OH MY GOD MIDNIGHT(my nickname) WHERE THE FUCK HAVE YOU BEEN?!?!?!?! And I just stared at him like he was crazy and just said I overslept. I see I was missed xD
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haha that's funny, i'm glad you now definitely know people miss you.Β
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Hahah that kid has been by my side ever since preschool. Icant hide anything from him and he can't hide anything from me
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awwww that's so cute
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So I was sleeping. Right? Well my uncle thought it would be hilarious to wake me up by throwing a water balloon at me. Needless to say I tried chasing him but I slipped over the water about 20 times because he has wooden floors and I have bruises on my knees now and he's a meany. Oh yeah and he doesn't love me anymore because I have more music on my phone then he does xD
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that's really mean, you should prank him back. Β hehe well maybe you should keep getting more and more music.
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You got hugged!
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Send This To All Your Friends, And Me If I Am 1. If You Get 7 Back You Are Loved!
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