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False memoria

I saw this scene in one of my dreams… and… for a minute I believed it was possible. I know, I know that was so stupid. But the moment was perfect… and that’s all I really wanted—to be wrapped around his arms *sigh* but I guess it would never be more than a mere dream. And now I’m spending everyday trying to convince myself it doesn’t hurt… but it does and I can’t do anything about it. But that’s ok; I could spend another day in pain just for him, just to see him smile and laugh from afar. I could spend another day faking a smile coz I don’t want him to see me crying. I could stand here waiting in vain till I fall asleep in the memory of his voice, hoping, that when I wake up, he’ll be there.
Every time I would envy the fairy tale princesses; coz no matter what happens they would always have a happy ending that could never belong to me. But there’s nothing sure in this veracity that were living in, nothing. So here I am, but I don’t know where I stand. I’m lost and I have no where to go so maybe ill just stay here and wait another day and fake another smile until every thing ends.

asoos nagemote nanaman...
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time: 6hrs... haha! i broke my record [still includes snack and tv time]
medium/a: shall i consider it as a mixed media thing coz i used [mostly] watercolor, poster colors [ i ran out of yellow], permanent marker, gouache [ did i spell that right?] and a G-tec[point 4]

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the scanner had to eat up all the nice strokes and colors... sniff sniff and i cant find any watercolor paper [the srathmore brand] so i ended up regreting that i used the one on my sketch pad. the paper was so stupid... kaasar ung kapag naglilibag ung papel. ahehehe
FULL VIEW PLEASE... THANK YOU.

Description
False memoria

I saw this scene in one of my dreams… and… for a minute I believed it was possible. I know, I know that was so stupid. But the moment was perfect… and that’s all I really wanted—to be wrapped around his arms *sigh* but I guess it would never be more than a mere dream. And now I’m spending everyday trying to convince myself it doesn’t hurt… but it does and I can’t do anything about it. But that’s ok; I could spend another day in pain just for him, just to see him smile and laugh from afar. I could spend another day faking a smile coz I don’t want him to see me crying. I could stand here waiting in vain till I fall asleep in the memory of his voice, hoping, that when I wake up, he’ll be there.
Every time I would envy the fairy tale princesses; coz no matter what happens they would always have a happy ending that could never belong to me. But there’s nothing sure in this veracity that were living in, nothing. So here I am, but I don’t know where I stand. I’m lost and I have no where to go so maybe ill just stay here and wait another day and fake another smile until every thing ends.

asoos nagemote nanaman...
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time: 6hrs... haha! i broke my record [still includes snack and tv time]
medium/a: shall i consider it as a mixed media thing coz i used [mostly] watercolor, poster colors [ i ran out of yellow], permanent marker, gouache [ did i spell that right?] and a G-tec[point 4]

***
the scanner had to eat up all the nice strokes and colors... sniff sniff and i cant find any watercolor paper [the srathmore brand] so i ended up regreting that i used the one on my sketch pad. the paper was so stupid... kaasar ung kapag naglilibag ung papel. ahehehe
FULL VIEW PLEASE... THANK YOU.