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Right now I've just been so caught up in every one else's drama and everyone else's problems and I forget that I have emotions too. I get so caught up in trying to help other people that it fucks me up mentally and that shit sucks. Don't worry about me though, I'm not depressed or anything like that. I've just been not okay, and that's okay. But, I wanted to let you guys know that I had a little talk w someone today (no names) and he gave me some pretty solid advice. I'm gonna stop trying to fix everything outside of me right now and work on fixing me. I need to work on fixing the problems that impact ne directly before j try to help other people. Last night/early this morning lost it again and gave my friend (no names) an asthma attack. That was all because I can't control myself I could have potentially killed one of my friends because i can't control myself and yet Im trying to help other people and I never try to help myself. I really do need to start focusing on me a little bit more so nothing like that ever happens again. So, I'm gonna take a break from all social media, as it was recommended, and take care of myself a little bit more. I'll still be on discord and occasionally fb messenger to talk with friends and such but I'm probably not gonna post for a good month or so. Once I get back from my time off i promise I'll do something for 30 watchers but rn I need some time away from all this stress. If you want to keep in touch I will be on discord which I have my discord info on my profile somewhere. Nothing's changed except my pfp. So yeah, this isn't good bye, it's just see you later.

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Right now I've just been so caught up in every one else's drama and everyone else's problems and I forget that I have emotions too. I get so caught up in trying to help other people that it fucks me up mentally and that shit sucks. Don't worry about me though, I'm not depressed or anything like that. I've just been not okay, and that's okay. But, I wanted to let you guys know that I had a little talk w someone today (no names) and he gave me some pretty solid advice. I'm gonna stop trying to fix everything outside of me right now and work on fixing me. I need to work on fixing the problems that impact ne directly before j try to help other people. Last night/early this morning lost it again and gave my friend (no names) an asthma attack. That was all because I can't control myself I could have potentially killed one of my friends because i can't control myself and yet Im trying to help other people and I never try to help myself. I really do need to start focusing on me a little bit more so nothing like that ever happens again. So, I'm gonna take a break from all social media, as it was recommended, and take care of myself a little bit more. I'll still be on discord and occasionally fb messenger to talk with friends and such but I'm probably not gonna post for a good month or so. Once I get back from my time off i promise I'll do something for 30 watchers but rn I need some time away from all this stress. If you want to keep in touch I will be on discord which I have my discord info on my profile somewhere. Nothing's changed except my pfp. So yeah, this isn't good bye, it's just see you later.