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#girl #grungegirl #sadgirl
#quotes #prettyquotes #life
#movingon #sad #thoughtful
#shithappens #getoverit #grunge

cutie cute gap and f'ckin 90 pounds, oh fuck girl what's wrong in your head?
writing at night, a language I don't speak. should be 83 - 77 - 66. SHIT!
too much on the scale, reach for the 60, the 55, the f'ckin 0!
Oh damn shit I'd never care, anorexia leads the way.
You're on a dark pass girl and I'm already blacked - OUT
Damn girl, why should I care? Ya just a nobody who doesn't want to be,
But hell, why do you keep telling me:
I'm not alright,
I'm so lonely,
I f'cking don't wanna die.
Just just want to be:
skinny
loved
happy.
And yeah, girl, see how far we've come:

#girl #punkgirl #pretty
#notpretty #anorexia #blackandwhite
#skinny #fuckit #grunge
#body #smile #justme
#musicislife #bracelet #necklace
#nirvana #5sos

& yeah all my friends know you're a bitch, and yeah
I've told em so (and yeah I told em you are an anorexic)
And yeah fucking I never tell how much I need my friends,
Cause I once said: I need you. I need her. I need this girl.
Now this words are poisoned, and when they leave my mouth, someboy will die.
So I never - ever - tell anyone.
Cause all I need is you. You stuck in my head like Hannibal Lecter,
with your XXS your bambi-eyes oh god girl it's so much more than a childs wish to be a princess [to be beautiful]
Your starvation isn't about beauty and my cannibalism isn't about holding.
We're just here, don't looking.
But still suffering.

#girl #mirror #legd
#quotes #keepfighting #tighgap
#body #grungegirl #coffee
#weird #anxiety #anorexia
#idontgiveashit #livethelife #motivation
#moment #poem #heros
#realhero

God. Shit. Hell. Fuck. Bloody. Heck.
My bro said you're not worth it,
My friend always thinks like me,
We're here. We always where. Da fack.
And yeah my mind slowed down like I'm at f'ckin 62 pounds, like I'm a fcking size 0
- organs failed today, my favourite thinline -
and yeah I know I'm not allowed to judge you.
Cause wintergirls just got their dreams.
But what if....
just what if.....
just..............

#restart #behappy #beyourself
#change #words #trust
#true #honest #hope
#necklace #pretty #jewelry
#strong #recovery #love
#gettingbetter

.... think.
What if you aren't the only victim of your disorder?
And don't tell me, that I'm not the one who's starving.
I. Am. Starving.
I'm starving for your fucking smile, your fucking hug, your fucking sms after midnight telling me that we care after each other.
I still remember when you asked:
"Hm... ich meine vorher war mein ziel 39. Jetz is es 35."
(translation: "Hm... before my goal was 85. Now it's 77.")
And yeah I was in rage when I wrote this:
"Damit wird es nicht besser, danach willst du 32 und dann sinds nur noch ein paar Schritte zur 30."
(translation: "That wouldn't make anything better, after that you want 70 and afterwards it's just a few steps to 66")
Now, breathe in. Breathe out. You just told me:
"Ich weiß. Aber es fühlt sich besser an. Ist das sooo schlimm?"
(translation: "I know. But it feels better. Isn't that thaaat bad?")
- And ok call me a madman cause I still got this sms.
But never tell me again I'm not allowed to judge you.
I am allowed to judge you. Not just because you are allowed to judge me.
I am allowed to judge me, cause I have to judge you. Or should I just leave you?
Leave you alone in the blizzard of your madness?
- the hurricane of your sadness?
- in emptiness?

#sis #littlesister #littlethings
#livethelife #life #bestfriends
#friendship #girls #hug
#cute #pretty #fucklife
#idontgiveashit

At least, we left you in hospital and marched on. Like soldiers/march on
- and we saw a marching band. And we were aliens and we never felt so alive,
yeah all your songs still stuck in my head while I just try to explain my feelings to you.
For you.
But just remember:
I'm straight (and queer) after you,
To hold you when you fall,
or to stap you in the back
- cause we aren't true friends anymore.

Once we were:
a porcelain doll
a broken-winged angel
a shadow-light mind
But now this fairy tale is over.
The doll became medusa,
the angel is the uebermensch
and I lost my f'cking mind.
But that's okay.
Lobotomia sometimes is the only escape
From this Psycho Prison

Description
#girl #grungegirl #sadgirl
#quotes #prettyquotes #life
#movingon #sad #thoughtful
#shithappens #getoverit #grunge

cutie cute gap and f'ckin 90 pounds, oh fuck girl what's wrong in your head?
writing at night, a language I don't speak. should be 83 - 77 - 66. SHIT!
too much on the scale, reach for the 60, the 55, the f'ckin 0!
Oh damn shit I'd never care, anorexia leads the way.
You're on a dark pass girl and I'm already blacked - OUT
Damn girl, why should I care? Ya just a nobody who doesn't want to be,
But hell, why do you keep telling me:
I'm not alright,
I'm so lonely,
I f'cking don't wanna die.
Just just want to be:
skinny
loved
happy.
And yeah, girl, see how far we've come:

#girl #punkgirl #pretty
#notpretty #anorexia #blackandwhite
#skinny #fuckit #grunge
#body #smile #justme
#musicislife #bracelet #necklace
#nirvana #5sos

& yeah all my friends know you're a bitch, and yeah
I've told em so (and yeah I told em you are an anorexic)
And yeah fucking I never tell how much I need my friends,
Cause I once said: I need you. I need her. I need this girl.
Now this words are poisoned, and when they leave my mouth, someboy will die.
So I never - ever - tell anyone.
Cause all I need is you. You stuck in my head like Hannibal Lecter,
with your XXS your bambi-eyes oh god girl it's so much more than a childs wish to be a princess [to be beautiful]
Your starvation isn't about beauty and my cannibalism isn't about holding.
We're just here, don't looking.
But still suffering.

#girl #mirror #legd
#quotes #keepfighting #tighgap
#body #grungegirl #coffee
#weird #anxiety #anorexia
#idontgiveashit #livethelife #motivation
#moment #poem #heros
#realhero

God. Shit. Hell. Fuck. Bloody. Heck.
My bro said you're not worth it,
My friend always thinks like me,
We're here. We always where. Da fack.
And yeah my mind slowed down like I'm at f'ckin 62 pounds, like I'm a fcking size 0
- organs failed today, my favourite thinline -
and yeah I know I'm not allowed to judge you.
Cause wintergirls just got their dreams.
But what if....
just what if.....
just..............

#restart #behappy #beyourself
#change #words #trust
#true #honest #hope
#necklace #pretty #jewelry
#strong #recovery #love
#gettingbetter

.... think.
What if you aren't the only victim of your disorder?
And don't tell me, that I'm not the one who's starving.
I. Am. Starving.
I'm starving for your fucking smile, your fucking hug, your fucking sms after midnight telling me that we care after each other.
I still remember when you asked:
"Hm... ich meine vorher war mein ziel 39. Jetz is es 35."
(translation: "Hm... before my goal was 85. Now it's 77.")
And yeah I was in rage when I wrote this:
"Damit wird es nicht besser, danach willst du 32 und dann sinds nur noch ein paar Schritte zur 30."
(translation: "That wouldn't make anything better, after that you want 70 and afterwards it's just a few steps to 66")
Now, breathe in. Breathe out. You just told me:
"Ich weiß. Aber es fühlt sich besser an. Ist das sooo schlimm?"
(translation: "I know. But it feels better. Isn't that thaaat bad?")
- And ok call me a madman cause I still got this sms.
But never tell me again I'm not allowed to judge you.
I am allowed to judge you. Not just because you are allowed to judge me.
I am allowed to judge me, cause I have to judge you. Or should I just leave you?
Leave you alone in the blizzard of your madness?
- the hurricane of your sadness?
- in emptiness?

#sis #littlesister #littlethings
#livethelife #life #bestfriends
#friendship #girls #hug
#cute #pretty #fucklife
#idontgiveashit

At least, we left you in hospital and marched on. Like soldiers/march on
- and we saw a marching band. And we were aliens and we never felt so alive,
yeah all your songs still stuck in my head while I just try to explain my feelings to you.
For you.
But just remember:
I'm straight (and queer) after you,
To hold you when you fall,
or to stap you in the back
- cause we aren't true friends anymore.

Once we were:
a porcelain doll
a broken-winged angel
a shadow-light mind
But now this fairy tale is over.
The doll became medusa,
the angel is the uebermensch
and I lost my f'cking mind.
But that's okay.
Lobotomia sometimes is the only escape
From this Psycho Prison