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THE MOST BORING POST…

This could be very long to read,
But is done,

I hope you find some fun,
Entertainment, and enlightenment in it.

▌ PIKANGO

I just want to share this with you.
Now, lets Enjoy together
the kindness and joy of nature inside the world of Zelda.

Zelda: BOTW (The Art Of Pikango)
youtu.be/A7Orm1M1Dy0

..
.
Now that you are feeling better, worse
Let’s get to the Point.

THE THREE POINTS

Let it all come out
.
Predicting the future
.
Spirit moves through all things.
.

AUTHORIZATION HIDDEN KEY
On episode “THE PAINTING”

Second 16
.
The Amazing World of Gumball | S01E10 | The Painting Pt.2
youtu.be/SYH_QJyn7mc?t=16

So, how about those FK Reports that Simon drew up?

Charlie: Oh yeah, I was reading them in the bathroom.

Richard: Too much information, Charlie!

Lenny Smith: I think you're the best employee we've ever had at Chanax Incorporated.
Here's the key to the executive washroom.
Richard: No way!

Well, all I have to do is make that dream come true and I'll be fine.

I'll do it for you, my little girl!
...and need that key to the executive washroom.

Richard: Ohh...

THE CORE
"Just listen to teacher"

A ▌ FIVE STEP PROGRAM
▌GUMBALL

.
Mr. Small…
Steve Small
.
another mighty angel come down from heaven,
clothed with a cloud:
and a rainbow was upon his head…..
.

Gumball | Darwin's Inner Rage | The Painting | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/ylR2BbVH3mE

Welcome to my five-step program for undisciplined children.

1.Step one: Primal Scream!

It's when you channel all your rage into a violent vocal release!

You guys try it.

I don't think I have any rage.

Everyone has anger, just look inside yourself and find it.
.

2. Step two!

We need to channel your destructive energy into something creative. Like painting!

The world is your canvas; now be the brush!
.

3. Step three.
Interpretive Dance!

It's where you channel your emotions through body moves!
.

4. Step Four
Inhibitions!

the greatest enemy to a warrior of happiness is...
Inhibition!
.

5.Step five

The fifth step was within you all along; just be yourselves.

And remember boys: When the monkey looks at the mountain...
He is looking for bananas.

B ▌THE BANANAS

TOPIC: PREDICTING THE FUTURE

THE ORACLE

Pt. 1

Gumball | Embarrassing Future | The Oracle (Clip) | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/Q5pEQNZ71xw

Pt. 2

Gumball | Gumball Vs Destiny | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/sKCMpYKLV_Q

And another random one.

Pt.3
The Amazing World of Gumball -he Future Epi (Clip) Gumball VS Rob Final Battle [1080pHD]
youtu.be/qT_CMpM0nxA

C ▌DENIS DANIS

(Lots of Spanish)

The faster Painter in the World

31 Minutos - Denis Danis
youtu.be/L-sMqC6m26Y

don’t worry just watch it,
the important thing is the song at the ending.

Profeta y Frenético - Profetas y Frenéticos
youtu.be/nNcCj9F8-uc

Soy un rocker de pacotilla
Me llamo Luis, pero me dicen Lucho
Soy profeta y soy frenético
Te cuento que soy de los que mueren en la rueda.
…………

Y no tomo cedrin y no bebo alcohol
Yo solía ser el rey del Candombe
Cuando no tenia nada claro

Pensé, pensaba y volvía a pensar
No supe cuando comencé a profetizar

Me tome mi cedrin y me puse a cantar

Yo no se porque me miras así
Tienes que aprender que vaticinando soy el rey

En enero habra una hecatombe
En dos años caera un asteroide

Yo me atrevo a vaticinar

Que Lucho y su banda sonara y destemplara toda la tierra
Lucho el profeta asi sono…

Yo soy yo y mis circunstancias
Tu eres tu y tu vulgaridad

Jorge, Dago, Juan Pablo y Claudio
Freneticos que no, freneticos a muscha dignidad

Y nunca he estado en Colonia Dignidad

Yo no se porque me miras asi
Tienes que aprender que vaticinando soy el rey

En enero habra una hecatombe
En dos años caera un asteroide

Yo me atrevo a vaticinar

Que Lucho y su banda sonara y destemplara toda la tierra

Lucho el profeta asi sono...
Soy profeta y soy frenetico (3 veces)

.

Now…

As you see, we have seen that liberating your emotions is important.

Let it come out, that way,
As you are true to your feelings,

You will be able to liberate the inner power within yourself.

▌SYSTEM OF A DOWN

Live concert,

System Of A Down - Science live Armenia [1080pᴴᴰ | 60 fps]
youtu.be/p_lBsPHIRZk

“Spirit moves through you”

Original song

Science
youtu.be/n4W31QsA8NA

Making two possibilities a reality
Predicting the future of things we all know
Fighting off the diseased programming
Of centuries, centuries, centuries, centuries

Science fails to recognize the single most
Potent element of human existence
Letting the reins go to the unfolding
Is faith, faith, faith, faith

Science has failed our world
Science has failed our Mother Earth

Science fails to recognize the single most
Potent element of human existence
Letting the reins go to the unfolding
Is faith, faith, faith, faith

[Chorus]
Science has failed our world
Science has failed our Mother Earth

Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things

Letting the reins go to the unfolding
Is faith, faith, faith, faith
Letting the reins go to the unfolding
Is faith, faith, faith, faith

Science has failed our world
Science has failed our Mother Earth

Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things

Science has failed our Mother Earth

.

Now the thing is as you see,
By liberating your emotions,
And being truthful to your inner self.

The voices inside your head.
You let the spirit talk through you,

They are key to understanding time, and range.

.

They are more scientific ways to try to name and understand this events,
Of connections,

One I can think of,
tries to explain the connection between us,
Between members of a species,
Such a name, the “Collective consciousness”

But, for me, to the best wide-ranging understanding.

What we call your conscience.

They voice inside your head.
You know…Mr. Jiminy Cricket

They voice or voices inside your head,
Have different meanings and origins.

To understand them is key.

To see ….who is talking trough you.

Your Spirit, or any other spirits within,
Move inside your mind.

There is not another way to understand them,
But to see and let them talk,
Hear them.

But, don’t obey so loosely.

You could be a Victim, of hypnosis.

Voices that tell you what to do,
What to hear,
What to buy,
What to wish.

Must learn to decipher them.

The evil, as well,
the good voices inside your head.
Eliminate them, and look through silence,

And you may find inner peace.

Understand this,
To know how to do good,
and not doing it.
Is the greatest mistake you could make.

Your actions synchronize to reality,
In a way, they become harmonious to keep balance in nature.

Do what is right inside you.

Feed the cat,
watering plants
hugging a crying person,

and avoid the wrong.

Killing, hurting,
Hating, destroying,

But many times, what seems right, is wrong,
And what is wrong, is right.

Is not about doing good, or evil,
Right or wrong

Is about doing what is correct,
To the bullseye.
With Precision.

Aunt May's Motivational Speech Scene - Spider-Man 2-(2004) Movie Clip Blu-ray HD Sheitla
youtu.be/kCd6HLNW3MQ

“I believe there’s a hero in all of us,
that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble.
And finally gets us to die with pride.
Even though,
sometimes we have to be steady and give up the thing we want most,
even our dreams.”

- May Parker

▌Other Writings.

OR THE “IGNORE THIS SECTION”

Regarding Part 1 THE TEACHER.

.
Step two
Let your emotions flow through color
Place no restraints

Make it as easy for you,
If you are not enjoying it
Then something is wrong.

Paint from the inside out.

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Step Three

Umm…. For me, i dunno.
Playing, Acting, interpreting a character,

!SAY HELLO tO MY LITTLE FRIEND !

RA TA TATATATATATA

What's important that it flows your emotions,

.

let it all out…
scream, cry
Liberate your emotions, find a way to release your energy.

channel it in a productive way.

Painting,
Writing,
Singing,
Dancing,
Playing music

"you gotta let, let it all come out

Lift yourself out of it all
Come out from the shadows to the sun
Oh you gotta lift yourself out of it all

You're only sick as all your secrets"
.

Okay…
this is bananas yo.
.

yo pintaba
y pintaba muy bonito

pero luego me perdi...
y termine aca....

pero luego...
luego.....
encontré la espada....
la de dos filos.

y esa, me corto....
me hizo....
sangrarrrrrrrr
hasta las coyunturas...

y entonces....
entonces....

la espada me hablo
y me dijo

ve a la esquina que se llama derecha….

.

Du yu knoe de wey?

I KNOE DE WEY!!!
.

I WILL OPEN THE WAY…

Mira vos me veinis del norte!
Esto lo hago por mis hijos
Y por Narnia!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
.
I have decided I’m going to continue on my journey,
Whenever daily possible, better, but is very exhausting and difficult
So i hope you understand whenever i take some few days as rest.

But we are running against the clock here…

So…..step by step, we are going to do this together.

preparation is indispensable

I’m going to be sharing a lot,
A lot of content in Spanish,
This is very important,

Is a lot of job to do translation
But Is very important that you do your best to understand it as bets as you can

I’m going to try to help as much as i can
whenever you can,
I urge you to use google translator

But the real objective here is that you learn
Or reinforce your Spanish.

I know you could feel frustrated
but Don’t worry…

Is going to be a nice process.

Just watch the videos, do the reading,
If you can use Duolingo better,

If can afford a Spanish class 10 times better,
But I’m going to try to not make that necessary.

There is not an specific program here,
Is going to be pretty advanced haha.

But real… and not fake…
Right straight to the point in the way
all Americans from Mexico to Chile speak.

And….America, is all of us….not just U.S.

Think about that when you refer as America,
Being only North America……

Something i despise…
Since they take the attitude
Of believing they are the one and only
The best of the World

Is just…so childish and inmature…
Hateful…

When in fact, there's a lot to be judged regarding to that country.
To the damage they have done to other nations
To People all around the globe, and to nature itself.

Words of hate….asdfasdf

.

The Code contains a lot of clues in this episode.

Later we learn from the All-Seeing Eye
that he "secretly commanded one of his bodyguards to take..

.....................

he goes down fighting,
and the government steps in.

but finally the children awake.
there's a healthy heart in that child,

but this is what he was
that was my king,
that was my glory.
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.
.
.
.
.
.
Hi, okay, amm… first of all,
I must tell you that….
If you have read me,
have considered some value in what I do and write.

I feel responsible of telling you about how I feel about all of this…

… I feel very confused,
and. Somehow try to make sense to all of it.

The so called “journey” for me, is to investigate and uncover the truth,
Find the Links, unveil the secrets and mysteries.
Of what I think is called “The Code”

And then just Keep moving, and carry on….

But….im really not sure, if what I am doing is correct.

Sometimes it feels so good, in many ways.
But also, there is a lot of worries, shame and embarrassment,
Fears….I just….have those, and then keep going.

But…. I don’t know if I’m being really honest,
Or sometimes I don’t know if I’m being fake….

I know I try too…
As much as I can, to not lie,
and completely give and say everything about how I feel.

I think, I must find, deep inside, who I’m truly am,
In my own being and nature, to say….

No longer creating on me, false behaviors,
Or pretentions.

See, when I tend to feel so weak,
And, vulnerable against others…

I tend to Simulate behaviours,
Personalities, or characters,
Believing that acting or pretending,

Can help me become stronger
Or mighty to fight against those who are aggressive.

A temporal solution, to hide my weakness.

But is just a pretention,
It really doesn’t build a better character in myself.

just a false image, of something I’m not,
Faking the feel, of being a “gangster”
Or a “Massive Hero of Doom Sarge,
Quake hero type killer Holding a BFG Gun,
to kill all Demons in hell”

Quake III Arena · Intro (HQ)
youtu.be/4XHxZzTL9Fo

or maybe I do….
But….no

the thing is….
When this “faking becomes too real.

You really forget the essence of who you are.
And no longer see what is inside.

And being truly honest to who you are,
By really going deep inside yourself,
By testing your emotions,
And going through a process
completely bare and true to how feel.

Is the only way,
you will build real character inside you.

See who you truly are,
And then, become aware of your
Strengths and weakness.

I’m really
Not so sure, about the things I do,

But I do them, because I can….
They are in front of me.
I follow the wind,
and enjoy doing them.

Because I have tried million times,
To be something I am not,
And always ended up in failure.

I rather just, try to give you everything I find,
So, I can help you somehow to make your own mind about it.

I just hope,
I can feel at peace, when I’m gone for a time,
Thinking that what I did,
Was helpful for someone else.

I’m not even sure if I’m being in the right place or spot,
But this is the only way, I have come to be myself.
See through myself, and then…
Actually grow.
.
.
.
When you remove your selfish act,
Before yourself,
You will then see,

When you stop thinking you are a god,
And think you must be over all.
and rule over everyone else.

When you start ruling from below,
And not from the top.
.
.
.
.
. Okay i think that this is the reason, the why…

If we do this, then everything
Probably will become better.

If we learn to "take care",
Take care of others, take care of ourselves.

If we decide to water the plants,
Feed the dog, the cat,

Plant trees, save water,
Save animals, and plants,

If we…manage to handle our resources correctly,

Your resources,
The resources that you have, that are by your side.

If we stop uttering words of hatred,
And become fully aware of ourselves and our feelings.

If we manage to control ourselves,
if we stop doing Actions without having consideration of others,

If we reason, and ponder the consequences
that come from our actions, so to know,
when to stop them.

So we can know when we are harming other people.

To become aware of the things that we have done wrong,
And take actions to fix them.

If we stop thinking and enclosing ourselves, in the ego,
The "i" that make us ignore the people and the world around us.

If we come to take a stand, and rise to become,
To be ourselves,
And take action.

Then…. Maybe we… we can fix….

All the sorrow and loneliness,
All the hunger and poverty.

All injustice.

To fix all the things that affect our reality,
Our real lives,
Our world.

When we…. see,
you are not the only one,
But you are one with the many.

And that you are as responsible, as much, as everyone else,
To take care of all the things that belong to us.

To take care of our homeland,
our Mother Earth.

.

That’s what I'm gonna do,
That's what I'm doing.

I wonder if we think the same way.

Or is it that we are divided?

Because if we are not the same In mind,
even If we both are from the same Earth.

What Is it that makes us separate?

.

The only act of love i could do,
To consider about all of this.
And effort myself, so you can read it,

When i think about you.
And think about our lives.
When we share our world together.

.

and what good is fighting and arguing so much,
if there is no one that can learn from it?

.
.
.
.
.
And….
After all of this.
.
.
.
Yet you still, save money only for yourselves,
You build and create borders,
Privatize, enclose,
Demand.

You steal,
You murder,
You neglect opportunity,

But also,
you don’t also apply justice,
You have stopped the rightful judgment,
You no longer punish the murderer
But welcome him,
Because you became one,

You no longer give sentence to thieves,
Because you are yourself, a thief.

You make yourself deaf,
And you close your eyes to not see the evil
your hands had made.

After all of this,
Please…
Stop…

January 15, 2020 10:00 pm

Well that was rather offensive….
.

I’m feeling quite tired of this….
Either get some strength, or find something….

Something more loveable,
More emotional,
With more passion and love

Is just……throwing bullets…
Knives, bombs, and swords…..

Just doesn’t quite feel…
So happy.

I should be writing love poems.
Or writing and painting dreams,

Or…umm…..

Make them come true…..

I still owe making The Rooks a reality.

Maybe one day when I get ready,
And start the avenger’s initiative and etc.

But seems my life is moving to slow….

I would like some help to make times move faster,

I would like some help…..

asdfasdfasfdf

But no pain please!
I really had enough of that last year.

Help, no pain.
Help, don’t hurt.

…
And a few tears.
.

when i think about all of this.
and it feels so dry,

maybe is time to say goodbye.

I miss the old days,
when time was gone,

I miss the old days.

i remember a few years back,
it was just some time ago

now i dont want to say goodbye..

not forever.

..

note for myself..
needs to fix fingers and hand placement.
and expresiveness on face.....

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Description

He is in shock!
.
.
.
THE MOST BORING POST…

This could be very long to read,
But is done,

I hope you find some fun,
Entertainment, and enlightenment in it.

▌ PIKANGO

I just want to share this with you.
Now, lets Enjoy together
the kindness and joy of nature inside the world of Zelda.

Zelda: BOTW (The Art Of Pikango)
youtu.be/A7Orm1M1Dy0

..
.
Now that you are feeling better, worse
Let’s get to the Point.

THE THREE POINTS

Let it all come out
.
Predicting the future
.
Spirit moves through all things.
.

AUTHORIZATION HIDDEN KEY
On episode “THE PAINTING”

Second 16
.
The Amazing World of Gumball | S01E10 | The Painting Pt.2
youtu.be/SYH_QJyn7mc?t=16

So, how about those FK Reports that Simon drew up?

Charlie: Oh yeah, I was reading them in the bathroom.

Richard: Too much information, Charlie!

Lenny Smith: I think you're the best employee we've ever had at Chanax Incorporated.
Here's the key to the executive washroom.
Richard: No way!

Well, all I have to do is make that dream come true and I'll be fine.

I'll do it for you, my little girl!
...and need that key to the executive washroom.

Richard: Ohh...

THE CORE
"Just listen to teacher"

A ▌ FIVE STEP PROGRAM
▌GUMBALL

.
Mr. Small…
Steve Small
.
another mighty angel come down from heaven,
clothed with a cloud:
and a rainbow was upon his head…..
.

Gumball | Darwin's Inner Rage | The Painting | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/ylR2BbVH3mE

Welcome to my five-step program for undisciplined children.

1.Step one: Primal Scream!

It's when you channel all your rage into a violent vocal release!

You guys try it.

I don't think I have any rage.

Everyone has anger, just look inside yourself and find it.
.

2. Step two!

We need to channel your destructive energy into something creative. Like painting!

The world is your canvas; now be the brush!
.

3. Step three.
Interpretive Dance!

It's where you channel your emotions through body moves!
.

4. Step Four
Inhibitions!

the greatest enemy to a warrior of happiness is...
Inhibition!
.

5.Step five

The fifth step was within you all along; just be yourselves.

And remember boys: When the monkey looks at the mountain...
He is looking for bananas.

B ▌THE BANANAS

TOPIC: PREDICTING THE FUTURE

THE ORACLE

Pt. 1

Gumball | Embarrassing Future | The Oracle (Clip) | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/Q5pEQNZ71xw

Pt. 2

Gumball | Gumball Vs Destiny | Cartoon Network
youtu.be/sKCMpYKLV_Q

And another random one.

Pt.3
The Amazing World of Gumball -he Future Epi (Clip) Gumball VS Rob Final Battle [1080pHD]
youtu.be/qT_CMpM0nxA

C ▌DENIS DANIS

(Lots of Spanish)

The faster Painter in the World

31 Minutos - Denis Danis
youtu.be/L-sMqC6m26Y

don’t worry just watch it,
the important thing is the song at the ending.

Profeta y Frenético - Profetas y Frenéticos
youtu.be/nNcCj9F8-uc

Soy un rocker de pacotilla
Me llamo Luis, pero me dicen Lucho
Soy profeta y soy frenético
Te cuento que soy de los que mueren en la rueda.
…………

Y no tomo cedrin y no bebo alcohol
Yo solía ser el rey del Candombe
Cuando no tenia nada claro

Pensé, pensaba y volvía a pensar
No supe cuando comencé a profetizar

Me tome mi cedrin y me puse a cantar

Yo no se porque me miras así
Tienes que aprender que vaticinando soy el rey

En enero habra una hecatombe
En dos años caera un asteroide

Yo me atrevo a vaticinar

Que Lucho y su banda sonara y destemplara toda la tierra
Lucho el profeta asi sono…

Yo soy yo y mis circunstancias
Tu eres tu y tu vulgaridad

Jorge, Dago, Juan Pablo y Claudio
Freneticos que no, freneticos a muscha dignidad

Y nunca he estado en Colonia Dignidad

Yo no se porque me miras asi
Tienes que aprender que vaticinando soy el rey

En enero habra una hecatombe
En dos años caera un asteroide

Yo me atrevo a vaticinar

Que Lucho y su banda sonara y destemplara toda la tierra

Lucho el profeta asi sono...
Soy profeta y soy frenetico (3 veces)

.

Now…

As you see, we have seen that liberating your emotions is important.

Let it come out, that way,
As you are true to your feelings,

You will be able to liberate the inner power within yourself.

▌SYSTEM OF A DOWN

Live concert,

System Of A Down - Science live Armenia [1080pᴴᴰ | 60 fps]
youtu.be/p_lBsPHIRZk

“Spirit moves through you”

Original song

Science
youtu.be/n4W31QsA8NA

Making two possibilities a reality
Predicting the future of things we all know
Fighting off the diseased programming
Of centuries, centuries, centuries, centuries

Science fails to recognize the single most
Potent element of human existence
Letting the reins go to the unfolding
Is faith, faith, faith, faith

Science has failed our world
Science has failed our Mother Earth

Science fails to recognize the single most
Potent element of human existence
Letting the reins go to the unfolding
Is faith, faith, faith, faith

[Chorus]
Science has failed our world
Science has failed our Mother Earth

Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things

Letting the reins go to the unfolding
Is faith, faith, faith, faith
Letting the reins go to the unfolding
Is faith, faith, faith, faith

Science has failed our world
Science has failed our Mother Earth

Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things
Spirit moves through all things

Science has failed our Mother Earth

.

Now the thing is as you see,
By liberating your emotions,
And being truthful to your inner self.

The voices inside your head.
You let the spirit talk through you,

They are key to understanding time, and range.

.

They are more scientific ways to try to name and understand this events,
Of connections,

One I can think of,
tries to explain the connection between us,
Between members of a species,
Such a name, the “Collective consciousness”

But, for me, to the best wide-ranging understanding.

What we call your conscience.

They voice inside your head.
You know…Mr. Jiminy Cricket

They voice or voices inside your head,
Have different meanings and origins.

To understand them is key.

To see ….who is talking trough you.

Your Spirit, or any other spirits within,
Move inside your mind.

There is not another way to understand them,
But to see and let them talk,
Hear them.

But, don’t obey so loosely.

You could be a Victim, of hypnosis.

Voices that tell you what to do,
What to hear,
What to buy,
What to wish.

Must learn to decipher them.

The evil, as well,
the good voices inside your head.
Eliminate them, and look through silence,

And you may find inner peace.

Understand this,
To know how to do good,
and not doing it.
Is the greatest mistake you could make.

Your actions synchronize to reality,
In a way, they become harmonious to keep balance in nature.

Do what is right inside you.

Feed the cat,
watering plants
hugging a crying person,

and avoid the wrong.

Killing, hurting,
Hating, destroying,

But many times, what seems right, is wrong,
And what is wrong, is right.

Is not about doing good, or evil,
Right or wrong

Is about doing what is correct,
To the bullseye.
With Precision.

Aunt May's Motivational Speech Scene - Spider-Man 2-(2004) Movie Clip Blu-ray HD Sheitla
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“I believe there’s a hero in all of us,
that keeps us honest, gives us strength, makes us noble.
And finally gets us to die with pride.
Even though,
sometimes we have to be steady and give up the thing we want most,
even our dreams.”

- May Parker

▌Other Writings.

OR THE “IGNORE THIS SECTION”

Regarding Part 1 THE TEACHER.

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Step two
Let your emotions flow through color
Place no restraints

Make it as easy for you,
If you are not enjoying it
Then something is wrong.

Paint from the inside out.

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Step Three

Umm…. For me, i dunno.
Playing, Acting, interpreting a character,

!SAY HELLO tO MY LITTLE FRIEND !

RA TA TATATATATATA

What's important that it flows your emotions,

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let it all out…
scream, cry
Liberate your emotions, find a way to release your energy.

channel it in a productive way.

Painting,
Writing,
Singing,
Dancing,
Playing music

"you gotta let, let it all come out

Lift yourself out of it all
Come out from the shadows to the sun
Oh you gotta lift yourself out of it all

You're only sick as all your secrets"
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Okay…
this is bananas yo.
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yo pintaba
y pintaba muy bonito

pero luego me perdi...
y termine aca....

pero luego...
luego.....
encontré la espada....
la de dos filos.

y esa, me corto....
me hizo....
sangrarrrrrrrr
hasta las coyunturas...

y entonces....
entonces....

la espada me hablo
y me dijo

ve a la esquina que se llama derecha….

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Du yu knoe de wey?

I KNOE DE WEY!!!
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I WILL OPEN THE WAY…

Mira vos me veinis del norte!
Esto lo hago por mis hijos
Y por Narnia!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
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I have decided I’m going to continue on my journey,
Whenever daily possible, better, but is very exhausting and difficult
So i hope you understand whenever i take some few days as rest.

But we are running against the clock here…

So…..step by step, we are going to do this together.

preparation is indispensable

I’m going to be sharing a lot,
A lot of content in Spanish,
This is very important,

Is a lot of job to do translation
But Is very important that you do your best to understand it as bets as you can

I’m going to try to help as much as i can
whenever you can,
I urge you to use google translator

But the real objective here is that you learn
Or reinforce your Spanish.

I know you could feel frustrated
but Don’t worry…

Is going to be a nice process.

Just watch the videos, do the reading,
If you can use Duolingo better,

If can afford a Spanish class 10 times better,
But I’m going to try to not make that necessary.

There is not an specific program here,
Is going to be pretty advanced haha.

But real… and not fake…
Right straight to the point in the way
all Americans from Mexico to Chile speak.

And….America, is all of us….not just U.S.

Think about that when you refer as America,
Being only North America……

Something i despise…
Since they take the attitude
Of believing they are the one and only
The best of the World

Is just…so childish and inmature…
Hateful…

When in fact, there's a lot to be judged regarding to that country.
To the damage they have done to other nations
To People all around the globe, and to nature itself.

Words of hate….asdfasdf

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The Code contains a lot of clues in this episode.

Later we learn from the All-Seeing Eye
that he "secretly commanded one of his bodyguards to take..

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he goes down fighting,
and the government steps in.

but finally the children awake.
there's a healthy heart in that child,

but this is what he was
that was my king,
that was my glory.
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Hi, okay, amm… first of all,
I must tell you that….
If you have read me,
have considered some value in what I do and write.

I feel responsible of telling you about how I feel about all of this…

… I feel very confused,
and. Somehow try to make sense to all of it.

The so called “journey” for me, is to investigate and uncover the truth,
Find the Links, unveil the secrets and mysteries.
Of what I think is called “The Code”

And then just Keep moving, and carry on….

But….im really not sure, if what I am doing is correct.

Sometimes it feels so good, in many ways.
But also, there is a lot of worries, shame and embarrassment,
Fears….I just….have those, and then keep going.

But…. I don’t know if I’m being really honest,
Or sometimes I don’t know if I’m being fake….

I know I try too…
As much as I can, to not lie,
and completely give and say everything about how I feel.

I think, I must find, deep inside, who I’m truly am,
In my own being and nature, to say….

No longer creating on me, false behaviors,
Or pretentions.

See, when I tend to feel so weak,
And, vulnerable against others…

I tend to Simulate behaviours,
Personalities, or characters,
Believing that acting or pretending,

Can help me become stronger
Or mighty to fight against those who are aggressive.

A temporal solution, to hide my weakness.

But is just a pretention,
It really doesn’t build a better character in myself.

just a false image, of something I’m not,
Faking the feel, of being a “gangster”
Or a “Massive Hero of Doom Sarge,
Quake hero type killer Holding a BFG Gun,
to kill all Demons in hell”

Quake III Arena · Intro (HQ)
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or maybe I do….
But….no

the thing is….
When this “faking becomes too real.

You really forget the essence of who you are.
And no longer see what is inside.

And being truly honest to who you are,
By really going deep inside yourself,
By testing your emotions,
And going through a process
completely bare and true to how feel.

Is the only way,
you will build real character inside you.

See who you truly are,
And then, become aware of your
Strengths and weakness.

I’m really
Not so sure, about the things I do,

But I do them, because I can….
They are in front of me.
I follow the wind,
and enjoy doing them.

Because I have tried million times,
To be something I am not,
And always ended up in failure.

I rather just, try to give you everything I find,
So, I can help you somehow to make your own mind about it.

I just hope,
I can feel at peace, when I’m gone for a time,
Thinking that what I did,
Was helpful for someone else.

I’m not even sure if I’m being in the right place or spot,
But this is the only way, I have come to be myself.
See through myself, and then…
Actually grow.
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When you remove your selfish act,
Before yourself,
You will then see,

When you stop thinking you are a god,
And think you must be over all.
and rule over everyone else.

When you start ruling from below,
And not from the top.
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.
.
.
. Okay i think that this is the reason, the why…

If we do this, then everything
Probably will become better.

If we learn to "take care",
Take care of others, take care of ourselves.

If we decide to water the plants,
Feed the dog, the cat,

Plant trees, save water,
Save animals, and plants,

If we…manage to handle our resources correctly,

Your resources,
The resources that you have, that are by your side.

If we stop uttering words of hatred,
And become fully aware of ourselves and our feelings.

If we manage to control ourselves,
if we stop doing Actions without having consideration of others,

If we reason, and ponder the consequences
that come from our actions, so to know,
when to stop them.

So we can know when we are harming other people.

To become aware of the things that we have done wrong,
And take actions to fix them.

If we stop thinking and enclosing ourselves, in the ego,
The "i" that make us ignore the people and the world around us.

If we come to take a stand, and rise to become,
To be ourselves,
And take action.

Then…. Maybe we… we can fix….

All the sorrow and loneliness,
All the hunger and poverty.

All injustice.

To fix all the things that affect our reality,
Our real lives,
Our world.

When we…. see,
you are not the only one,
But you are one with the many.

And that you are as responsible, as much, as everyone else,
To take care of all the things that belong to us.

To take care of our homeland,
our Mother Earth.

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That’s what I'm gonna do,
That's what I'm doing.

I wonder if we think the same way.

Or is it that we are divided?

Because if we are not the same In mind,
even If we both are from the same Earth.

What Is it that makes us separate?

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The only act of love i could do,
To consider about all of this.
And effort myself, so you can read it,

When i think about you.
And think about our lives.
When we share our world together.

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and what good is fighting and arguing so much,
if there is no one that can learn from it?

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And….
After all of this.
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Yet you still, save money only for yourselves,
You build and create borders,
Privatize, enclose,
Demand.

You steal,
You murder,
You neglect opportunity,

But also,
you don’t also apply justice,
You have stopped the rightful judgment,
You no longer punish the murderer
But welcome him,
Because you became one,

You no longer give sentence to thieves,
Because you are yourself, a thief.

You make yourself deaf,
And you close your eyes to not see the evil
your hands had made.

After all of this,
Please…
Stop…

January 15, 2020 10:00 pm

Well that was rather offensive….
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I’m feeling quite tired of this….
Either get some strength, or find something….

Something more loveable,
More emotional,
With more passion and love

Is just……throwing bullets…
Knives, bombs, and swords…..

Just doesn’t quite feel…
So happy.

I should be writing love poems.
Or writing and painting dreams,

Or…umm…..

Make them come true…..

I still owe making The Rooks a reality.

Maybe one day when I get ready,
And start the avenger’s initiative and etc.

But seems my life is moving to slow….

I would like some help to make times move faster,

I would like some help…..

asdfasdfasfdf

But no pain please!
I really had enough of that last year.

Help, no pain.
Help, don’t hurt.

…
And a few tears.
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when i think about all of this.
and it feels so dry,

maybe is time to say goodbye.

I miss the old days,
when time was gone,

I miss the old days.

i remember a few years back,
it was just some time ago

now i dont want to say goodbye..

not forever.

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note for myself..
needs to fix fingers and hand placement.
and expresiveness on face.....

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