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That night I couldn't sleep. My eyes wandered to the window and my thoughts beyond to the dark trees peeking over the horizon. I knew I was going to go back, but I wasn't completely sure why. I knew what the risks were but it didn't stop the desire to go. Was it the allure of the unknown? I'd always had a fascination with the supernatural, things happening around us that none of us even knew about and here it was available for me to be part of, aware of. Maybe I was dissatisfied with my own reality and I was seeking something apart from that. I don't know. A long sigh slipped past my lips. It was possible that putting myself at risk was part of it. Was there a part of me that wanted that? And to what degree? The danger or the worst possible outcome? I turned over and closed my eyes trying to hide from those darker thoughts. The biggest issue was Koichi, what would he do if he found out I went back? I felt my face heat up as I remembered his words. Grabbing my pillow I covered my face and squealed into the fluff. Why was I thinking about that still! I had to stop thinking about him. I threw my pillow against the wall, the dull thud echoed in the emptiness around me like a judges gavel. My mind was made up. I was going to go and I wasn't going to let Koichi know about it. He didn't need to know about everything I did, it wasn't like we were dating or something. Heat crept into my face again but it was quickly dispersed by the cool fabric of the bed as I slipped into a troubled slumber.

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That night I couldn't sleep. My eyes wandered to the window and my thoughts beyond to the dark trees peeking over the horizon. I knew I was going to go back, but I wasn't completely sure why. I knew what the risks were but it didn't stop the desire to go. Was it the allure of the unknown? I'd always had a fascination with the supernatural, things happening around us that none of us even knew about and here it was available for me to be part of, aware of. Maybe I was dissatisfied with my own reality and I was seeking something apart from that. I don't know. A long sigh slipped past my lips. It was possible that putting myself at risk was part of it. Was there a part of me that wanted that? And to what degree? The danger or the worst possible outcome? I turned over and closed my eyes trying to hide from those darker thoughts. The biggest issue was Koichi, what would he do if he found out I went back? I felt my face heat up as I remembered his words. Grabbing my pillow I covered my face and squealed into the fluff. Why was I thinking about that still! I had to stop thinking about him. I threw my pillow against the wall, the dull thud echoed in the emptiness around me like a judges gavel. My mind was made up. I was going to go and I wasn't going to let Koichi know about it. He didn't need to know about everything I did, it wasn't like we were dating or something. Heat crept into my face again but it was quickly dispersed by the cool fabric of the bed as I slipped into a troubled slumber.