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Published: 2008-01-25 01:34:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 346; Favourites: 9; Downloads: 5
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Description Ever since I came to this school
You've been by my side.
Protecting me
encouraging me,
watching over me.
But now that you're in 'love' with him
you've been avoiding me.
It feels as though you're running away again.
Running away from our friendship
from our promises.
From everything we've worked so hard to accomplish.
Yet for some reason...
I find myself apologizing.
Apologizing for things you've done to hurt me,
things you know would kill me inside.
Ignoring me,
lying to me,
making it look as if I was never there.
But... no matter what you do.
I feel as if I can never stop loving you.
As a sister, as a friend.
My Onee-chan.
My Eryn.

I drew this as an apology for something stupid. Ever since I started school, ever since I met Eryn, I've found that I've opened up a lot more and I've found apologizing (even if I've done nothing wrong) much easier. Others call me annoying because I apologize so much about something so trivial, but Eryn always told me that it was okay, and helped me get through everything. Even the darkness that always clouded my heart. I'll always be thankful to her, for everything she's done for me. Yet, even if she's not there to protect me, I know that she still cares. Because, you can never break a bond of friendship. No matter how hard you try. No matter how many fights you have, you'll always be friends in the end. *smile* Anyways, I'm hoping that she'll accept this.

The characters in the image are actually me (the redhead) and Eryn (the blond)! Why is it every time I decide to draw an apology or anything else for Eryn, it always seems to have our characters in it? Ah well. I guess it doesn't really matter. The purple is actually darker on the original, but my scanner is being mean to me again! Buu buu buu! *laughs*

Characters (c) Me and Eryn

Media - pencil crayon, calligraphy ink, chalk pastel
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Comments: 6

Curseddepth [2008-01-25 03:46:13 +0000 UTC]

that's so sweet.
I hope it works out. :]

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axel4ever In reply to Curseddepth [2008-01-26 16:38:49 +0000 UTC]

Me too. I didn't see her at school yesterday, but I'm going to try my best to give it to her soon.

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Curseddepth In reply to axel4ever [2008-02-01 04:17:17 +0000 UTC]

so...., did it?

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axel4ever In reply to Curseddepth [2008-02-01 15:15:41 +0000 UTC]

mm... she kinda hugged me and went a little sappy on me, but yeah.

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Curseddepth In reply to axel4ever [2008-02-01 20:41:33 +0000 UTC]

x]
Well, that's good.

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axel4ever In reply to Curseddepth [2008-02-02 17:27:29 +0000 UTC]

yeah

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