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Published: 2006-08-25 21:25:56 +0000 UTC; Views: 192; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 2
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Description The clock ticks
Closer and closer
To my death
And hour to go
Half
Twenty minutes
Tick, tick, tick…
Five more minutes
‘till death by firing squad
Counting down
The more I will it to slow down
The second hand speeds up
Just one more minute – please!
I have to prepare
But no, no mercy
I am called to the fore
All those disbelieving faces
The first snigger
The first laugh
I hold my head higher
And as the camera begins to shoot
I feel I could die
Of shame.
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Comments: 31

atpeace [2006-08-28 02:20:29 +0000 UTC]

Okay..... over-reaction, maybe?
Nah, the 'please let me die' feeling's more desperate. You know.... you'd be like: "I think I'll break my own leg right now to stop myself having to do a speech" and stuff like that.
It's okay, Nicole, you have only one speech to do before you leave school. And I won't be there. Yay!

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bibigirl In reply to atpeace [2006-08-28 02:53:48 +0000 UTC]

over reaction to...? and are you kidding? of course i wanted to die. i was doing a speech and wearing something i had vowed never to touch...

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atpeace In reply to bibigirl [2006-09-03 00:10:30 +0000 UTC]

No you didn't.

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bibigirl In reply to atpeace [2006-09-03 02:27:19 +0000 UTC]

didn't what? want to die? we won't go there, huh?

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atpeace In reply to bibigirl [2006-09-05 05:51:20 +0000 UTC]

You - didn't.

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bibigirl In reply to atpeace [2006-09-05 06:32:54 +0000 UTC]

oh? you weren't focused on me. maybe not directly because i was doing the speech, but that did contribute to it. there was a definite link. not to be spoken about here.

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atpeace In reply to bibigirl [2006-09-06 06:23:51 +0000 UTC]

a) HUH? Email....
b) You - didn't - want - to - die.

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bibigirl In reply to atpeace [2006-09-06 09:23:16 +0000 UTC]

email sure. and like i said. you weren't focused on me that week. that was a bad week.

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CaptainOscillator [2006-08-26 05:40:57 +0000 UTC]

One of your best yet. You nicely capture the "please let me die" feeling.

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CaptainOscillator In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-26 06:01:32 +0000 UTC]

That outfit wouldn't bother me in the slightest. It might make some of me classmates uncomfortable.

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CaptainOscillator In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-28 03:03:38 +0000 UTC]

I've worn skirts before. Minis. Not pretty.

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atpeace In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-09-06 06:18:57 +0000 UTC]

Photos?

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CaptainOscillator In reply to atpeace [2006-09-06 06:37:05 +0000 UTC]

I burnt them. sorry.

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atpeace In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-09-06 07:35:33 +0000 UTC]

DAMN!

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bibigirl In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-28 08:14:50 +0000 UTC]

can i just say... EW. really. you in a hot outfit i could handle, but if your going to wear mini skirts... urgh. i keep getting this mental image of Jared. 'cept Jared actually go into a girls school. and he wore mini skirts on an almost daily basis... but still!

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CaptainOscillator In reply to bibigirl [2006-08-28 08:18:45 +0000 UTC]

I'm not sure i want to know the rest of that particular story.

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bibigirl In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-28 09:03:04 +0000 UTC]

the whole of girls high found out. it was horrible. for everyone. he actually wore a tiny bit of material to the school disco. as in, 20cm by 20cm square fron and back and a split right to the top on both sides. it was disgusting. and i still can't picture you in a mini skirt - thank goodness!

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CaptainOscillator In reply to bibigirl [2006-08-28 09:11:26 +0000 UTC]

why was he enrolled in a girls school? was he transgender or something?

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bibigirl In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-28 23:36:32 +0000 UTC]

oh, yeah. he wanted a sex change for his birthday and he was taking something that gave him cleavage. he tried getting into girls' and managed it but he got so much shit from everyone he gave up on that idea.

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CaptainOscillator In reply to bibigirl [2006-08-29 01:08:56 +0000 UTC]

have I meantioned that teenage girls are vicious and stupid.

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atpeace In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-09-06 06:22:12 +0000 UTC]

Sure are. At least, most of them.

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bibigirl In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-29 04:17:42 +0000 UTC]

i dunno, but i already knew that. you should've met Gabrielle. and that was only at primary. and she didn't improve none either.

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bibigirl In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-28 02:54:37 +0000 UTC]

skirt, shirt, SKIRT, four inch cuffs, cravat... still can't see you in it. it IS a skirt

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CaptainOscillator In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-28 02:28:12 +0000 UTC]

Already crazy, remember.

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atpeace In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-09-06 06:20:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, but if you go as crazy as you are about your socks.... (ever heard of garters?).... you'd go crazier about the cuffs. And the skirt.... no, I don't see you wearing a skirt like that. I don't see you dressing up like an Elizabethan peasant, far less an Elizabethan peasant chick.

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CaptainOscillator In reply to atpeace [2006-09-06 06:36:20 +0000 UTC]

I'm not wearing garters, I'm not 60

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atpeace In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-09-06 07:35:20 +0000 UTC]

Shut your face, I wear garters whenever I have to wear my tartan socks.
Garters are part of the Scottish national dress. And the Highland dancing dress code. It ain't for 60-year-olds.

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CaptainOscillator In reply to atpeace [2006-09-06 12:30:36 +0000 UTC]

okay, lemme rephrase that. I'm not 60 and I'm not dressing as a scot.

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atpeace In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-09-09 01:20:55 +0000 UTC]

But you look so good in a purple kilt.

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atpeace In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-28 02:21:30 +0000 UTC]

You'd wear one of my Elizabeth-peasant-styles skirts? And a cravat? Somehow I'm not seeing it....
And the cuffs would drive you crazy.

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bibigirl In reply to CaptainOscillator [2006-08-26 05:56:20 +0000 UTC]

hey, you would probably be thinking the same thing if you had to wear that particular outfit. and thank you.

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