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bramblepaws [2017-09-24 05:34:21 +0000 UTC]

also i made this so id remember to not ever take any more weed again. fuck weed

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bramblepaws [2017-09-24 05:33:47 +0000 UTC]

touching. is ,like. my brain is trying to mash together what shit actually feels like, with stuff that i know from bio classes. 

hands.... feel like razors because i KNOW that handprints are full of thin edges all woven and wiggled together. but also. they're just. sharp. they're too sharp. 

and i can.... feel blood beneath people's skin because i KNOW it's there but it also emits warmth and that's fucking Weird. inanimate objects dont do that. i thought about this too hard and now i can feel my own blood and it's very uncomfortable. 

also for some reason everyone ELSE gets really snuggly and touchy and : ) when they're high and i just. want to be far away from everyone else. do not TOUCH
and i tell people this fact about me but they always forget it because drugs................
and i cant just tell them when im high bc for some reason it just. isnt. a thing i can do.
like i physically Cannot ask someone to stop doing something. i just sit and stare really intently elsewhere and MAYBE if im ESPECIALLY uncomfy ill say, out loud, to someone else in the room, that im uncomfortable. but not to the person doing the thing. 
it's FUCKIN WEIRD and really inconvenient


anyways that's my short essay on why i hate doing drugs thank u for reading

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