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Published: 2011-01-28 21:50:46 +0000 UTC; Views: 545; Favourites: 30; Downloads: 8
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Description Breathe,
Just take a big,
               B,
                 R,
                   E,
                     A,
                       T,
                         H.

Slowly now,
five,
four,
three,
two,
one.

Five,
four,
three,
two,
one.

I will be okay,
I will be okay,
I will not cry,
I will NOT CRY,
I WON'T CUT,
I WON't,
       OH, JUST FUCK IT.
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Comments: 22

munnch [2014-02-18 04:17:45 +0000 UTC]

*sigh* I feel for you. I do this on a regular basis, I'm not proud, but the emotional pain dampens when I cut myself.

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BeautifulDisaster19 [2011-04-05 02:55:02 +0000 UTC]

I have had this same exact thought sooooooo Many times.. and at the end i say the same thing!

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BabyWolfAssult [2011-03-01 03:13:31 +0000 UTC]

yeah it rele is...

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dnalrednow-ecila [2011-02-03 23:26:07 +0000 UTC]

Until the last line, I thought you were doing the right thing and controlling your impulses. Addictions are hard to break. Because when you cut, you are taking away the emotional pain that is so much greater than the physical pain, but you know its going to come back. Try to use journaling and your poetry to put the pain into words and let it all go. That is the better way to handle the pain. Believe me.

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Brokensmile5559 In reply to dnalrednow-ecila [2011-02-04 00:48:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! I really am trying.

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IrisxFlyerxFreedom [2011-01-30 18:09:12 +0000 UTC]

i sit there and tell myself to wake up. that its just a bad dream... sadly its reality

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Brokensmile5559 In reply to IrisxFlyerxFreedom [2011-01-30 18:22:06 +0000 UTC]

I've done that before. Knowing it's reality makes it sting even more. One day the pain will go away. It has to get better

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IrisxFlyerxFreedom In reply to Brokensmile5559 [2011-01-30 18:28:04 +0000 UTC]

i hope so.

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meandyouboth [2011-01-30 00:23:47 +0000 UTC]

It is addicting. In a weird way. I do it for a lot of different reasons.
Its very hard to stop.
34 days

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Brokensmile5559 In reply to meandyouboth [2011-01-30 01:27:16 +0000 UTC]

Yea I understand.

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scarsandtetris [2011-01-29 07:34:33 +0000 UTC]

story. of. my. life.

<3

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Brokensmile5559 In reply to scarsandtetris [2011-01-29 13:59:36 +0000 UTC]

<3

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scarsandtetris In reply to Brokensmile5559 [2011-01-29 16:42:21 +0000 UTC]

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crazylacey [2011-01-29 00:35:10 +0000 UTC]

I hope you can stop.Its hard I have try like ten times to stop.all of them in failture.I hope you can sussced and if you ever need anyone to talk to just note me.

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Brokensmile5559 In reply to crazylacey [2011-01-29 01:02:04 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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crazylacey In reply to Brokensmile5559 [2011-01-29 01:03:03 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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007Balel [2011-01-28 22:20:42 +0000 UTC]

I really understand you...
But keep trying...
Every time try to last one more extra minute...
Then each time increase that amount...

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Brokensmile5559 In reply to 007Balel [2011-01-28 22:28:04 +0000 UTC]

Thank you.

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007Balel In reply to Brokensmile5559 [2011-01-28 22:30:13 +0000 UTC]

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Evil-Invisible-Ninja [2011-01-28 21:55:19 +0000 UTC]

I Totally Understand You <\3

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Brokensmile5559 In reply to Evil-Invisible-Ninja [2011-01-28 22:00:25 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the comment.

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Evil-Invisible-Ninja In reply to Brokensmile5559 [2011-01-28 22:10:00 +0000 UTC]

No Problem :[

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