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everything i do somehow reminds me of the past and how happy i used to be and to know i may not get it again in the same way is tearing me apart
i wish i could turn back time and take back so many things. i wish that i knew things were going to be okay.

i feel like i'm losing everything all over again and it hurts so bad. i wasn't ready to change things again
i don't want things to change. i miss when i was happy
i miss when i could eat properly, i miss when i could function for a week without sobbing nonstop
i hate every second of this and i dont know when it'll be over

Description
everything i do somehow reminds me of the past and how happy i used to be and to know i may not get it again in the same way is tearing me apart
i wish i could turn back time and take back so many things. i wish that i knew things were going to be okay.

i feel like i'm losing everything all over again and it hurts so bad. i wasn't ready to change things again
i don't want things to change. i miss when i was happy
i miss when i could eat properly, i miss when i could function for a week without sobbing nonstop
i hate every second of this and i dont know when it'll be over