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8legs [2013-08-24 17:01:58 +0000 UTC]
You underestimate yourself. Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. Your soul, your spirit, and just you, all shine. I am sure you would be a very desirable person to be with, you have it all--Looks, a worthy sense of being, and most of all, a caring and sensitive heart and soul. You are a Star and you have every right to shine as brightly as any other in this Universe. To me you fit your name perfect and I wouldn't say such if I didn't believe so.
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8legs In reply to Chromattix [2013-08-25 01:54:45 +0000 UTC]
You need a boost my Dear Friend. You have a lot going for you, stand back and look at yourself. You have more talent in your little finger than a lot of people have in their entire lifetimes. Don't worry what others think they are not in your shoes and you are not in theirs. You are unique and very worthy Human Being DON'T let anyone EVER tell you different! If they can't accept you that is THEIR PROBLEM! I have spent many years and lonely times with my issues but you know what? I have wasted so much time on this and it is really not worth it. These people care not, for if they did they wouldn't be such arse's. No one has a owners manual to Life for there isn't one. We are all different, how we choose to use those differences defines our Character--good or bad. I look at you as a very talented Artist, one who can bring the Universe down to a manageable level and do so with such fine precision. You are very intelligent, you just don't create but you explain and sometimes that is the hardest part but you do so in a way that people can understand, and that takes real talent--believe it or not. If you prefer guys, so be it. I like to wear somewhat feminine clothing, I have a strong female mental side. If I could shift the world around I would have loved you to been my husband. I have dealt with this all my life and was beaten up in school and at one Job that I held once but I decided, The Hell with them, I am NOT going to give in to them and let them destroy me. We only get One shot in life, there are no repeat performances, no re-takes and no rehearsals, this is it. Be proud of who you and stand tall amongst everyone, you have nothing to pull you down unless you let them do so and they, my Dear Friend, are Not worth the bother.
Your username is as unique as you are and bold as your work is--OWN IT!!! It is you. Don't discount yourself--Ever.
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Chromattix In reply to 8legs [2013-08-25 06:58:03 +0000 UTC]
Only problem with talent is that it only exists when people can see it. It's amazing how much contrast there is between my life on dA and the real world. Here I'm an inspiration to thousands, in the real world I'm just some guy whose primary use is cleaning tables. I don't talk much either, so that probably gives people little incentive to get to know me, they either think I'm one extreme or the other - really boring, or a closet psycho Sadly my logical-oriented mind does keep telling me that what others think does matter, in all community creatures ones social status often defines how good their life is. The dominant lion in the pride always gets first choice of meat, even if he didn't contribute to catching it. The lesser-lions are limited to what's left over. It's like that with many group animals, including humans Maybe I'm just not ready to shed this long running attitude of mine, it has always taken me longer to do things that people generally do at a certain age, kinda keeping me in a different time-frame mentally. In many ways I still feel somewhat peer-pressured like a teenager
I think this is one of the reasons why I like being on here so much. People only see me at my best here, I think if I could get people in real life to see the same then things would be a lot better
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8legs In reply to Chromattix [2013-08-25 15:38:15 +0000 UTC]
I take care of my Mum, I don't get out too much. The friends I do have I can count on my fingers. I am inward closed, I know I'm different. The internet is my connection to the world. With all that said my life is none too exciting, I love Mum and I take care of her but where I live is a different story. I have never called this home and because of the way I have treated here, it never will be. Yes, I have a deep seated anger towards it but when you get beat up or even at a job where we are all supposed to be mature and you get assaulted it is hard to reach out. Still in my mind I worry what others will think if I go out, must I dress like them and blend in, must I be interested in what they are interested in? Each time I do I get angry with myself for I feel that I have betrayed the most important person in my life--Me. I have cleaned tables (nothing wrong in it, it is a job and while not glamorous there could be worse) and will probably be doing so again in the future but that is if I have to stay here, jobs are very poor here and the money stinks and people look down on you for the type of work you do. I have two degrees from university but I'm always "overqualified", what bunk! I am getting older and even though I am still young looking, I know one day that will pass, still I maintain myself and I do it for me.
This is my escape and I still look for a kind face and someone who understands, I don't want to be just used and then tossed away like a tissue. It is hard for me even in this media to connect for when I say anything about my orientation, it is an automatic door closed in my face, but this is who I am and maybe sometimes I am being too honest and letting it get in the way but it is what I am. If I say what people want to hear then they are OK with me but I am conforming to their world and they have little tolerance for anything that might upset it or cause them to re-think things. I have carried on, until family issues intervened, I lived in San Diego, there I was able to be free and the social stigma's were far less and more people there were accepting of me. We had live in California as a family before as well so I kind of knew the territory. I just wish I had your talent for I would like to share it with the world, instead of this damn place I live in, and be who I am and see what I can do.
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8legs In reply to Chromattix [2013-08-26 01:26:54 +0000 UTC]
For me my orientation is this--I am really not into the sexual thing, and I don't feel that it has to be a prerequisite for a relationship. That is not to say I wouldn't pump someone or be pumped but its just not a requirement for me, I'd rather have them stay and share with me our experiences , be a "Family", and be committed to each other. The moments I most treasure are just those times at the coffee house, shopping, or just something simple like walking in the Park or just a night sitting and watching the TV. I make no demands but one--I would be in it for a permanent relationship, I don't want anyone else involved in it--its not a club or party.
Like you, I love tight leather pants, skin-tight Jeans and a good looking Jacket and longish hair. You were like a magnet when I saw you picture. Now this is where the Androgyne part of me comes in--Basically that is just a psychological thing in my mental make-up, I have some feminine traits, I get very emotional, very sensitive, and easy to cry, plus I argue like a girl as well. The traits also manifest themselves in what I will wear. I have worn a micro-skirt instead of pants when I went out, just like the pants it really gets me all hot and I feel good. (Speaking of hot, they revised our weather--upper 90's F. by next weekend. I can't do any yard-work so I will just stay in) I did it at a job that I had. I was only allowed that time. I have not done it since then simply because of where I live, I don't need any more black eyes. I like to be pretty but I like to be a pretty Male. Basically a Male in a micro-skirt (and a Hoodie), I don't do all the other and try to pass myself off as female, I much prefer just being a pretty Male. Its OK if you don't understand, I am still trying to figure it out myself. Truly I am a minority.
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8legs In reply to Chromattix [2013-08-26 04:05:42 +0000 UTC]
Yes I know of DG. I have had fun and like his stuff. I always make some kind bizarre comment to him but I really do like him. He is where I am with clothing but he is more into it. I don't know why it gets me all psyched up but it just does. As I said I like being pretty and that is exactly what he does there. I think in a relationship you should be able to wear what you want, it should not be an issue, same goes for partner. I like guy stuff as long as it fashionable and snug as well but sometimes it ("Dressing up") just comes over me like a crazy heat, I guess its my way of just blowing off excess steam or Hormones. I sometimes wonder if I could be with me! My partner could be all male and as long as he knows I have two styles of dressing, it should not be an issue I think. I have yet to run into anyone where I live to develop any kind of relationship but I would tell them of such if we did enter into one. It all boils to down to compatibility. Not an easy thing to achieve whether Straight or Gay.
One thing I need in a relationship is for my prospective partner to be is intelligent and be able to talk about things. That is one of the reason why I am so impressed with you. I really need and thrive on intellectual conversation and you really peak my interest. I like Weather, Astronomy, Earth Sciences, and Plants. I like Fashion and Traveling as well. Hard to find anyone--at least around here into such--its all about getting drunk, watching (American) football, and hockey. I am not sports minded and have no desire to be so.
I guess my deal with sex is that I am on low burn. It doesn't drive me. I don't want it to be the focal point of any relationship I enter into. I don't want to build a lifetime based on just that. If it had to be, I'd rather hump my pillow or get a doll. I want a person not a "Good Time". I want a person 24/7 not when I get horny or they get horny. I do have standards and while they may be different still I expect my prospective partner to respect them if we are going to enter into a union. I am not willing to sell myself short not matter how awesome they are. I don't think I'm asking for the world--oh maybe just some with the sexual aspect--but I want my partner to be mature enough to realize that sex alone will not drive our partnership or enhance it.
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CuteMouse88 [2010-07-11 03:45:55 +0000 UTC]
i love your hair (:
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rocknro8907 [2010-05-14 03:15:48 +0000 UTC]
omg its cloud! *faints*
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BloomingLotus [2010-04-04 23:57:58 +0000 UTC]
your hair is really awesome.
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TheSquareBrick [2010-01-10 18:55:29 +0000 UTC]
you look like David Bowie in labarinth
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LMLNet [2009-12-27 06:09:22 +0000 UTC]
wow! u ARE a pretty boy hahaha
you DO look like cloud too! haiirrrr<3
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CopperCupcake [2009-11-22 20:08:07 +0000 UTC]
If I were to run into Cloud on de street I swear he'd look just like you!
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V3r0x [2009-07-12 19:21:30 +0000 UTC]
styl0r ^^
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Kwakx [2009-06-24 19:02:14 +0000 UTC]
Not bad, everything I see.
It's a really nice photo.
*wanna touch the hair*
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pinkangel48 [2009-04-25 18:30:02 +0000 UTC]
u r cute =]
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Jamoomers [2009-03-31 01:09:27 +0000 UTC]
Who is Cloud? I guess I'm out of the loop...
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Jamoomers In reply to Chromattix [2009-03-31 18:55:48 +0000 UTC]
Right. After I wrote that I was like DUH... I even play FF just haven't played them all so it slipped my mind. You do look like him too, but I assume that part of that is on purpose. The hair's looking good too! Whenever I look at your avatar I feel like you're looking at me. creepy but sexy....
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Fire-Cracker-LuLu [2009-03-21 17:08:09 +0000 UTC]
T^T omg im in love with your hair
i want to touch it soo oober bad XD
good add on with the clouds and the color is great
you are also good looking
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Fire-Cracker-LuLu In reply to Chromattix [2009-03-22 02:05:56 +0000 UTC]
ha ha im the same way about my hair lol
only a few ppl can touch XD
yeah its a good shot XD
and nice edditing <3
the hair is still the best thing about it though
XD i have this thing with guys hair lol
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JaydeLinn [2009-03-09 16:39:43 +0000 UTC]
yur hair is freakin sweet.
just throwin that out there...
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