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constantly-failing — It's Not Your Fault
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Published: 2011-06-29 04:03:53 +0000 UTC; Views: 618; Favourites: 38; Downloads: 1
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Tears stream down his face...(it's all your fault, you faggot!)
Legs run without knowing where...
(that's right, run away little pig!)
Heart tearing in two with desperation...
(you can't go back now, nobody wants you!)
Feeling as if nobody would ever listen...
(that's because they all hated you!)
Stopping at the edge...
(just do it already, dammit!)
Contemplating the end results...
(will you finally be happy!)
One weightless step off...
(one less faggot to care about!)
Finally being relieved from it all.
(oh God no, how could this have happened!)
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Comments: 24
Wow. This is really good. Makes me sad
I haven't come out in my school yet. I've not been outed either. I don't think I'll ever come out at school. Even though I'm a senior, there are still homophobes. But I've been bullied since Primary Three anyway, so it probably couldn't get much worse.
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I don't know what to do. I don't want to hide a big part of myself. But I don't want to be bullied even more. Never mind. I've just had a little existential crisis on your deviation. Sorry. But anyway, this is really good.
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It brought tears to my eyes. It's just amazing.
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Why thank you! c:
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Why... thank you? <3
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:nods: yes, indeed.
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Thank you very much!
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You're very welcome! ^^
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Make it stop, let this end, eighteen years pushed to the ledge...
No matter how many times I listen to this song, I start to cry helplessly. This poem had a similar effect. I thank you for writing this.
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It's just one of those songs we can relate to, I suppose. And thank you, even though I'm not happy you're crying! D8
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It's alright. It's a testament to your skill.
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The two songs you used for inspiration are my favorites. Coming from someone who was recently depressed, and is still bullied for sexuality, I can feel that sometimes, there is hope.
Great piece, I can really connect with it.
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Thank you for your kind words!
It's horrible how people are treated for their sexuality or gender identity. Is there anybody at the location you're being bullied at trying to help, or have you contacted anybody about it? While reporting it won't always get the best results, you never know how much it may help.
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You're welcome, I mean every single one.
(Thank you for the watch, I also add 
It is really awful how people are bullied, how I was bullied when I was younger was a Hell on Earth. People in my location don't help me, I've tried my best to get help, no one seems to listen to me.]
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Great piece, very powerful in its meaning and it rings true for so many people.
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Thank you! It certainly reflects how I felt when I was depressed and how I feel now about bullying.
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