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CPBlasterDark β The Old Me and The New Me
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Published: 2015-07-11 11:35:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 551; Favourites: 46; Downloads: 0
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I got this idea from DarkWolf619. Yes, you can call me a copycat, whatever, you can hate me, that's okay. But this is true, I'm not lying, I've had depression since I was 10 or 11, I don't know, I forget. But when I watched Youtube, when I found all those youtubers, my life was... bright. I always smile when I watched their videos. I really want to thank them and thank you guys for believing in me, making me happy, laugh, and even... cry :'). But again, I want to thank them for making me happy, smile, laugh, cry, confident, for believing in me, making my life brighter and changing the world into a better place for me and for you. I'm really really proud of you guys even tho I'm a stranger and you might not believe in me, that's ok, but yeah, I'm proud of you guys
Oh yeah 1 more thing, please keep believing in yourself, smile everyday even tho this is not your brightest day, never give up, keep being you, and the most important.... keep being a weirdo! Lol : D (sorry if I insulted you, and sorry for my terrible english! : D)
BTW, You're awsome! : D Bye-bye!! : )
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Thank you for saying that, you're really helping me! ^^
If you ever felt sad, please talk to me, I'm here to listen and to help, I hope you're having fun on DevianArt
And , yeah I really like Da as well, 'cause I met a TON of people, and I met you too, I'm so glad! A lot of people that I met became my friend, which is really really amazing (because I don't really have that much friend in real life lol)
But, yeah I hope you're having a great day!
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Awwwwwww! That's so kind of you!, I might take you up on your offer sometime, since I really want to be happy I hope it doesn't have to come to that, yeah, and love the friends i've met through DA aswell.
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Good, Have a nice day ^^
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Thanks, you too
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This happened to me, and if it wasn't for pewdiepie I would have probably gave up.
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Pewdiepie fans aren't you? Nice to meet you ^ ^ and yeah, for me if it wasn't for Mark, Jack, and everybody, probably I wouldn't even want to talked to my family, friends, and other people in the internet.
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Well before i wasn't even allowed to watch youtube, so it was my little secret but now a days I am fan of markimoo, smosh, smosh games and pewdepie :3Β
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i dont blame my recovery on mark i blame my self Β for trying and letting them in i know blame may not be the right word to use but its late damn it bear with me
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but please don't feel sad about yourself, and don't... blame yourself
keep being awesome!
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hard not to with bipolor but *wipes snot and tears from face* ill try
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Don't you worry, We will help! : )
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this is awesome note me if you wanna chat
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I relate a lot to the first part..... Not so much to the transformation.....
I'm still in that dark place....
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Awww... please don't give up
I will help ^ ^
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Benn trying for a very long time.....
22 and a half years later....
Still no progress....
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Don't you worry, I... no.. all of us in this community will help! : )
so don't give up yet!!
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I appreciate your enthusiasm......
But to be honest.... A community can only do so much to help a cursed individual.....
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Hey, I believe in you, I know you're now on the bad mood, you're on the darkness, like me,.. except I'm not giving up.
You only have 2 choices, give up or... keep fighting on.
You can give up or you can keep fighting on, like Jack... and Mark.. and everybody
Don't let the fire inside you die. There's hope for the people that keep fighting. I believe
You're 1 of them. Even tho I can't really see you in person, I'm not gonna give up helping you.
At the first time you... will fail, but don't let it consumed you, you have to learn from your mistake, and of course.. Try again
It's gonna be really hard tho, but again... don't give up. It's just the beginning, This isn't the end.
I'm not good at english, but I'm still trying to be good at english.
You Are Awesome, You are an amazing dude. And you are NOT a Cursed Individual, Thrust me
Everything Will Be Alright.
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Oh yeah... sorry if.. I was a bit too much there... yeah.. sorry :/
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No need to be sorry at all.... I needed some support....
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No problem : )
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This is beautiful. I'm glad you're in this community. Stay Awesome!~
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Thank you! I'm actually really really glad I'm in this community. And you stay awsome!
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You're Welcome & I'll try.
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This is so awesome and cute omg....... It's so good though
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Thank you so much!
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I relate a lot to this. I've had depression for a long time, and usually hated myself and just wanted to disappear, especially after I lost my best friend. But when I started watching Markiplier, Jack and a couple of others I felt happy and watching them makes me laugh and helps the depression leave. :')
heh, sorry I kinda went off there 
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Your not alone, and so are you CPB. I have a past that I dont want to share. Other than this, you will never know what the person is like behind the screen, until you befriend them, get to know them, and do what you can to help them believe.
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thank so much, and please.... don't cry :') lol
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Your welcome c: and okay I won't :') : PΒ
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good...... ._. lol!
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Owl City!! : D lol
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heh, thought you'd like it.
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Of course I like it!
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