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Maybe people can't accept me for who I am since I'm:
Asian, and people are racist.
I'm just that awkward socializer when it comes to talking
I can't really make great conversations
I can draw, but who cares about drawings at school
I am just that loner in the group
I'm quiet since I don't get any attention
I don't want attention because that's selfish
I wear glasses that make me nerdy
I'm too skinny
I have fake friends, all my real friends don't go to my school
Why not just accept me for who I am? So then I won't have to be that dumb awkward girl in the group, just standing there trying to get along with the others which I can never do. What did I do to deserve such disappointment?
Sorry another vent since people can just
keep on judgine me on and on and on.
Which isn't fun

People laugh at me since so many people say my name wrong, and then I'm like "It's not funny after 13 years." They don't understand how racist other people can be when they say to others when their eyes are 'squinty' and say : "You look so Asian."
Not all Asians have 'squinty' eyes. If they do, would you make fun of them?
Just because we, Asians, are smart, have weird eyes, and can't fit in that well, does that mean you have to be racist? And then step on them? No, it doesn't.

Okay my vent part is done, I think.
I like to just draw and relax myself through the pain of racism. Sadly most but not all, white people are racist to blacks, Asians, and many more. You can't judge someone unless YOU went through their happiness, pain, laughter, and sadness. If you have, then you can judge.

I know people have it worse than me, but I'm just a bit down lately, even on my birth-month. Anyways. I can't really be happy for a long time, it lasts so short then I'm back to my old self. Just miserable. I still have a scar from many months ago when I hurt myself. I wish Life could just become brighter and happy, but no people love to just make me feel sad. Jerks.
Think. Think right before you say it.
Copy and paste this if you are against bullying~

"You're stupid." To someone who has mental problems.
"You're ugly." To someone who spent 5 hours putting on her make up.
**Pushes you into the wall** "I bet you enjoyed that" To someone who was abused at home.
"Why are you crying you cry-baby?!" To someone who lost their mother, and grandmothe in the same month.
"You are so annoying." To someone who already been made fun of and been cutting themself for their whole life.
"You are a slut." To someone who committed suicide the following night you said that.
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Bullying doesn't help anybody go anywhere, but others down and some up. Stop the cyber, physical, and everything bullying. It doesn't go anywhere, so why do it?

People are just annoying. Just. Rude.


Program Used © Paint Tool SAI/Photoshop
Art © =DarkWolfArtist
Character © =DarkWolfArtist
Date © 6/2013
Time - 2 hours
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DarkWolfArtist In reply to ??? [2013-07-02 16:29:35 +0000 UTC]

Aw thanks hahaha ya

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MorningAfterWolf In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-07-02 16:32:01 +0000 UTC]

i do that for my dA buddies too, I'll list you as one of em... (I got tons of buddies here on dA but only my close buddies spam me with comments like they sometimes do, LOL)

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to MorningAfterWolf [2013-07-02 16:48:53 +0000 UTC]

LOL :3 aw thanks I love to make new friends

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MorningAfterWolf In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-07-02 17:54:03 +0000 UTC]

Me too

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MangoBirdy [2013-06-21 05:57:35 +0000 UTC]

sad, BUT EPIC ARTWORK!

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to MangoBirdy [2013-06-21 05:58:56 +0000 UTC]

aw haha <3

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LittleRavine [2013-06-21 04:44:18 +0000 UTC]

this looks stunning! <3

and familiar ;3

hehe but really, I like it!

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to LittleRavine [2013-06-21 04:44:50 +0000 UTC]

haha <3


thank you!!

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blazewolf137 [2013-06-18 17:13:44 +0000 UTC]

You're going to be glad when middle school is over, high school is better I heard

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to blazewolf137 [2013-06-18 20:22:23 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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blazewolf137 [2013-06-18 17:11:36 +0000 UTC]

Same here I have fake friends :/ all my other friends go to a different school and I'm quiet at school to. I just can't wait until highschool starts and trust me middle school sucks I know exactly how you feel iv been through so much drama in 8th grade I felt miserable but you're a very talented artist keep up the good work

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to blazewolf137 [2013-06-18 20:22:47 +0000 UTC]

Thank u so much

Middle school does suck

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WagginKennelClub [2013-06-10 00:56:20 +0000 UTC]

I just realized it reminded me of [link]

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to WagginKennelClub [2013-06-10 01:43:52 +0000 UTC]

Oh ya haha

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Glimmertheghostwolf [2013-06-08 17:28:46 +0000 UTC]

I understand because I am also Asian. I just ignore such comments and keep on striding to become who I want to be. There are a lot of Asians in our school that I can tell that go through this. Just stay strong for all of us, I know you can . The world has changed so much from the stories my mom told me. I may be born in America, but I still stick to my Indian culture. Don't let 'racism' affect your life. I hope that being on DA with your friends will help.

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to Glimmertheghostwolf [2013-06-08 23:56:19 +0000 UTC]

Ah yes dA does help

My school is very racist like people can think at least of one thing racist about a race

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Glimmertheghostwolf In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-09 01:49:16 +0000 UTC]

i hate those type of people, but that didn't happen much before

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to Glimmertheghostwolf [2013-06-09 01:49:53 +0000 UTC]

aw :L

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SunSketch [2013-06-08 17:16:17 +0000 UTC]

I understand what you're feeling. I'm also Asian, and for a long time I took offense to the negative things they said about Asians. But now, I'm proud to be Asian and to be different and I don't care what they think or say. Just stay strong, okay? You have people here who care, and happy to give advice.

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to SunSketch [2013-06-08 23:56:36 +0000 UTC]

aw thanks sun I know u r always there

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iiDragonfantasyArt [2013-06-08 13:38:46 +0000 UTC]

I hate racism. I'm "white". Am I proud? Nah, its just a colour. However, I'm going to drop a bit of a vent/two cents here for someone to pick up.

I'm tired of having people say its just the whites who make fun of blacks and Asians. Asians aside, SOME blacks CAN be so proud of their colour and that in itself is rather racist. Now that's not with all of them, of course, because nothing along the lines of these types of conversations can be an absolute Because, its not just whites. It just isn't. I'm tired of hearing that --I mean we can say things like "I love dark chocolate" and I'm sure a few would be mad like . I don't have any "black" friends, but that isn't because I'm racist! That's because I've never met someone that could be a friend to me. In fact, saying that whites are being racist to these people when the other "races" could be just as bad to the whites is RACIST in itself :c
I'll be honest, I have a very racist grandfather. But none of the racism has rubbed off on me --I'm just observing what I've said up there^^^

Again, I'm white. In fact, I'm Irish white... Meaning I'm a white cracker. I don't tan or anything. I remember when my mom took me to get my toenails done when I was a bit younger and, actually quite coincidentally, the lady, who was Asian, was like "do you go outside a lot?" because my legs were so white LOL. When someone makes fun of my colour, I laugh it off -I know I'm oddly white, I should tan, or whatever. I only get angry when I see people who say we're terrible people... Because sure, there ARE terribly racist whites out there, as there is in every race, but not all of the whites are racist :c

Aside from that,

bullying is terrible as well. Even if I have NO respect and NO sympathy for cutters and suicidal people, its terrible. Another two cents here, and no I'm not promoting bullying, is that many times I've heard stories about how the bullies themselves are abused terribly at home. Again, this is not an absolute. I'm sorry you're going through this bullying

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to iiDragonfantasyArt [2013-06-08 15:10:52 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much noelle

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hyenish [2013-06-08 13:36:46 +0000 UTC]

Hey dark sorry people are so racist to you.
I've seen it a lot of times since we have Chinese/ Asian/ Japanese people in our classes.

Atleast the school year is almost over for you and you can move on. Maybe over the summer they will learn that they were just a bully no one liked them. But maybe not and you just might have to face it.

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to hyenish [2013-06-08 15:11:19 +0000 UTC]

Ya but if they follow me on Instagram then they can still make fun of me

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hyenish In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-08 15:12:15 +0000 UTC]

hmm

Can't you like block them?

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to hyenish [2013-06-08 15:15:46 +0000 UTC]

I don't know who they are tho if they ask me questions and suh on Ask.fm then like say bad things annonymously

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hyenish In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-08 15:16:59 +0000 UTC]

hrmmm

I guess if they do do it just block them once they do it.

But otherwise idk.

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to hyenish [2013-06-08 16:02:35 +0000 UTC]

Haha ok

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WagginKennelClub [2013-06-08 13:33:31 +0000 UTC]

Actually its not white people who are racist all the time, sometimes its blacks! I mean look theres a channel MADE for black people, called something black channel! If we did that and called "white channel" we would never live it down, the media would be all over it! There have also been black protesters yelling at other black people because they married a white person.

Its the same for all of them, even asians can be racist as well.

But even so I don't really see all the racism you're talking about. Yes, it exists. Definately. But are we putting black people in chains and having them work for us as slaves? no....

So what im trying to say is I think that you're assuming that people leave you out because you're asian, but its most likely not.

I'm far from racist however. Yes, I joke about races sure, even about myself! I am pale as pale can be, my best friend calls me a white cracker.

But ya, my best friend in the whole wide world is Hispanic, and i love her to death! My OTHER best friend is Asian, and he's awesome.

As for waiting for life to clear up--everyone you see here has a "problem" and it might not even seem big, but its big for them. BUT you may say "what theyre always happy!" well, thats because they CHOOSE to be happy. Its not easy, and it can take awhile to get out of sadness. But in the end its you and only you who can choose to be happy, no one else controls your feelings.


the worst part is, some people seem to LIKE to be sad

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to WagginKennelClub [2013-06-08 15:12:02 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry not all white people but just most I guess? I don't know sorry for being a bit harsh there. Thank you for that. I try to be happy but it lasts so short

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WagginKennelClub In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-08 15:14:58 +0000 UTC]

lol it's ok it wasn't ment to he defensive or offensive comment Just pointing it out gws

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to WagginKennelClub [2013-06-08 16:02:43 +0000 UTC]

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WagginKennelClub In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-08 17:53:51 +0000 UTC]

But ya, I don't think it's correct to say that MOST white people are racist

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to WagginKennelClub [2013-06-08 23:55:25 +0000 UTC]

And plus my whole school is racist so sorry :/

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WagginKennelClub In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-09 00:00:26 +0000 UTC]

Ohh ok! Well seems like you're stuck between a rock and a hard place! D:

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to WagginKennelClub [2013-06-09 00:02:54 +0000 UTC]

Ya :L

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to WagginKennelClub [2013-06-08 23:54:38 +0000 UTC]

Ya sorry :/

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Delkkat [2013-06-08 07:13:49 +0000 UTC]

Awww... it's sad to hear that. I have never been bullied, but most of the things you mentioned have happened to me. I have an Asian friend and her eyes ARE small, and our classmates sometimes say that she has chinky eyes but most of the time it's just to tease her and isn't meant to give much harm. They know she isn't offended and laughs it off. Both of us wears glasses and always gets all A's so a lot of the students differentiates us by "the smart Asians" but again, they don't mean to discriminate. They always say it in a friendly tone like like we should be proud of it. Since me and her are always together, when we got different classes, my classmates knew that I was shy and probably felt lonely without her. They always try to talk to me and include me in conversations. Anyways, I'm not sure if the same thing is happening to you but even though the same thing is being said, the way it is said matters A LOT. It can varies from a friendly tease to being a bully. I just wanted you to know that there are always good people out there, it's just that you haven't met them yet. You shouldn't hurt yourself for what other people did. Someday you'll find people who are understanding. I've only been lucky so far. Your turn will come.

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to Delkkat [2013-06-08 15:13:14 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much. Well most people at my school are racists so. Ya.

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makinio [2013-06-08 06:51:18 +0000 UTC]

I can't stand racist people.
I have friends from everywhere, American, Swiss, Japanese, French, Senegalese, Australian, Spanish, Lebanese,...
I accept people for who they are and not where they come from.
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I was never bullied for where I'm from. I was bullied when I was little because of my name, also because I was a bit slow to react. The last time that I was bullied was because I'm skinny and people told me that I needed to gain weight or I'd die and stuff.
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I also can't stand it when people bully because when somebody wears glasses. I don't have that in my current school because the majority of student wear glasses but when I lived in London my friend was bullied because he couldn't see or hear very well.
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I know how you feel, you are not alone

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to makinio [2013-06-08 15:13:49 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much

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makinio In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-08 16:01:05 +0000 UTC]

No problem, pal

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LullabyHamsters [2013-06-08 06:32:28 +0000 UTC]

Im sorry

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to LullabyHamsters [2013-06-08 15:13:53 +0000 UTC]

It's fine

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jvand185 [2013-06-08 06:24:29 +0000 UTC]

Being Asian isn't always a bad thing.
I pride myself in being Asian because we know how to work, respect, learn and live a lot better than many others. When people make fun of me, I just go along with it. :3
If you went to my school I'd totally be your friend since most of the others of my race at my school (Filipino) have been corrupted by all the others. :/

Don't be sad, you'll eventually find someone who will accept you for who you are. Sometimes you don't even need to look, if you're yourself then they will find you.

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to jvand185 [2013-06-08 15:10:25 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ha maybe we can be online friends

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jvand185 In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-09 03:46:40 +0000 UTC]

Yes, that would be nice :3

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to jvand185 [2013-06-09 04:01:35 +0000 UTC]

Oops i ment

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jvand185 In reply to DarkWolfArtist [2013-06-09 04:55:59 +0000 UTC]

aahahah

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DarkWolfArtist In reply to jvand185 [2013-06-09 04:01:15 +0000 UTC]

c4

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