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["
There’s a million, billion, trillion stars but I’m down here low
Fussin’ over scars on my soul, on my soul, on my soul, on my soul
On my soul, I am so infinitesimal, oh"]

Name: Lotus
Nickname: Lowe
Age: 4 years, 0 seasons
Gender: Female
Height: 9.5"
Build: Smaller, thin boned frame, with long legs and rather silky fur.
Voice: Meg Meyers
Orientation: unknown, assumed Heterosexual
Mate: None

["They say it started with a big bang
But they say it came out of a small thing
Lately I’m feeling like a big bang
‘Cause I’ve been making something out of nothing…Like my soul"]

Personality:

Hedonistic (|)\
engaged in the pursuit of pleasure; sensually self-indulgent
Lotus has always craved touch, be it the gentle caress of being groomed by a friend, or laying next to the warmth of a stranger. Her hedonism however does not limit itself to animal pleasures however, and she finds joy in the smallest of sensory delights. The wind on her face, water between her toes, it doesn't quite matter, but it seems that lotus is always wishing for a new way to experience the world and feel something to it's fullest.

Dedicated(+)
(of a person) devoted to a task or purpose
Lotus has always felt responsible for the legacy her parents built within the guild. Her father being the leader, and her mother an infamous Fabler, who raised morale countless times during the battles between the order and the crew, she feels like there's some fantastic void she's meant to fill. However, this isn't something that Lotus feels negatively about, and rather dedicates herself to the task. She aims to live up to the standard they've set, and feels honor in her position as their daughter. She's made many mistakes in the past, and she's extremely greatfull to the many chances they've given her. She however has never given up on something that she's put her mind to, at least not of her own volition.

Melancholy and Passive Aggressive (-)
A feeling of pensive sadness ;;; of or denoting a type of behavior or personality characterized by indirect resistance to the demands of others and an avoidance of direct confrontation, as in procrastinating, pouting, or misplacing important materials.
Its not un-often that Lotus finds herself a little lost in thought, her mind dwell on things in the past. Lotus is an extremely regretful being and likes to be alone often so that she may take the time to think of her past deeds and reflect on how she can turn those deeds into a brighter tomorrow for herself and the rest of her guild. However brightly she may think about her reflections however, Lotus can get in quite a mood when she's thinking about the past. She can become morose and rather mean. If one where to bother her or even look at her the wrong way, this feline can get extremely snappy and sometimes simply passive aggressive. She's one who can't stand to see other's happy when she is not.

Protective and Caring (+)

Despite her selfish nature and plethora of negative traits, Lotus cares deeply for those of her guild. She loves the cats that she's grown up with, and would happily die to protect another member the order. She feels somehow responsible for the lives of other's both in there hereafter and in the now. It's like Lotus to ask other's how they're feeling, and to want to be there in times of hardship. More often than not, she'll even check in on cats bound to the healer's den. Since becoming adviser, she's found herself extremely bored with the monotony of camp and has lent herself to an obssesive level of care for those around her. She is known to often visit the pit just behind the nursery. She never spends much time there, but it's usually assumed she's just paying respects to the dead.

Chauvinistic, Matronly, and Elitist (|)
It's no secret that Lotus believes her guild to be the most enlightened and just of the three guilds, but she holds her love for her guild higher than the average order cat. She'll be the first to make a calm retort in the face of another offending the order, and will do anything to protect the reputation of the order. Because of this, she isn't keen on making friends from other guilds and is rather standoffish at gatherings. She's extremely elitist in this way and doesn't look to "waste" time on felines of less enlightened guilds. She is however, very lady like in her dismissive attitude toward others, and leaves them in the most respective of ways.

To expand on her matronly trait, it has claws in many other facets of her personality. She remains dignified almost always, excluding when she's become passive aggressive in a mode of melancholy despair. She's feminine in the way she walks, and the way she talks, despite her lower voice. She's known to be especially motherly to those in need, a true lioness of the order.

Spiritual
Almost any cat in her guild would consider themselves spiritual on some level or another, but Lotus likes to think she takes this to another level. While some may find the ranting and ravings of Celosia the Fabler Owned by :devierir: obnoxious or over the top, Lotus finds a deep satisfaction when those of the order follow the cause the guild was founded for. She believes in a salvation and that death will bring her to the realm of whispers to find peace in the death life brought her. Lotus feels the spirits in everything she does, and likes to think that her life has been lived for the promise of becoming eternal one day herself.

Idealistic, Dreamy and Selectively Naive
"Dreamy" is a bit of an understatement when describing Lotus, which is to say that her idealistic view of the world can be rather problematic. The world created for her by her parents as kitten was nothing short of perfect, so when the reality was a harsh let down from the fantasies lotus was fed, this female found herself in a state of denial. It's hard for her to come to terms with the truth in situations that she deems too dark for the world. There is hope she will one day grow from this trait, but it's likely a long road ahead for her. This idealism leads lotus to be rather naiive to certain subjects that she personally deems to horrible or bad. She will often seem to have no knowledge on pressing issues, or will feign innocence in conversations she deems too awkward.

Clever
While her guile stat sits sadly at average due to her lack of worldy wisdom, Lotus is a quick learner and a clever problem solver. She's not gulliable in the least, and isn't likely to be caught completely off guard (at least not truthfully) She's rather tactful at getting out of an awkward situation and is the queen of getting out of unwanted answering of questions.

Appreciative
No other word could be used to describe Lotus' feelings toward others in a general sense. She really takes other's words and actions to heart and remembers them for seasons after they have occurred. It's like her to show gratitude verbally, feeling that other's must value knowing such information.

["
I never promised you an open heart or charity
I never wanted to abuse your imagination"]

History

To die a little death
This time there's no code word
When everyday frays in hollow ends
Dream sweet love submissive>

[The Days of Innocence: Puphood]

Description

["
There’s a million, billion, trillion stars but I’m down here low
Fussin’ over scars on my soul, on my soul, on my soul, on my soul
On my soul, I am so infinitesimal, oh"]

Name: Lotus
Nickname: Lowe
Age: 4 years, 0 seasons
Gender: Female
Height: 9.5"
Build: Smaller, thin boned frame, with long legs and rather silky fur.
Voice: Meg Meyers
Orientation: unknown, assumed Heterosexual
Mate: None

["They say it started with a big bang
But they say it came out of a small thing
Lately I’m feeling like a big bang
‘Cause I’ve been making something out of nothing…Like my soul"]

Personality:

Hedonistic (|)\
engaged in the pursuit of pleasure; sensually self-indulgent
Lotus has always craved touch, be it the gentle caress of being groomed by a friend, or laying next to the warmth of a stranger. Her hedonism however does not limit itself to animal pleasures however, and she finds joy in the smallest of sensory delights. The wind on her face, water between her toes, it doesn't quite matter, but it seems that lotus is always wishing for a new way to experience the world and feel something to it's fullest.

Dedicated(+)
(of a person) devoted to a task or purpose
Lotus has always felt responsible for the legacy her parents built within the guild. Her father being the leader, and her mother an infamous Fabler, who raised morale countless times during the battles between the order and the crew, she feels like there's some fantastic void she's meant to fill. However, this isn't something that Lotus feels negatively about, and rather dedicates herself to the task. She aims to live up to the standard they've set, and feels honor in her position as their daughter. She's made many mistakes in the past, and she's extremely greatfull to the many chances they've given her. She however has never given up on something that she's put her mind to, at least not of her own volition.

Melancholy and Passive Aggressive (-)
A feeling of pensive sadness ;;; of or denoting a type of behavior or personality characterized by indirect resistance to the demands of others and an avoidance of direct confrontation, as in procrastinating, pouting, or misplacing important materials.
Its not un-often that Lotus finds herself a little lost in thought, her mind dwell on things in the past. Lotus is an extremely regretful being and likes to be alone often so that she may take the time to think of her past deeds and reflect on how she can turn those deeds into a brighter tomorrow for herself and the rest of her guild. However brightly she may think about her reflections however, Lotus can get in quite a mood when she's thinking about the past. She can become morose and rather mean. If one where to bother her or even look at her the wrong way, this feline can get extremely snappy and sometimes simply passive aggressive. She's one who can't stand to see other's happy when she is not.

Protective and Caring (+)

Despite her selfish nature and plethora of negative traits, Lotus cares deeply for those of her guild. She loves the cats that she's grown up with, and would happily die to protect another member the order. She feels somehow responsible for the lives of other's both in there hereafter and in the now. It's like Lotus to ask other's how they're feeling, and to want to be there in times of hardship. More often than not, she'll even check in on cats bound to the healer's den. Since becoming adviser, she's found herself extremely bored with the monotony of camp and has lent herself to an obssesive level of care for those around her. She is known to often visit the pit just behind the nursery. She never spends much time there, but it's usually assumed she's just paying respects to the dead.

Chauvinistic, Matronly, and Elitist (|)
It's no secret that Lotus believes her guild to be the most enlightened and just of the three guilds, but she holds her love for her guild higher than the average order cat. She'll be the first to make a calm retort in the face of another offending the order, and will do anything to protect the reputation of the order. Because of this, she isn't keen on making friends from other guilds and is rather standoffish at gatherings. She's extremely elitist in this way and doesn't look to "waste" time on felines of less enlightened guilds. She is however, very lady like in her dismissive attitude toward others, and leaves them in the most respective of ways.

To expand on her matronly trait, it has claws in many other facets of her personality. She remains dignified almost always, excluding when she's become passive aggressive in a mode of melancholy despair. She's feminine in the way she walks, and the way she talks, despite her lower voice. She's known to be especially motherly to those in need, a true lioness of the order.

Spiritual
Almost any cat in her guild would consider themselves spiritual on some level or another, but Lotus likes to think she takes this to another level. While some may find the ranting and ravings of Celosia the Fabler Owned by :devierir: obnoxious or over the top, Lotus finds a deep satisfaction when those of the order follow the cause the guild was founded for. She believes in a salvation and that death will bring her to the realm of whispers to find peace in the death life brought her. Lotus feels the spirits in everything she does, and likes to think that her life has been lived for the promise of becoming eternal one day herself.

Idealistic, Dreamy and Selectively Naive
"Dreamy" is a bit of an understatement when describing Lotus, which is to say that her idealistic view of the world can be rather problematic. The world created for her by her parents as kitten was nothing short of perfect, so when the reality was a harsh let down from the fantasies lotus was fed, this female found herself in a state of denial. It's hard for her to come to terms with the truth in situations that she deems too dark for the world. There is hope she will one day grow from this trait, but it's likely a long road ahead for her. This idealism leads lotus to be rather naiive to certain subjects that she personally deems to horrible or bad. She will often seem to have no knowledge on pressing issues, or will feign innocence in conversations she deems too awkward.

Clever
While her guile stat sits sadly at average due to her lack of worldy wisdom, Lotus is a quick learner and a clever problem solver. She's not gulliable in the least, and isn't likely to be caught completely off guard (at least not truthfully) She's rather tactful at getting out of an awkward situation and is the queen of getting out of unwanted answering of questions.

Appreciative
No other word could be used to describe Lotus' feelings toward others in a general sense. She really takes other's words and actions to heart and remembers them for seasons after they have occurred. It's like her to show gratitude verbally, feeling that other's must value knowing such information.

["
I never promised you an open heart or charity
I never wanted to abuse your imagination"]

History

To die a little death
This time there's no code word
When everyday frays in hollow ends
Dream sweet love submissive>

[The Days of Innocence: Puphood]