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i.
(was it ever there?)
i feel,
something missing.
something that was holding me
                                 t     o g  et     h e /r
everything is so jmulebd.
a dam has broken,
and its all floating away.

and i'm afraid.

ii.
the monster was locked up
                    with the princess
but now they're banging
   at the door,
they want out.
and they're clawing at my soul
and screamin' at me.

iii.
i throw my heart back into it's jar
      its tattered and useless
this empty cavity is bliss.
(there are no feelings here)

i chased after a boy
who never loved me.
one who should never love me.
i gave up, what was the point?
he taught my one thing,
    love is not real.

iv.
and still they claw at my soul
trying to get out.
i'm running away
       in the dark corridors of my mind,
filled with the ghastly beasts
    (that i kept as pets)
they creep and crawl in my mind.
i'm shuddering
at the hissing voices
whisper hissing the words i never wanted to hear.

v.
i want to go somewhere
                                                                                                             isolated.
i want to erase my mind
and learn life
        all over again
i want to purge my soul
                      of all my sins

(it's what I need.)