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Comments: 73

Northern-Leuchte [2013-03-28 16:09:24 +0000 UTC]

I know from experience how many people wouldn't care in the slightest. And it hurt.

      - Dieter Skymning

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asadama [2013-03-28 15:48:16 +0000 UTC]

Sadly, sometimes i also think about this..

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Daroga1 [2013-03-16 06:21:52 +0000 UTC]

I say this almost all the time.

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MarshmallowThingy [2013-03-05 17:29:24 +0000 UTC]

This is exactly how i feel

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ruttitutti [2011-06-02 04:01:37 +0000 UTC]

My life freaking story.

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Death-Of-A-Nation [2009-12-11 04:03:19 +0000 UTC]

...I used to be like this. Thankfully, i got better so to speak.

Don't worry, the sun will shine again.

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kazumisangel [2009-06-23 20:33:50 +0000 UTC]

I've been wondering this for so long. Things like, if I died, who would come to my funeral? Would they cry? Would they announce it to the world, or just think about it at night? What would happen if I just disappeared? Would they give away my locker, my books? Would someone figure out my password and tell all my friends on line what happened to me, or would they sit forever waiting for a reply that never comes?

A kid in my school died in an accident last year. Sometimes I'm happy for his friends because they are strong enough to go on with their lives like he would have wanted. Other times, I find it strange how they can just lose someone like that and not be a wreck. And then I just feel guilty...

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A-Engle [2009-05-11 05:45:28 +0000 UTC]

Wow.
I must say, I wonder about this all the time.
I honestly do.

:/

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Nya-ko [2009-05-10 05:30:42 +0000 UTC]

I know other comments have said the same thing, but I do believe that we all have wondered that at least once.

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FireLugia205 [2009-05-10 01:39:47 +0000 UTC]

I think that all the time

the first thing that comes to mind is "my friends would care"

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TwilightChickie [2009-05-09 04:26:49 +0000 UTC]

i can relate to this, but i just picture everything being the same. well minus me. haha =]

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LoboSabio [2009-05-09 01:49:48 +0000 UTC]

Who are your friends? Who are your family? Would they miss you?

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littopampam [2009-05-07 22:49:36 +0000 UTC]

I wonder this all the time...
To be honest I'm not scared to die at all
I always wonder how would things be with out me...

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GirlWithAHat [2009-05-06 12:10:07 +0000 UTC]

I think most of us wonder who really cares for us sometimes. The thing is, we won't find out for sure, because what we would have to do for it would be too cruel to do to anyone.

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thenightiselectric [2009-05-05 22:21:03 +0000 UTC]

i wonder the same thing sometimes.

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mylovestory [2009-05-05 17:08:39 +0000 UTC]

I find myself wondering about that too sometimes.

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CartwAalbiel [2009-05-05 15:40:03 +0000 UTC]

I do it too.

Only I feel disgusted with myself cos I kind of feel happy that people would actually suffer from that.

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Jedi-Master-Revan [2009-05-05 05:37:37 +0000 UTC]

Just because the universe doesn't care, it doesn't mean your freinds and family wouldn't. It doesn't mean we wouldn't, and we've never even met you, we have no idea who you are, but it still doesn't matter: We would care.

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Vibrant-Impulse [2009-05-05 04:18:36 +0000 UTC]

I wonder these things all the time as well...

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Osanagokoro [2009-05-05 03:13:09 +0000 UTC]

I once realized that, if I died during the night at my father's house, no one would notice until the late afternoon of the next day.

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Marine-Depths13 [2009-05-05 00:32:59 +0000 UTC]

My cat

Seriously, though, I used to wonder that all the time when I was younger. Still sort of does make me curious..

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IMPERFECTIONxxx [2009-05-05 00:15:35 +0000 UTC]

If this is who i think it is, don't go away.
you're making a mistake.

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dcwalker [2009-05-04 22:56:47 +0000 UTC]

That's one of the weirdest and most terrifying things to think about. It's a creepy feeling.

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oddly-addicted [2009-05-04 19:49:08 +0000 UTC]

I WANT TO KNOW THIS TOO.
it's sometimes hard to see who cares and who doesn't. and dissapearing seems the easiest way, turn off your phone, your computer. have a mental health day... or two?

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wolfie-geek-freak [2009-05-04 16:56:52 +0000 UTC]

More people than you think.

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SilverMarine [2009-05-04 15:55:26 +0000 UTC]

Truthfully, it is a natural human tendance to question our worth and how we have impacted the people around us. I actually have the same thoughs from time to time, nothing to worry about.

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logan-berry [2009-05-04 15:44:55 +0000 UTC]

For awhile, ages ago I used to wonder the same thing, but as friends became closer to me (especially my girlfriend) I realised that I would be missed and she's made me feel purposeful in life and now I try and take pride in everything I do. Hang in there ST, it will get better.

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AcidicTastebuds In reply to logan-berry [2009-05-06 23:31:56 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad things have got better for you.

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Rush-the-chosen-one [2009-05-04 15:42:58 +0000 UTC]

I'm not the best example on this kind of situation...

I miss my friends a lot but my sociophobia, keeps me from showing that.

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e--motiona--l [2009-05-04 07:52:56 +0000 UTC]

I think this.
And at school, when someone that I don't know hasn't been at school in a while, I get worried. I notice their absence.

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Kazzagal [2009-05-04 06:31:24 +0000 UTC]

There'll always be someone to notice, even if you don't think so. There'll always be people who care, even if it doesn't seem like it at first.

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MyntKat [2009-05-04 06:03:56 +0000 UTC]

I used to think this way. I'm glad I got out of it and saw that there are people who DO care I hope you find the same!

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beautifulsorow [2009-05-04 05:43:17 +0000 UTC]

i think about my funeral. What people would say. If anyone would even show up. Or if they'd just bury me and forget i ever lived at all.

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beautifulsorow [2009-05-04 05:40:44 +0000 UTC]

i feel like this every day of my life. your not alone.

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uhanekahu [2009-05-04 03:54:13 +0000 UTC]

Your friends would, if no one else, and even if our family is full of abusive pedophile clowns on some level they'd miss you too, and if you don't have friends then theres going to be someone who sees you regularly who would notice and miss you.

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AnOdeToMaybe [2009-05-04 03:49:34 +0000 UTC]

I'll care, if you'll let me.

I always care when my friends leave. It's happened to me far too often.

Note me sometime and we'll talk.

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alyssa-is-on-crack [2009-05-04 03:38:42 +0000 UTC]

I think this sometimes too.
I bet a lot of people would be sad if you and I were gone.
Don't test this theory though. I bet a lot of people would be heartbroken if they thought you were gone.

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CrimsonMeg5002 [2009-05-04 03:18:07 +0000 UTC]

I think a lot of us have thought this at some time in our lives. It would be interesting to find out who really cares.

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Jack-Lilac458 [2009-05-04 01:41:28 +0000 UTC]

Each action causes a reaction.
If birds were to suddenly disappear from the ecosystem, the entire ecosystem would collapse.

So, if you disappeared, whether it be from death or going away, it will make an impact on those who know you, on those who are often acquainted with you, on the plants, animals, your room, your house, apartment, flat, your clothes, your papers, your electricity bills, your country.

Each person matters in this world. For each person makes up the world. If gradually, we were all to disappear, our world would change so greatly.

So if you were to disappear, someone would notice and someone would care.

We don't know who you are.
But we would notice.
One less person is one less secret.
One less secret is one less comment.
One less comment, and the world becomes curious.
Who is missing?
Let's get them back.

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baby-alien91 [2009-05-04 01:02:15 +0000 UTC]

A boy I went to school with 6 years ago, that I wasn't even that close with, got beaten to death about a month ago. I was upset for a while after that because it actually affected me, even though we hardly ever spoke and HADN'T spoken in 6 years. It'll be his 18th birthday tomorrow.

Even people you hardly know will notice, they'll be affected, they'll care.

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irock708 [2009-05-04 00:55:12 +0000 UTC]

I think about this on occasion.

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YawnOfTheY [2009-05-04 00:18:17 +0000 UTC]

This thought keeps a lot of people from killing themselves you know.
They don't want to know the truth.

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bobbyjack12 [2009-05-03 23:52:12 +0000 UTC]

Same as a lot of people, I do too. :/

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fudging [2009-05-03 23:50:37 +0000 UTC]

Something that worries me is I have one set of friends who have no contact with anyone else I know - they'd never know what happened.
But it feels like paranoia if I were to set links up.

(And that's not even getting started on the online friends xD)

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xcassedega [2009-05-03 23:21:12 +0000 UTC]

i know that. I feel that at least once a day.

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Pleasesaveheart [2009-05-03 23:16:20 +0000 UTC]

I worry about people.

Very much.

Mostly my mother. Probably because I came from her womb, and I always have been around her,

I'm terrified of losing her.

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way2hyper4ever [2009-05-03 22:41:28 +0000 UTC]

Oh God, I wonder this all the time. I really think though that it's the only way to know who truly gives a damn about you in the world...
In reality everyone is just human. All humans are capable of lies.

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ResistiveLoss [2009-05-03 22:16:44 +0000 UTC]

That actually happened to me.
My plane landed in the middle of a foreign country, my credit card couldn't be accepted, i was almost broke, there's not a greek embassy in that country and I didn't have any way to inform my family and friends.
After one day they've reach me out of nowhere!

The first one who noticed was my best friend tho and not my family.. ://

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apperance-sinner [2009-05-03 22:11:06 +0000 UTC]

I entertain these thoughts sometimes, I like how my brain makes up that someone would care or notice

(im sure someone would notice, and care bothfor you and me ST)

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ellimae [2009-05-03 21:17:23 +0000 UTC]

i always wondered too.
but i was to afraid to do something.
i don't want to find out if no one cared.
but you'll never know i guess.

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