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Description
www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUalha… 'Again' by Faith Evans

Within the Season of the Chrysalis Ren decided to create a new aura cloak.
He will magically weave his aura into a condensed material he can wear.
It is a great technique for honing his skills and clearing through his aura.
His aura encompasses all his essence, emotions, memories, and energy.

He sits quietly, and searches deep with in himself. Allowing every emotion and memory to come up--no matter how disturbing.He just observes it.
His heart lights up as the ritual commences. The memories and emotions swim around him as his aura spins out into a more physical matter gradually. He views them all one by one, and he realizes the reasons he did things seemingly wrong--he understands his amount of wisdom at the time, his environment and people around him influenced him and he did not know a better way to deal with the pain and trying t meet a need.
He understands other around him, who hurt him unintentionally or intentionally, also were limited by the factors the held him.

Ren understands now, that though regret is a natural feeling--it is driven by fear. We often feel our mistakes are so bad or things we fell victim too cannot be erased...that we are pass the point of being able to live life normally or change the course of life.

What has happened, is done. You may not be able to change a particular situation, but you can still change a particular thing in connection to it.
for example you may not be able to change the way your school record was, but you can still do things in order to honor your new appreciation for school--going back to study, apologizing to those you've hurt, mentor.

Change what you can and learn from those you can't change.

The firsthand experience from a tribulation brings a strength, understanding, knowledge, wisdom and compassion to you.Something far beyond anything a counselor

or teacher can tell you. You've walked in the fire so it has refined you well. Purified, fortified and strengthened.

Depending on how far gone your path has been, you may not be able to achieve your original goals, but you can refine them with your new wisdom, creating something better suited for the person you are now.

Things you did that you feel ashamed of, means you are not the same person as before. The fact you feel shame attest to that fact. So you live like the wiser and different person. You apologize when you can.

Do things in honor of those people and things you lost .

Life is too short for regrets.

learn from them and use the pain from them as fuel to change what you can.

We all mess up, and sometimes our story is written more interesting when it goes off course. It can have more lessons, creativity, values and wisdom to it, which makes it better than the original draft.
A good story is always re-written many times.
God can make beauty from pain.

Ohhhhhh
Ohhhhhh

[Verse:]
Now I done felt a lot of pain
And I done seen a lot of thangs
From strugglin and broken hearts to fancy cars (oh yeah)
And even though my money change
I try my best to stay the same
But you know with more money
More problems came
But if I...

[Chorus:]
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't take away the rain
'cause I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I've learned so much from my mistakes that's how I know He's watching me

[Verse 2:]
In atl I caught a case
And the media tried to say
I had a habit
I couldn't manage
And I am throwing my life away
But everything ain't what it seems
Just because it's on tv
'cause they speculate and exaggerate for a better story

[Chorus:]
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't take away the rain
'cause I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I've learned so much from my mistakes that's how I know he's watching me

[Bridge:]
Nobody knows what life may bring
It might make you happy it might make you sad
Sometimes yeah but I know there's a reason for everything (but I know)
That's why I keep believing
Whatever's meant to be it's gonna beeee

[Chorus (2x)]
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't take away the rain
'cause I know it make me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I've learned so much from my mistakes that's how I know he's watching me

Description
www.youtube.com/watch?v=tUalha… 'Again' by Faith Evans

Within the Season of the Chrysalis Ren decided to create a new aura cloak.
He will magically weave his aura into a condensed material he can wear.
It is a great technique for honing his skills and clearing through his aura.
His aura encompasses all his essence, emotions, memories, and energy.

He sits quietly, and searches deep with in himself. Allowing every emotion and memory to come up--no matter how disturbing.He just observes it.
His heart lights up as the ritual commences. The memories and emotions swim around him as his aura spins out into a more physical matter gradually. He views them all one by one, and he realizes the reasons he did things seemingly wrong--he understands his amount of wisdom at the time, his environment and people around him influenced him and he did not know a better way to deal with the pain and trying t meet a need.
He understands other around him, who hurt him unintentionally or intentionally, also were limited by the factors the held him.

Ren understands now, that though regret is a natural feeling--it is driven by fear. We often feel our mistakes are so bad or things we fell victim too cannot be erased...that we are pass the point of being able to live life normally or change the course of life.

What has happened, is done. You may not be able to change a particular situation, but you can still change a particular thing in connection to it.
for example you may not be able to change the way your school record was, but you can still do things in order to honor your new appreciation for school--going back to study, apologizing to those you've hurt, mentor.

Change what you can and learn from those you can't change.

The firsthand experience from a tribulation brings a strength, understanding, knowledge, wisdom and compassion to you.Something far beyond anything a counselor

or teacher can tell you. You've walked in the fire so it has refined you well. Purified, fortified and strengthened.

Depending on how far gone your path has been, you may not be able to achieve your original goals, but you can refine them with your new wisdom, creating something better suited for the person you are now.

Things you did that you feel ashamed of, means you are not the same person as before. The fact you feel shame attest to that fact. So you live like the wiser and different person. You apologize when you can.

Do things in honor of those people and things you lost .

Life is too short for regrets.

learn from them and use the pain from them as fuel to change what you can.

We all mess up, and sometimes our story is written more interesting when it goes off course. It can have more lessons, creativity, values and wisdom to it, which makes it better than the original draft.
A good story is always re-written many times.
God can make beauty from pain.

Ohhhhhh
Ohhhhhh

[Verse:]
Now I done felt a lot of pain
And I done seen a lot of thangs
From strugglin and broken hearts to fancy cars (oh yeah)
And even though my money change
I try my best to stay the same
But you know with more money
More problems came
But if I...

[Chorus:]
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't take away the rain
'cause I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I've learned so much from my mistakes that's how I know He's watching me

[Verse 2:]
In atl I caught a case
And the media tried to say
I had a habit
I couldn't manage
And I am throwing my life away
But everything ain't what it seems
Just because it's on tv
'cause they speculate and exaggerate for a better story

[Chorus:]
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't take away the rain
'cause I know it made me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I've learned so much from my mistakes that's how I know he's watching me

[Bridge:]
Nobody knows what life may bring
It might make you happy it might make you sad
Sometimes yeah but I know there's a reason for everything (but I know)
That's why I keep believing
Whatever's meant to be it's gonna beeee

[Chorus (2x)]
If I had to do it all again
I wouldn't take away the rain
'cause I know it make me who I am
If I had to do it all again
I've learned so much from my mistakes that's how I know he's watching me