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Endling β€” Attention whore.

Published: 2005-01-10 02:32:14 +0000 UTC; Views: 194361; Favourites: 6705; Downloads: 8805
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Description Finding ways to express yourself is difficult. Especially in art.

I've never been particularly good at it myself. I stick to stories, character designs and other elements of expression. They become direct results of when I'm feeling good. Feeling invigorated and feeling inspired. If I had it my way that'd always be the case.



But I've always envied people who could present themselves raw on a canvas. When you wake up some mornings and feel like life is giving you the finger.


And I feel pretty f---ed right now. I've never personally understood why your brain insists on perpetuating thoughts that you are perfectly aware are bad for you. Depress you. Haunt you and generally make your day a miserable one.


So here's to putting it to paper.


Hence the title.



EDIT 4/13/05: Seeing as how this was a would-be scrap turned my most popular work on DA, I figured I should probably go back and touch it up a little, try and get back the lights and darks that got lost in translation when I scanned it with the digital camera.. anyway. Pay no mind.
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Comments: 805

alien1962 [2020-10-19 08:46:08 +0000 UTC]

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netrex [2020-09-23 07:45:34 +0000 UTC]

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garretthamilton68 [2018-12-24 19:50:00 +0000 UTC]

Β Hello, I apologize that I never sent this tΒ o you. I have been fascinated by this picture for 10+ years I am an army veteran and got this tattoo right before my second deployment to Afghanistan in 2011. To me; the symbolism of my tattoo is controlled chaos, the gear represents the gears of war and the control (not the video games but the machines that make war happen). I made the person more feminine because I didn't want a manish figure tattooed on my body.Β 

Thank you so much for posting this and keep up the good work!Β  Β  Β 

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B3s-t [2018-08-13 06:46:40 +0000 UTC]

That's a masterpiece!Β Β Β 

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RavenCorona [2018-03-01 13:54:46 +0000 UTC]

Very cool.

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Megacosmichroma [2016-05-10 16:12:29 +0000 UTC]

I love this. it is so intense..

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Parlex [2016-03-30 16:55:16 +0000 UTC]

Awesome work!

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MegaImpact [2015-11-11 12:13:22 +0000 UTC]

I'm so envy of your art skills! Β 

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Yuko-Yatashi [2015-09-01 11:02:58 +0000 UTC]

Oh my god it's amazing!

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SlurrinHabitually [2015-07-14 16:39:59 +0000 UTC]

fucking sick

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LeMatza [2015-05-27 00:03:30 +0000 UTC]

great work

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VortexVisionzDesigns [2014-10-10 02:25:28 +0000 UTC]

Woahhh! IncredibleΒ 

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NamiAnArt [2014-09-07 14:40:30 +0000 UTC]

it's so amasing!Β 

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Fernezco [2014-09-06 16:36:49 +0000 UTC]

great love it!

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MindSlayer9000 [2014-06-26 11:13:17 +0000 UTC]

I love it. Great piece and title.
It's funny but I just happen to know the medical term for attention whoreΒ is called Histrionic Personality Disorder.
Further info below.

en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Histrion…
Histrionic personality disorder (HPD) is defined by the American Psychiatric Association as a personality disorder characterized by a pattern of excessive emotions and attention-seeking, including inappropriately seductive behavior and an excessive need for approval, usually beginning in early adulthood.

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nejinyu [2014-03-21 19:35:00 +0000 UTC]

woooooooooooooow wow.

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Thenamelessonenecro [2014-03-18 22:37:48 +0000 UTC]

me encanta!

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The1KnownAs-Euphoria [2014-02-26 06:34:42 +0000 UTC]

This looks sick. very creative and powerful

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pacomontoya [2014-01-14 19:15:46 +0000 UTC]

Great piece.

And about what you said, our mind is us, and I believe there are forces around us trying to bring us down and they know where to hit you. It happens to us all. I pray that your days become brighter, but keep up the great work.

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x-r-evolution-x [2013-12-30 12:05:59 +0000 UTC]

You should draw more drawings like this one ; it's a shame you don't (or if you do, that you didn't post it here). This one is really awesome and coming to your gallery I hoped I would find more of the kind. But so disappointed ! Please, don't let that go

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ArtisGila [2013-12-12 19:11:46 +0000 UTC]

D: omg

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CruciClay [2013-12-01 16:24:19 +0000 UTC]

awesome

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GabrielaBorta [2013-11-03 20:22:52 +0000 UTC]

Your beautiful artwork was featured in my journal
You can take a look here: saphirekitsune.deviantart.com/…

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Pertazzi [2013-10-15 21:40:10 +0000 UTC]

Great!

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MYthology1 [2013-09-21 04:55:49 +0000 UTC]

Intense and interesting.

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Raincen [2013-07-10 10:50:57 +0000 UTC]

I had tried everything because of this im always one step ahead ive finally reached the top keep this between us
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PoisonAshes [2013-06-09 00:40:20 +0000 UTC]

This is simply great. Excellent.

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Maya-ch9n [2013-06-03 18:54:40 +0000 UTC]

How did you do all these? It's so unique and beautiful. Thanks for making it.

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1ghostsmoke1 [2013-04-08 04:08:55 +0000 UTC]

The title is making me think, not at first obviously connected to the drawing for me.

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1ghostsmoke1 [2013-04-08 03:50:31 +0000 UTC]

I love this. I know exactly that feeling and ... I love this. Inspired to do something similar with my own thoughts, maybe i'll post that sometime.

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DarwinsFinch [2013-03-11 03:30:55 +0000 UTC]

I absolutely love this piece, the way in which you communicate the idea of negative thoughts constantly tearing apart the mind with all these different twisted faces coming out of the back is amazing. For someone who has a lot of days in which they feel that thier own mind is betraying them by literally eating itself inside-out, I find this piece just a great way of visualizing these feelings.

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jwaphreak [2013-03-03 18:51:33 +0000 UTC]

lovely-

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Michael-Hansen [2013-02-21 17:16:46 +0000 UTC]

Fantastic!

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Shadowdemonicy [2013-02-19 16:11:50 +0000 UTC]

I love this surreal composition, description is on-point too! This is something brilliant and wonderful to look at, bravo! ^^-d

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LustfulDevil [2013-02-12 05:50:39 +0000 UTC]

Very nice, I love the style

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Charcoalchalk [2013-01-28 09:15:58 +0000 UTC]

Really like the loose style. It's really flowing out of the paper.

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CyberStreaker101 [2013-01-17 22:31:18 +0000 UTC]

nice work bro, From look at your work i know how you feel :

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Xreaper [2012-12-31 17:58:06 +0000 UTC]

Cranial deluge of internal conflict for the win!

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Jason-Vaughan-Design [2012-12-19 15:40:05 +0000 UTC]

Love this my friend. Briliant. Ive always found interpreting the inner workings of the mind . Take a look at mine.

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Nikolaj90 [2012-10-22 16:02:15 +0000 UTC]

I love this! and i love the thought behind the work, 'cause this is a really good visualisation of that exact feeling. I would love to put my brain elsewhere when it goes into a destructive self-loathing mode. Great piece

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ronalisa [2012-10-02 09:10:59 +0000 UTC]

i know how you feel same goes here...but this one's really great

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NigelEMack [2012-09-01 20:31:26 +0000 UTC]

Wow this is awesome!

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keirandavidson [2012-08-27 06:53:36 +0000 UTC]

love love love it!!

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Oseltamivir [2012-08-20 02:56:18 +0000 UTC]

WOW this is totally amazing! Even your description was brilliant. The picture and the description just illustrated exactly how I feel. You are a genius with art. Great work!

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Kahlijayde [2012-08-10 07:10:51 +0000 UTC]

This is amazing!

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Proximah [2012-08-05 11:45:48 +0000 UTC]

Great work!

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ShannC [2012-07-18 23:09:44 +0000 UTC]

your to modest by far, love this!

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VeroFalcioniArt [2012-07-18 18:49:35 +0000 UTC]

Beautiful work!!

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