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November 19, 2010...that was the worst day of my life. It was the day I lost my only happieness. Apart of my heart died as I watched my beloved friend die in my arms.

Whiskers developed an abdominal tumor in September 2010 and he lost so much weight because of it. I was given the news he would not live longer than a month, I was devestated. On November 17, 2010 we took him back to the vet to see how much the cancer progressed, then another tumor was discovered. Dispite this his spirit was strong and he seemed like he would go on and live longer. Two days later, early morning on November 19, 2010 I discovered him on the floor he couldn't get up and was meowing loud, he was having a seizure. I rushed him to the animal hospital and they tried to save him, they gave him oxygen and fluids but it didn't help him. He had difficulty breathing and his heart rate was dropping, the cancer was taking him. I had to made the choice to put him to sleep, I couldn't let him suffer anymore. They gave him to me in my arms as they gave him the shot, I didn't want him to be alone. When he died in my arms, apart of me died with him.

I miss him so much I had him since I was almost 7 years old and I adopted him from an animal shelter when he was about 3 months old. His death left me traumatized and I would be haunted by it in my dreams. But he is in a better place now where he is happy and free of the cancer that lived in him.

The writing in this is from a song called "Tears of an Angel"by RyanDan [link] It's all about the pain and shock of losing someone you love. First I heared of it I was taken back to that day and it got to me, its such a sad but beautiful song. If you went through the loss of a beloved animal in your life or anyone for that matter you will understand.
I honor him everyday and death can't stop me from loving him. I have had him for 13 years and he will be with me forever

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November 19, 2010...that was the worst day of my life. It was the day I lost my only happieness. Apart of my heart died as I watched my beloved friend die in my arms.

Whiskers developed an abdominal tumor in September 2010 and he lost so much weight because of it. I was given the news he would not live longer than a month, I was devestated. On November 17, 2010 we took him back to the vet to see how much the cancer progressed, then another tumor was discovered. Dispite this his spirit was strong and he seemed like he would go on and live longer. Two days later, early morning on November 19, 2010 I discovered him on the floor he couldn't get up and was meowing loud, he was having a seizure. I rushed him to the animal hospital and they tried to save him, they gave him oxygen and fluids but it didn't help him. He had difficulty breathing and his heart rate was dropping, the cancer was taking him. I had to made the choice to put him to sleep, I couldn't let him suffer anymore. They gave him to me in my arms as they gave him the shot, I didn't want him to be alone. When he died in my arms, apart of me died with him.

I miss him so much I had him since I was almost 7 years old and I adopted him from an animal shelter when he was about 3 months old. His death left me traumatized and I would be haunted by it in my dreams. But he is in a better place now where he is happy and free of the cancer that lived in him.

The writing in this is from a song called "Tears of an Angel"by RyanDan [link] It's all about the pain and shock of losing someone you love. First I heared of it I was taken back to that day and it got to me, its such a sad but beautiful song. If you went through the loss of a beloved animal in your life or anyone for that matter you will understand.
I honor him everyday and death can't stop me from loving him. I have had him for 13 years and he will be with me forever