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In the past month, I've been at a constant war with myself, trying to figure out what kind of person I am. Some say I'm wonderful, others say I'm far from it. People have left me, and I've left people. Now I don't even know what to think anymore. I don't even try to fit in to whatever group I'm around. I just make a few jokes every once in a while, then stop talking. I'm all talked out.

I've given up on talking to him. I've given up on ever hoping to have him back in my life. My real life.
I've given up on being the person everyone looks up to.
I've given up on completely healing.

I don't feel safe anymore. I hate being at school. I fucking hate it.

You're what I'm holding on to. Everyone else there feels so far away. I'm faking a smile for them. But you're close enough to see the tears. You're the real guardian angel out of us both. You're the real symbol of hope. You're not the fake one. You see me for who I am, and I love you so much for it.
But I'm afraid of losing you too.
Please don't leave me. You're my best friend. My other half. My sister.
You're the one who sees the positive in me, no matter how terrible shit gets. You and my parents.

XxfalllenangelxX

Description
In the past month, I've been at a constant war with myself, trying to figure out what kind of person I am. Some say I'm wonderful, others say I'm far from it. People have left me, and I've left people. Now I don't even know what to think anymore. I don't even try to fit in to whatever group I'm around. I just make a few jokes every once in a while, then stop talking. I'm all talked out.

I've given up on talking to him. I've given up on ever hoping to have him back in my life. My real life.
I've given up on being the person everyone looks up to.
I've given up on completely healing.

I don't feel safe anymore. I hate being at school. I fucking hate it.

You're what I'm holding on to. Everyone else there feels so far away. I'm faking a smile for them. But you're close enough to see the tears. You're the real guardian angel out of us both. You're the real symbol of hope. You're not the fake one. You see me for who I am, and I love you so much for it.
But I'm afraid of losing you too.
Please don't leave me. You're my best friend. My other half. My sister.
You're the one who sees the positive in me, no matter how terrible shit gets. You and my parents.

XxfalllenangelxX