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it looks like a normal day, it feels like i can finally breathe
involved in the nightmares of sleep, that soon become reality
the questions i ask myself, the tourture of my own mind
im to selfish to understand, or take notice of any signs
i know you do this cause you love me, its your way of saying you care
i mabye torn an hurt inside, altho theres no feeling there
you hold the knife so close to my throat, i wear it like a chain
im losing all my trust in you, since u started causing me pain
everything you did to me, im sure did somthing wrong
your reasure me that im perfect, that with you is where i belong
here i wim your needs, and pull you up when you break down
clear you when your blurry, and when your lost i make you found
you say i make you complete, that without me you would die
but if you really ment all this, then why do you make me cry
i hate you when your angry, coz you take it out on me
acuse me of things i never did, when can i break free
the only reason im still here, is because im in love with you
the way you kiss me, the way you care, the things you say and do
but recently thats started to change, your not the man i know
sometimes im tempted to leave you, just pack my bags an go
do i really deseve what i get, your rape and constant abuse
when will i realise, i cant change you, whats the use
if i stay here with the hurt and rape, i dont think i could carry on
but if i walk away right now, would you be better of with me gone
these cuts, these brusies, each scar you can still see so clear
im giving you a final wanring, one more time and im out if here
i cant take the way you pin me down, the abuse the torture, the rape
im losing all my love for you, and its moulding into hate
im warning you one last time, tonight is the final staw
if you touch me tonight im gone, i just cant take nemore
woken up from this nightmare, this undesired rest
im sure i made the rite choice, it was all for the best
im sure he wont do this again, but im scared that he might
wake me up form this nightmare, someone shed some light
tears running down my face, he's here, and i will die tonight...

Description
it looks like a normal day, it feels like i can finally breathe
involved in the nightmares of sleep, that soon become reality
the questions i ask myself, the tourture of my own mind
im to selfish to understand, or take notice of any signs
i know you do this cause you love me, its your way of saying you care
i mabye torn an hurt inside, altho theres no feeling there
you hold the knife so close to my throat, i wear it like a chain
im losing all my trust in you, since u started causing me pain
everything you did to me, im sure did somthing wrong
your reasure me that im perfect, that with you is where i belong
here i wim your needs, and pull you up when you break down
clear you when your blurry, and when your lost i make you found
you say i make you complete, that without me you would die
but if you really ment all this, then why do you make me cry
i hate you when your angry, coz you take it out on me
acuse me of things i never did, when can i break free
the only reason im still here, is because im in love with you
the way you kiss me, the way you care, the things you say and do
but recently thats started to change, your not the man i know
sometimes im tempted to leave you, just pack my bags an go
do i really deseve what i get, your rape and constant abuse
when will i realise, i cant change you, whats the use
if i stay here with the hurt and rape, i dont think i could carry on
but if i walk away right now, would you be better of with me gone
these cuts, these brusies, each scar you can still see so clear
im giving you a final wanring, one more time and im out if here
i cant take the way you pin me down, the abuse the torture, the rape
im losing all my love for you, and its moulding into hate
im warning you one last time, tonight is the final staw
if you touch me tonight im gone, i just cant take nemore
woken up from this nightmare, this undesired rest
im sure i made the rite choice, it was all for the best
im sure he wont do this again, but im scared that he might
wake me up form this nightmare, someone shed some light
tears running down my face, he's here, and i will die tonight...