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Gazelover — Unnskyld, jeg elsker deg - chapter three

Published: 2013-07-08 16:00:59 +0000 UTC; Views: 475; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 0
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Description Denmark had been discussing with Norway all morning, persuading him to go to the doctor, because he obviously needed one. Norway had said many different things about why he shouldn’t be going there, and Denmark had turned every reason down. Norway sighed before finally agreeing to go there. Oh how he hated when the Dane was right.

Denmark was of cause joining him, just as he promised. It took a certain amount of time just getting there, since it was a special doctor, just for nations. Norway wasn’t sure about this at all. Not sure if he wanted to be there. Maybe he was afraid of the answer, afraid of what it was. He sighed as he sat down in the waiting room. Denmark sat beside him, and had taken the other’s hand in his own and stroked it gently, telling him that everything was going to be okay.

Soon the doctor had time to see the Norwegian, and Denmark followed them into the other room. Norway was holding Denmark’s hand tightly, as the doctor asked him to sit down on the chair. Norway was taking in a deep breath as he explained what was going on. The doctor looked strangely at him, but decided to take some tests on him, wanting to make sure that he wasn’t just gaining weight from eating too much.

Hours past and Norway had been through different test. They had taken a blood sample and saliva sample, he even had to pee in a cup, which he had found very embarrassing, but Denmark had just told him it was normal for them to take a lot of tests. Norway nodded and took in another deep breath, not wanting to be there at all.

Denmark was there to calm him down. They had to stay there, because the test could take hours or even days to come through with a fitting result.

“So what do you want to do?” Denmark asked as he took the Norwegians hand. Norway shrugged and sighed slightly as he looked at him. “I just want to go home” he said and looked away slightly. Denmark nodded squeezing his hand gently. “I know Nor.. But we have to stay here until we get the results okay?” Denmark said taking up his hand and kissed it. Norway nodded slightly and made another sigh.

Norway was lying down, since they weren’t sure what was wrong with him, and it might cause problems if he moved too much. The Norwegian was very unpleased with that order as he looked at the ceiling. Denmark had tried to cheer him up by telling jokes, which he thought was funny, but since the Norwegian didn’t smile at all at any time, Denmark found it troublesome to know if the other found his jokes funny or not. Denmark frowned as there came no reaction from the other man.

Norway looked at him and raised an eyebrow. “Hva? “ he asked not even caring if he spoke Norwegian since the Dane usually understood him anyway. Denmark still had a frown on his face. “What should I do to make you smile?” He asked as he looked at Norway. Norway just sighed and looked down. He didn’t answer the Dane’s question, he should be smarter than to ask him something like that, since he never really smiled.


Denmark looked down understood the hint of the silence and ran his thumb over the Norwegians hand. Norway still didn’t look at him, he was more trying to ignore him. Not that he hated that he went with him to the doctor, he was just not in a very good mood, and he felt like shit, honestly. Denmark was still trying to lighten up the mood, but it didn’t really help. He would do anything to make the Norwegian happy, anything at all.

The doctor entered the room and the Dane was soon looking at him curiously but also a bit worried. What if he had bad news?  Norway just looked at him, his face almost expressionless, but Denmark was sure that he was scared, and worried too. The doctor came closer without saying anything. He had a serious expression on his face. You could see he took in a deep breath before opening his mouth to say something.

“Well…. We can’t say exactly what it is right now, but we have a few ideas.” The doctor said looking at both of them. Norway squeezed Denmark’s hand a bit as the doctor spoke. “Well? What should we do now?” Denmark asked knowing Norway wasn’t sure how to ask.

The doctor took in another deep breath. “You should try and come with me now. I have a few more things I would like to try out before we can say to do exactly.” The doctor said still looking very professional. Norway sighed deeply. He really didn’t want to go through more tests. He just wanted to go home. He cursed Denmark for even had dragged him there in the first place. Denmark soon grabbed Norway’s arm and help him off the bed.

They went with the doctor into the other room. It was all white and dull. Looking maybe a bit more like a prison than a hospital, but maybe all hospitals were like that. Norway didn’t listen to what the doctor said, as he took in a deep breath and was laid down on another table thing. He felt dizzy, he felt nausea. Denmark snapped him out of it when he took his hand once again. It was a weird place they were in. It wasn’t a room the Norwegian had been in before, and not a room he enjoyed being in. It was too small, way too small.

The doctor soon found a few things, they looked weird, very weird. It was like a big screen with a string attached to another thing the doctor was holding. Norway wasn’t sure what he thought it looked like. Maybe small vacuum cleaner? He shook his head once the doctor spoke again and his attention got drawn away from the machine in the doctor’s hand.

“So first I want you to take your shirt up so I can examine your stomach. I know this is going to sound a bit weird but I am going to have a look into your stomach, this is an ultra sound machine.” The doctor spoke. None of them question why. Norway did was told with a big sigh, taking up his shirt that covered his stomach. Denmark looked at the machine in the doctors hand and raised an eyebrow, he thought he had seen one before, maybe in a movie or something?




“This might be a bit cold” the doctor said taking out a small tube and pressed out the liquid on the Norwegians stomach. Norway took in a deep breath as he looked at the doctor and then at Denmark.
“Now you can look at the screen if you want to.” The doctor said before taking the machine on the Norwegians stomach.

It felt weird, very weird. Norway took in a deep breath before looking at the screen. First there was nothing, nothing at all, then the doctor moved it around again, and there came a loud ‘Ba-dump’ sound. The doctor looked at them and then at the screen. “Can you hear that?... I think it is a heartbeat” he said gently, before moving the machine a bit.

A heartbeat?. It was like Norway’s heart had just stopped. How could that even be possible? A heartbeat? In his stomach. But how and why? He felt himself take in some short breaths. It was like he couldn’t breathe. It was like his whole world stood still. Now he felt even dizzier than before. This couldn’t be true.  How could that even be true?

Another  ‘Ba-dump’ was heard, this time it was like it had a whole other rhythm than the other. Norway looked confused, very confused. The doctor looked at them, Denmark was sitting on the edge of his chair, following the doctor’s every move. “It looks like you are going to have twins. “ The doctor said with a soft smile.

TWINS?! Norway’s eyes widened and he almost jumped of the table. Denmark made a grimace as Norway was squishing his hand. He couldn’t believe this. He couldn’t believe this at all. How was that even possible. First of all, he was a country, second of all, he was a male. Norway shook his head before he let out a slight whisper:”Nei… Nei… It…. It can’t be true.” He spoke as he looked away. His heart was now beating like crazy. He took a hand to his head. This was all so weird.

Denmark on the other hand had a very big smile on his face. Was this really true? Was he going to be a dad? And with Norway? It was like a dream come true, like nothing he had ever had imagine. He soon went from worried to proud, but that smile was soon wiped away when he looked at Norway.

The doctor removed the stuff from Norway’s stomach before he stood up. “I think I am going to leave you two alone” he said before leaving the room.

Norway took in a deep breath trying to calm himself down, but it didn’t help. It was like it was getting worse. “It’s your fault!” Norway said pointing at Denmark. He looked angry, sad and confused at the same time. Denmark now had an apologetic expression on his face. But this was a good thing right? Now they could start a family together? With their own two kids.




Denmark looked at him with a soft smile. “But….. I…. Nor, come on, don’t be--- “ before the Dane could even say anything to his defense Norway had spoke again. “Nei…. I… I didn’t want this! I didn’t want this at all.” Norway said as he looked away. He was crying and shaking, it was all too much for him. It was like the worst that could ever happen, and he couldn’t do anything about it, because they were already too big, as they were growing faster than regular kids.

“Hey… It’s going to be okay, we can do this together. You and me raising them together” Denmark said as he tried to touch Norway’s arm to calm him down, but before he could even touch him, Norway had yanked his arm to himself. Denmark looked a bit disappointed but spoke again. “I know we can do this… I ---“ … “Nei!...... I don’t… I don’t want your help… You have done enough…  I didn’t wish for this to happen. I didn’t!” Norway had cut him off and almost yelled at him, taking in some short breaths.

Denmark looked hurt and tried to touch him again, but Norway didn’t allow him. He looked away, ignoring the Dane’s eyes. “J-Just go away…. I don’t want your help… You have done enough way to much… I am going home” Norway said and looked away. Denmark took in a deep breath.

“Home?” Denmark asked, before he took in another breath. “To Norway?” He finally asked. He wished not. He wanted to help him, he really did. He wanted to be a family with him. He wanted to help raise his kids. Norway nodded. “Ja… To Norway.” He said still not looking at him.

“I could come help y-----“ … “I don’t want your help… I don’t need your help…… J-Just go… I don’t want to see you… I… I can do this alone.. Without you…” Norway said having cut him off once again. Denmark looked like one who you break down any minute, but he didn’t. He kept strong. He nodded before looking away, not wanting to try arguing with him anymore. It was too hard. Didn’t he feel anything for him at all anyway? Were all he ever did just been a big fat lie? He took in a deep breath before he spoke:”Can…  Can you at least send me a picture once in a while, of them? I…. I want to see them….. “ Denmark asked looking at Norway who didn’t look at him at all.

Norway just nodded at him, taking in a short breath. “Ja……. I promise… “ He said taking his own arms around himself. Denmark stood up, he didn’t want to leave, and he didn’t want to leave him alone. How could he ever do that himself? He already looked so damn weak. He bit his own lip. “T-Take care of yourself… Promise me that… “ Denmark said trying to touch him once more but got rejected again..

“I love you… “ Denmark said, but Norway didn’t look at him, he just shook his head. “J-Just go…. Please..” Norway said before taking in a deep breath. Denmark sighed before turning around. It took a lot of thought to walk out of the room, it took a lot of strength, to just walk away. Denmark didn’t go that far down the hall before he felt to his knees.  He broke down, crying loudly. He buried his face in his hands. What should he do? He wasn’t sure he could go through this, but Norway had left him with no choice. It was like if they had a lapel on their relationship, Norway would just have broken up with him. Why? He didn’t get it. But it was his fault, Norway had told him. Why was he so stupid? Why did he do it? He should have known better. He blamed himself. He couldn’t do anything about it, even though he wanted to.
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TheWeirdDane [2013-08-05 11:54:32 +0000 UTC]

NO. NO NO NO NO. A BIG FAT NO, RIGHT THERE. 

*ahem*

I'm really hooked and really, really ready to scream at these idiots to fix their shit. Can't wait for an update!!

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