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Published: 2019-02-11 22:08:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 6046; Favourites: 276; Downloads: 0
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I grieve in stereo
the stereo sounds strange
I know that if you hide
it doesn’t go away



I decided to add here some more info about story behind this art! It's a little bit of a vent art about depression but mostly related to my OC's backstory.
As a child Haku used to travel to the spirit world with his uncle who was the main creator of the portal to this world. One time an evil spirit tried to possess Haku and the only way to prevent it was to close the portal on Haku's arm that was already infected by the spirit. After the accident Haku in some way exists in two worlds at the same time what gave him the ability to talk, see and influence spirits. However after losing his arm he experiences strong phantom pains, as well nightmares of the evil spirit still haunt him. After years this eventually led to painkillers addiction and depression; he also struggles with body image issues about his scars ("spirit's marks") and prosthetic arm. Haku has suicide thoughts but still tries to do his best.



Haku belongs to me


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Elecksy [2020-06-09 19:05:50 +0000 UTC]

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grim-hatter In reply to Elecksy [2020-06-12 14:18:22 +0000 UTC]

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PuercaPeige [2019-03-02 00:38:18 +0000 UTC]

Genius  

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grim-hatter In reply to PuercaPeige [2019-03-03 00:50:25 +0000 UTC]

Thank you ♥

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jesus55555 [2019-02-12 04:38:59 +0000 UTC]

nice draw nwn

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grim-hatter In reply to jesus55555 [2019-02-12 14:11:53 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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jesus55555 In reply to grim-hatter [2019-02-13 02:47:46 +0000 UTC]

NP ;3

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LordGabuden [2019-02-12 02:05:43 +0000 UTC]

O.O hot!

but im intirested in the story of this......who is he fighting?

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grim-hatter In reply to LordGabuden [2019-02-12 16:38:06 +0000 UTC]

Thanks! (:


Mostly his own demons! It's actually about his whole backstory but in short: nightmares about an evil spirit that tried to possess him when he was a child still haunt him and he experiences strong phantom pains after losing an arm. Everything eventually led to painkillers addiction and depression.

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LordGabuden In reply to grim-hatter [2019-02-12 22:53:51 +0000 UTC]

oh dear......*offers hug.*

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grim-hatter In reply to LordGabuden [2019-02-13 22:55:55 +0000 UTC]

He would appreciate it! ;D

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LordGabuden In reply to grim-hatter [2019-02-14 00:20:55 +0000 UTC]

*reads the new description.* . . . *hugs him.*.....you have been through a lot.....”

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grim-hatter In reply to LordGabuden [2019-02-15 01:43:20 +0000 UTC]

He was but at least he has his uncle and best friend Ercha who always support him!

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LordGabuden In reply to grim-hatter [2019-02-15 03:35:48 +0000 UTC]

thats good. QnQ *hugs him more.*

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PiccolaVolpe [2019-02-11 23:11:07 +0000 UTC]

All the pixel effects are so cool! Nice work!

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grim-hatter In reply to PiccolaVolpe [2019-02-11 23:28:26 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! (:

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xKuro-Usagi [2019-02-11 22:24:03 +0000 UTC]

 

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grim-hatter In reply to xKuro-Usagi [2019-02-11 23:28:14 +0000 UTC]

 

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Reaperental-0 [2019-02-11 22:19:45 +0000 UTC]

 

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