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it starts again
it did me good, 3 months without nightmares ...
I had to stop having nightmares from the moment I passed ... ALL my evenings with Bednall, as if he had "healed" the thing
it was good, I was not afraid to sleep I went there even willingly and easily
I always had nightmares, which got worse and was getting more and more gore over time
stuck in an infinite loop tried to run away from things, while there was no escape, every time the goal was death, tried to survive, then in the end that realize that it does not serve anything
and commit suicide early on before waking up in panic
to see seas of blood and guts on the ground ... with the corpses without lives of strangers, but also of loved ones, trying to flee some things of invisible, and stumbling on the piles of viscera which drag on the ground, tried to move ... impossible, get stuck in a bowel knot and see ... this black things? this big shape slowly approaching with a big terrifying smile and finally waking up by the sound of these own crying
or just to see the person you love the most transformed into horrible things, who has fun tortured you, destroy you to the point where you feel that the dream is no longer a dream and becomes a reality, to have really Feelings of pain, smells, tastes while ... I only sleep?

I can not even dream, or at least ... I do not remember
I could not remember my dreams, I did not have any more, I had no more nightmares and it was necessary to start again

It may not be great things, but these dreams look so real ... I just have a sort of impression that this is exactly what happens in real life, a feeling room of shit, while nothing is true
yet I feel traumatized by all these nightmares.

is there just a problem with my mind?
I become sick
I am tired all the time
and that does not want to stop ... not long
when all is well, there is always a moment when the demon takes over and breaks what I managed to rebuild in a few weeks

Description
it starts again
it did me good, 3 months without nightmares ...
I had to stop having nightmares from the moment I passed ... ALL my evenings with Bednall, as if he had "healed" the thing
it was good, I was not afraid to sleep I went there even willingly and easily
I always had nightmares, which got worse and was getting more and more gore over time
stuck in an infinite loop tried to run away from things, while there was no escape, every time the goal was death, tried to survive, then in the end that realize that it does not serve anything
and commit suicide early on before waking up in panic
to see seas of blood and guts on the ground ... with the corpses without lives of strangers, but also of loved ones, trying to flee some things of invisible, and stumbling on the piles of viscera which drag on the ground, tried to move ... impossible, get stuck in a bowel knot and see ... this black things? this big shape slowly approaching with a big terrifying smile and finally waking up by the sound of these own crying
or just to see the person you love the most transformed into horrible things, who has fun tortured you, destroy you to the point where you feel that the dream is no longer a dream and becomes a reality, to have really Feelings of pain, smells, tastes while ... I only sleep?

I can not even dream, or at least ... I do not remember
I could not remember my dreams, I did not have any more, I had no more nightmares and it was necessary to start again

It may not be great things, but these dreams look so real ... I just have a sort of impression that this is exactly what happens in real life, a feeling room of shit, while nothing is true
yet I feel traumatized by all these nightmares.

is there just a problem with my mind?
I become sick
I am tired all the time
and that does not want to stop ... not long
when all is well, there is always a moment when the demon takes over and breaks what I managed to rebuild in a few weeks