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I-Redeemer-I — I'm so sorry, babas...
Published: 2013-01-30 21:02:25 +0000 UTC; Views: 421; Favourites: 3; Downloads: 0
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Dear everyone. Today I put my cats, Reno and Nina, up for adoption. At around 2pm, they were picked up and taken away from our home, and now they're in an outdoor pen waiting to be viewed and rehomed.Why did I do this? I would say allergies, because that is the true reason. My allergies were bad to the point I would wake up wheezing at night. But right now I am truly suffering without my babies here with me. I think I'm just a fucking idiot.
Nina was such a lady, always wanting snuggles. Reno was a big baby, easily scared, but he was the most gentle little creature and always tried to bury himself into me as he fell asleep.
As I'm writing this, I'm in tears. I've been crying so much I feel sick. I feel completely broken. I raised both these darlings from when they were kittens. If I could, I would go to the centre tomorrow to pick them up and bring them home. I don't even know if I can do that, but God, please, help them recover from what I did to them. They deserve a long, happy life.
I'm so sorry, babies. I love you both so much. <3
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I have allergies too. I once spent a month in a house with two cat's with bad skin conditions, and I didn't know I was allergic before. My nose would never stop running and after about 2 weeks I would only get a couple hours of sleep because I would wake up coughing my lungs out. During the last week I would cough so hard I'd throw up multiple times a night, it was the worst experience of my life, and it was such a relief when I was finally able to get away from there.
I'm sure you're over it by now, but I want to say I'm sorry you had to go through with this. It's always hard having to give up a pet you love so much, but know it's not your fault. You didn't choose to be allergic, and I'm sure they're living happy lives by now~
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Thanks for sharing your experience. Allergies can be pretty frightening.
I'm actually still not over it hahahaha. I try not to think about them because when I do, it just upsets me all the more.
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It still haunts me today. I had a sad nightmare 2 nights ago about finding them and I woke up crying.
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I'm feel very sorry for your babies, my friend.
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Thank you. 
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:'/ in all reality that would be one of the most difficult things for anyone to do...ik i wouldnt be able to do that....
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It was hard. Even now, I still have these super sad dreams about them and it's over a year later. I think about them a lot, call me crazy, but I still miss them.
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well you did raise them from babies and one day just had to let them go, id feel the same
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True, you're right man. I just hope that, them being animals, they don't remember me anymore because if they can actually think back and remember me or whatever, that would just cripple me. :/
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:/ well, what happened happened...im sure their in a good home
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You're right, I bet they're doing just fine.
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I am so sorry. I know it's not much, but you will always have your memories of them.
I'm sure they'll be taken in to a good home that will love them just as much as you do.
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I truly hope they are so happy that they forget about me, the thought of them being damaged due to this literally is breaking my heart. I can't eat, I can't sleep, I had nightmares about them, and I keep crying at random times. I need time to pass faster...
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It's like something's missing from your heart, isn't it? Regardless of what people say, those cats were my family, and I loved them as such.
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I wish time would pass quicker so you can come home again.
I'll take care of you, darling. I promise.
Nothing else matters to me anymore.
I pray to God to give me the sense of stability for you to cling to.
I love you so much, Hayley.
More than anything.
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I love you. Thank you for tolerating me when I'm being so difficult. <3
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