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I am breaking

Under the pressure to be perfect
It's important to study right, get the right grades, eat right, exercise right, love right, sit right, speak right, hold my neck right, fuck right, and act right . . .

No . . . right is the wrong word. It must be PERFECT.

All of it.

Or else I can not continue being me, free.

And freedom is so valuable to me.
I cannot live without it, I cannot love without it, and I cannot stop destroying myself without room to explore.

I struggle with my knife

I itch, I burn , my blood screams to be let out
Slowly loosing control.
I want it. Against my skin. Cold. Sharp. Relief.

I pray to gain control of what it is to be right.

Description
I am breaking

Under the pressure to be perfect
It's important to study right, get the right grades, eat right, exercise right, love right, sit right, speak right, hold my neck right, fuck right, and act right . . .

No . . . right is the wrong word. It must be PERFECT.

All of it.

Or else I can not continue being me, free.

And freedom is so valuable to me.
I cannot live without it, I cannot love without it, and I cannot stop destroying myself without room to explore.

I struggle with my knife

I itch, I burn , my blood screams to be let out
Slowly loosing control.
I want it. Against my skin. Cold. Sharp. Relief.

I pray to gain control of what it is to be right.