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InsanePandaz — Does it make you happy?
Published: 2010-07-28 17:18:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 513; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 2
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Description Does it make you happy to know
That I've been reduced to a pathetic heap
Of tears
On the cold floor?

Does it make you happy to know
That the tears I cry burn me
As they streak down, down
My cheeks?

Does it make you happy to know
That when I hurt you
A sharp needle
Is pushed into my heart?

Does it make you happy to know
That I don't mean to hurt you
But when I do
I have to suffer too?

Does it make you happy to know
When I disappoint you
And you leave me
A pool of black self-hatred burns me to nothing?

Does it make you happy to know
That when you leave me
I scream and scream
Until my anguished cries cannot escape me no more?

Does it make you happy to know
That I've written a heap of useless words
In a stupid poem
That will never, ever
Matter to you?
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Comments: 7

sinfultruant [2011-11-01 18:42:59 +0000 UTC]

this matters to me. every goddamn word

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Amerleigh [2010-07-28 17:51:32 +0000 UTC]

I just wish...
I could forget about him...

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InsanePandaz In reply to Amerleigh [2010-07-28 19:18:22 +0000 UTC]

):

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Amerleigh [2010-07-28 17:25:58 +0000 UTC]

It's really not.
It feels exactly like this, like they don't care, like you don't matter to them

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InsanePandaz In reply to Amerleigh [2010-07-28 17:40:54 +0000 UTC]

I just wish... he would come back...

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Amerleigh [2010-07-28 17:20:57 +0000 UTC]

That's just...amazing.
I know exactly what you're going through :\

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InsanePandaz In reply to Amerleigh [2010-07-28 17:22:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much... I truly, truly mean it.

It's not fun, is it?

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