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This will be the final night
of tears falling to the ground
those tears have moved down to my wrist
and turned into crimson blood

The carpet of my room is stained
hardened with dried blood
I softly whisper to lucifer
to take my soul into his arms

Im done suffering in this mortal world
Im done showing all this pain
im done being lonely in my dark room
im done crying over you

You encouraged my cutting
and i stupidly obeyed
i handed you the razor
and you cut away

I enjoyed the pain
that you physically made me feel
but the emotional abuse you used on me
was the pain i could not bare

You made me feel helpless
hands tied above my head
you owned me
but you used it in the wrong way

I gave you myself
for you to so what you want
but slowly you hacked into my emotions
and made my heart bleed

Im sure you remember our very first kiss
the first step in your plan
After that night i was sucked in
you had me on my knees

I willfully submitted to you
I obeyed your every command
You had overwhelming control over me
and i admit...it was great

But then many months later
you would not even hold me in your arms
i begged for you to use me again
like the way you used to before

you refused and insulted me
you made me feel unenjoyable pain
you slowly grew away from me
you pushed my out of your heart

This brings me to this current note
the last that will be set
This is my suicide note
ill see you when your dead

Description
This will be the final night
of tears falling to the ground
those tears have moved down to my wrist
and turned into crimson blood

The carpet of my room is stained
hardened with dried blood
I softly whisper to lucifer
to take my soul into his arms

Im done suffering in this mortal world
Im done showing all this pain
im done being lonely in my dark room
im done crying over you

You encouraged my cutting
and i stupidly obeyed
i handed you the razor
and you cut away

I enjoyed the pain
that you physically made me feel
but the emotional abuse you used on me
was the pain i could not bare

You made me feel helpless
hands tied above my head
you owned me
but you used it in the wrong way

I gave you myself
for you to so what you want
but slowly you hacked into my emotions
and made my heart bleed

Im sure you remember our very first kiss
the first step in your plan
After that night i was sucked in
you had me on my knees

I willfully submitted to you
I obeyed your every command
You had overwhelming control over me
and i admit...it was great

But then many months later
you would not even hold me in your arms
i begged for you to use me again
like the way you used to before

you refused and insulted me
you made me feel unenjoyable pain
you slowly grew away from me
you pushed my out of your heart

This brings me to this current note
the last that will be set
This is my suicide note
ill see you when your dead