HOME | DD

Jaiike — Idfc (life update in description)

Published: 2016-08-18 15:48:38 +0000 UTC; Views: 294; Favourites: 23; Downloads: 0
Redirect to original
Description I told you pretty lies,
I look you in the face,
Tell you that I love you,
Even if it's fake, 
'Cause I don't fucking care, at all.

www.youtube.com/watch?v=gxE4ng…

(*’▽’*)♪  (*’▽’*)♪  (*’▽’*)♪ 

Heeyoo! Life update time: 
Friday (12th august) I broke up with my boyfriend we was together for a little over 3 years. I broke up with him due to not having the same feelings for him anymore, it was more friend feelings than anything so everytime he tried to kiss me I dodget it because it didn't feel right, so our relationship wasn't going to last. I moved home all my stuff during saturday morning, and now I live with my parents again, when everything was done I was feeling really sad because it was really over a person I have spent most of my time with the last 3 years, lived together with for 1 year and now it's just gone. I just didn't want to be home, my friends in the same town were not home and then one of my friends a few towns away told me I can go to their place and so I did. 
Now I'm feeling fine, great actually. I just feel so free? (‐^▽^‐) My parents are complaining(mostly mom) because I'm barley home and are planning to do stuff with my friends, she thinks I need to be home and mourn??? If I just sat home and cried she would have told me to get out. Well I am just going to live life, they can complain all they want ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

Commissions aren't on hold anymore though I will take longer than two weeks with them probably!
Related content
Comments: 8

Kalin-dax [2016-08-18 23:23:01 +0000 UTC]

You would have been living a lie with him, wanting to cheat, and everything else because you no longer loved him. if I ever stop loving my boyfriend Nathan I would tell him, yes...It may hurt now for you both, but in the long run he'll see that you truly did him a kindness by ending it and not allowing it to drag out. But, break ups are never easy, and with the help of friends and fun (and wine) you'll spring back in time, but in the mean time, we are here for ya.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Jaiike In reply to Kalin-dax [2016-08-21 20:32:35 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I definitely would have, not the cheating part though it is to much against my morals,,, but yes the last month I stopped to deny that I had a crush on another guy.(after my best friend confessed that she wanted to have sex with me, and that guy beeing really flirty ,, I had a real feel roller coaster month until deciding what was the right and best thing to do). Break ups are never easy indeed, but it has to be done and for me it only hurt for less than 24 hours-ish? Until I met up with a friend and I realised 'heck why am I crying, I'm no longer his mother maid who has to do anything at home now I just need to take care of my own life, what do I wanna do? I want to travel, exlpore and have fun', and I stopped to feel sad that it was over. I'm to young to buy drinks (until next month) but my friends have been there for me and I'm so greatful for their support  and my crush.  
Now I'm feeling great and refreshed and are probably going to take care of things again thanks for the support *hug* <3 

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Komroi [2016-08-18 16:27:59 +0000 UTC]

Well, I'm glad you were finally able to move on

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Jaiike In reply to Komroi [2016-08-18 17:13:00 +0000 UTC]

yey, thanks ^^ 

👍: 0 ⏩: 0

Max-Scratch [2016-08-18 15:53:32 +0000 UTC]

You go gurl. 
Do the things.
Do the many things.

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Jaiike In reply to Max-Scratch [2016-08-18 16:03:37 +0000 UTC]

Yeah boii, I shall do them! * ^*)9
Sorry that your commission is taking to long to get finished tho D: 

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Max-Scratch In reply to Jaiike [2016-08-18 22:08:12 +0000 UTC]

That's okay, I'm a patient man, your style is worth the wait <3

👍: 0 ⏩: 1

Jaiike In reply to Max-Scratch [2016-08-21 20:38:59 +0000 UTC]

Ah, thanks <3

👍: 0 ⏩: 0