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Published: 2013-10-30 01:17:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 128; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 0
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Description Where is my true self?
I hide behind this mask of lies
Deceiving these good people
Breaking their trust
Until our petty fake friendship finally begins to rust...

How hard do I have to struggle to find my true self?
I try and try.
Try so hard to pull away...
Till finally I escape.
But that freedom only lasts for a day...

How long will it take for me to reach my true self?
I'm trapped inside this prison of lies.
I wonder how long this will be?
A few more days?
Or for all eternity...?

Will I ever find my true self?
It it worth it to fight this lie?
To continue to use my strength?
Or is the answer to just give up and die...?


~This was made, to remind me of the misery I was in, a long time ago. I posed as...someone else. And granted, I liked the friends I made, but was ashamed and sad, because they didn't know the real me
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Comments: 5

amaryllisflowers [2013-11-20 16:13:20 +0000 UTC]

this is beautiful

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cecegrace [2013-11-11 19:38:07 +0000 UTC]

It's beautiful in that odd way that some people find blood beautiful: it's very dark.

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Sweetwolfgirl [2013-10-31 00:31:24 +0000 UTC]

>.< ok that's it! I'm going to build a teleporter, come over there and hug you!

 

.....if only...I knew how to build one x.x .....

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Kaitakei [2013-10-30 01:45:12 +0000 UTC]

Oh really? Okay, thank you! ^^

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SNMGems [2013-10-30 01:41:08 +0000 UTC]

I'm no expert, but I'd say you placed this right where it belongs  

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