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KasdeyaWolf — Strange Fixation
Published: 2011-06-08 16:15:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 119; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 2
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Description
I wish life had a fast forward button.While I sit here sifting
Through a few hundred deviations
and journals on deviantART
Waiting and hoping for life to start
My moods aren't shifting
The dark clouds aren't lifting
I have this strange fixation
With my own blood drinking
Maybe a slight imitation
Of vampirism; or only
My liking of metal, shiny
Blood tastes like metal
At least undiluted, nondrippy
Metal tastes like happiness
And cutting is pure –
- Sadness
- Sin
- Euphoria
- Elation
Blades are made of metal
I'm a confused contradiction
Proudly a glad malediction
A shivering hot water bottle
Dark brightness in the twilight
I'll blind your damn blue eyes
I just want my life to begin
Jump start my frozen heart
While I live a life full of sin
Sinful desires, for my blood
The opposite sex, and the same
Where really both are the latter
I am a boy sometimes, a girl others
Used to think I was insane
Yet I'm not. Just suffering in pain
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Comments: 6
i dont liek the use of the word master in ur description, it sounds sinister and relentless. I've recognised ur gradual fall in ur writings and feel compelled to empathize with ur emotional turmoil. Im apathetic by nature, sometimes to a obnoxious degree. but i feel like this is a barbed wire thrown to ur aid as a lifeline. I dont know u or ur life so i wont make any more assumptions. Just... Be careful whose words u heed.
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well thats just what i refer to him as. he's more like a friend or boyfriend or something. heh barbed wire is awesome. yeahh i will
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forgive my prying. And yes it is
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i really liked this poem and yeah it seems like an open ending but i think its gud like this and i really do love the descpiption of this and that was so good i could get across the emotion behind this and the truthfulness behind it well done
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thank you so much
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