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Published: 2008-10-19 00:18:34 +0000 UTC; Views: 191; Favourites: 2; Downloads: 2
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Description For here I stand alone in the crisp night air always waiting, always watching.  I feel some peace by knowing that perhaps you may see the same sky as I and yet most unlikely so.  My mind is filled with questions I wish to ask you, "What is it like in Transilvania?"  "Are you enjoying it there?"  "Will you be back soon?"  "Do you miss me like I miss you?" Without you're cheery voice to greet me and soft shadow like form to follow me I realize how alone I really am.  Not with family or friends but... alone in my heart, where my mask lays not.  With others I am like a different person but with you... I feel myself.  Not having to be goofy or weird or hyper but my true calm self.  When I'm with you I can act girly or angry or sad.  You don't judge my fears, you don't judge my attitude.  You are the only one who can understand what I see.  Know what I know.  See the world through my eyes, and accept me all the same.  I know it wont be till another five years before I can see you're face again and you and I both know what might happen in between.  If fate becomes real, and that horrible dream of you'res  comes true.  So till then I ware my mask and join the masquerade of life again, I'll keep waiting till then.  But I don't know how much more of this waltz I can take.
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Comments: 22

rosenknospeo [2008-10-19 01:04:05 +0000 UTC]

Aww.

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kidtastic In reply to rosenknospeo [2008-10-19 01:14:40 +0000 UTC]

SEMPAI!!! T_T

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Laruae [2008-10-19 00:24:22 +0000 UTC]

Awhhhh! That's not Emo! That's really sweet! It is a bit dark but other than that really well written!

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-19 00:37:09 +0000 UTC]

I guess... I just really miss him... I have a dark bit of a personality that I just don't share with my friends. It's kinda hard to be serious around Anneka don't you think? Oh yes, I might be able to get that fanfiction for you~

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Laruae In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-19 00:58:06 +0000 UTC]

Do you guys still talk or email? Yes true, Anneka would be very hard to be serious around XD I would love to see it if you can. =3

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-19 01:17:34 +0000 UTC]

He lives with his Uncle and brothers and his Uncle is really old fashoined so I havn't been able to talk to him In a long time. But I hope that he might get internet so that we can talk. You're lucky that you've got pleanty of girls who would gladly date'cha! XD Yes it is very hard to be serious around her. I've tried. And it only results in her laughing at me. *sighs* But I digress... See what? The fanfiction? Give me like... a couple days...

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Laruae In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-19 01:20:08 +0000 UTC]

Awhhh so he has no internet or anything? Damn! I irz lucky huh? I can defiantly see what you mean about Anneka tho...

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-19 01:26:51 +0000 UTC]

Yeah.... I'm patient, I can wait. Yeah you're lucky! You'd be surprised how many otaku girls are looking for an equally otaku like boy! Ku, fu, fu, fu... you're the man! (Well an interesting image went through my mind at that. XD) I think the only time I've ever seen Anneka other than crazy happy-hyper was when her kitty died and she was angsty-sad. I hugged her.

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Laruae In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-19 21:26:43 +0000 UTC]

I think its probally good that you are patient... Also... What IMAGE? I must know! Awh poor Anneka...

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-19 21:57:54 +0000 UTC]

Image? What are you talking about...

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Laruae In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-19 22:42:30 +0000 UTC]

you said "your the man" and then said that you got a scary image...

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-19 22:45:41 +0000 UTC]

.... O////O

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Laruae In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-19 22:49:18 +0000 UTC]

Telll MEEEEEEEEE

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-19 23:04:12 +0000 UTC]

Tell you what?

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Laruae In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-19 23:15:14 +0000 UTC]

Please?

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-19 23:28:28 +0000 UTC]

Please what~

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Laruae In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-19 23:33:07 +0000 UTC]

Hahaha your dad? XD

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-20 01:12:22 +0000 UTC]

I defy my mother but not my father.... XD

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Laruae In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-20 01:18:35 +0000 UTC]

Ah I seee....

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kidtastic In reply to Laruae [2008-10-20 22:09:42 +0000 UTC]

Okay...

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Luperess In reply to kidtastic [2008-10-19 02:26:33 +0000 UTC]

Not quite. In first period, Anneka's bangs are in her face and she stares down at her math work with an angsty-dreaded expression. I watch from across the room, inwardly giggling at this hatred for math...before realizing that I'm in the same class. >>;
Math makes us angsty. XD

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kidtastic In reply to Luperess [2008-10-19 02:44:08 +0000 UTC]

Not quite the same but I'll still smile at that one. : )

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