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kitty4eva — SelfishBut Please Don't Leave
Published: 2007-06-23 11:39:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 165; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 4
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Please don’t leave
You already live so far
Yet I only see you only half a year
Why must you go further?
Out of the country we are in
Can you not see how much i care?
Can you not see how i am lonely?
You say you will move closer
But now you are moving further
How i treated you like a sister
But you want to leave me
Back to how i will be.
How i was suffering so much
You came and then you left
Each time you left it was further and further
But this time will be in different countries
You know, you know
How much this will hurt me
I am so selfish but
I cannot think of what i will do
When I would not see you
Until 1 year or 2 or maybe even 10

You gave me advice
You gave me your praise
In return I do the same
We share our worries together
Because we cant do anything else
But now you want to leave
I will have no one to share my most precious secrets
To share my hatred and my feelings
I feel lonely enough without a b-f
But you told me not to be
You cheered me up leaving happiness in my heart.
Selfish is all I am
But i want the love and concern from you
My mum knows how i feel
Yet she tries to cheer me up too
But i can not hold the pain this has cause
They know and you know
So i beg and i plea and pray
That you won’t leave, please is all i ask
Don’t leave me to be lonely once more.
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Comments: 3

smelly-fairy [2007-06-23 12:52:18 +0000 UTC]

It's ok, I understand you didn't want to say to us. It's fair enough.
I'm sure you will keep in contact with her well. I bet she'll be back every 5 minutes to see you.
If you ever need to talk, you can talk to me or Hannah. Well, definately me. I know it's not the same, because we're not family or anything, but I consider you one of my best friends and I hope this helps at least a little bit.
I know it's hard to share feelings, especially after what happened with Chris. I know you told him some stuff (I don't know what, so don't worry, he may be a twat, but he did keep them secret) and then just acted like an arsehole.
I find it hard to say when I'm sad. I usually just ignore it. That's probably not good.
You're not selfish. Far from it. You're one of the most understanding, kind people I know.

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kitty4eva In reply to smelly-fairy [2007-06-25 09:08:15 +0000 UTC]

thank you....... your definately my best friend and you always will be i suppose i shouldnt get too upset as she still hasnt decided if she is now but i think if she does leave i will borrow your sholder to cry on as i dont think i would hold it in then but im glad i have you!

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smelly-fairy In reply to kitty4eva [2007-06-29 13:18:13 +0000 UTC]

Yay! I'm happy to be there

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