Description
joining with my lovelies crosses fingers
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● • P R O F I L E • ●
"...what?"
Name: Eshe Kattrin
Age: 23
Birthday: 20 August 494
Classification: Elf
Gender: Female
Role: Inn Worker
Height: 158cm | 5'2 ft
Weight: 43kg | 95 lbs
● • P E R S O N A L I T Y • ●
"Can you please make yourself useful?"
+ unbiased + organized + observant + dignified
± ambitious ± unfathomable
- irascible - demanding - opportunistic - aloof
Eshe is not the nicest person around, but also not the worst. Her personality changed drastically from when she was still a child. She grew into this personality after a few changes in her life. Eshe had met many different types of people, so she tries to be objective and unbiased in opinions and attitude towards most people, unless they strongly go against her morals. She is very organized and likes to keep things tidy, any messy sight makes her frustrated. Due to the elven blood in her, she has better senses than humans and is very sharp, she notices the tiny details of things that she may not mention out loud. Remembering certain past events pushed her to become a more dignified woman, as it seemed to be the appropriate result from a good upbringing, hence she learnt to be more lady-like and graceful.
Eshe wants to do what she wants and it constantly pushes her to improve, thus she is also very ambitious. She is quite unpredictable as it is hard to read her mind and actions.
Eshe is easily angered especially when things do not go her way, although she does not stay angry for long since she further feels that it is a waste of energy to do so. She has high expectations for many things, hence her demands are of great standards and could even seem overboard for some. She tends to be quite sly, grabbing any chance for her own interests despite possibly causing others' dissatisfaction. She is also rather distant, she does not act friendly to people who is not of use to her.
● • B A C K G R O U N D - I N F O • ●
*History:
"I am experienced in providing for and serving people, as I have worked in various fields that require such skill. I am highly passionate about it and it is my interest for many years. Additionally I perform even better at night, which would be greatly appropriate for this role. I am very serious in my work, so I will definitely not slack off, do not worry about that. I am certain that I could do a great job as an inn worker. I hope you would consider me. Thank you very much."
*Reason for Boarding:
"I want to start afresh in a new place, help blossom this small island and grow together with it. I am curious of this unexplored mysterious land as well, I am sure it would be quite amusing to see. It would also be a lot more exciting and meaningful than what I am currently doing, therefore... I will truly appreciate it."
Full History:
Born in a well-to-do elven household in a smaller city near the desert region of Ekialdean, Eshe Kattrin was a cheerful sunny girl who liked people in general. The Kattrin family was large in size, consisting of not more than 14 immediate family members that stayed together in the same house. That however, also led to more distant relationships within the family. Eshe, being the second youngest of the family, was not particularly close to or distant from her siblings and parents. She was a loud excitable kid, mainly because she wanted attention from them. She loved interactions with other people, including her kin, friends and even strangers. During family gatherings, Eshe often made a lot of noise and may had even troubled the guests. The Kattrins gave their children a lot of freedom, since it was difficult to manage every single one of them. Everything was going smoothly despite Eshe's rebellious behaviour. However, after a certain incident, it was as if she turned into a different person.
It was during a relative's wedding. Eshe was being her usual self, rowdy and rude. Some strangers were staring judgmentally at her, even though she seemed oblivious to their glares. As she excitedly ran about the scene, across the fanciful clothed dining tables, something caught her interest. That was the very first time she saw red wine, seeing the waiters elegantly pouring it into the glass. It was mesmerizing. The deep colour looked mysterious and magical that she could not resist reaching out for it, wanting to take it for herself. As Eshe hurriedly grabbed hold of the glass and ran before being caught, she crashed into someone, accidentally spilling the alcohol onto their expensive dress. She was reprimanded by the furious stranger in front of everybody. At that moment, Eshe felt like she could read everyone's minds. What an embarrassment, whose child is this? How problematic. She just ruined the whole wedding. All the eyes fixated on her seemed so clear to her. It was intensely unpleasant. Even her own family members were looking at her in disdain, despite them not doing their part to help her.
She might had to be disciplined better for such occasions, but that was really harsh on a young child just barely the age of 7. Feeling embarrassed, her eyes frantically searched for something to distract her. At that moment, the glass of wine was the only comfort. Not even knowing how it tasted like, just looking at the aesthetically pleasing drink could calm her down. Ever since then, Eshe was wary of other people's gazes. Throughout the years, she became increasingly self conscious, caring a lot about how people's judgment. She stopped the childish behaviour in gatherings and events, in case something like before happened again. Eshe hated their mocking stares. Even though in the process she had became more calm and mature, knowing how to accommodate to people's wants and needs, she had also lost an important part of her character.The older Eshe grew, the colder she became. Learning the life of the adults made her change the way she views many issues. She also picked up about how adults are selfish and strict, which she ironically turned into as well. Despite all that she experienced, she had an interest and a goal to work for. She had did a few different jobs for experience, but she especially liked working in the hospitality field, and partly the food and beverage field. Unfortunately, due to the family's clinical business, her future plans were restricted.
The rise of Umeojin Island had quickly spread throughout Ekialdean, and to the Kattrin family. They were not particularly interested, except for the possible future business prospects it could bring. Eshe was, though, seemingly quite intrigued by the budding island. It was a great opportunity to leave her family and do what she really wanted, without caring about their opinions of her decisions. It was a rare occasion that Eshe asked for permission for anything, so her family approved of her choice, a test in disguise, for her to bring back honour and good results.
● • O T H E R • ●
Level: 1
Liked gifts:
"Thank you kindly. I won't give anything in return, though."
Wine (all types)
Salad
Tea
Flowers
Disliked gifts:
"...Does this not belong in the trash?"
Pizza
Broccoli
Candy
Garbage
Trivia:
- She likes drinking after work to relax. When she gets drunk, she rambles a lot.
- She wants to open a wine bar one day.
- She is a night owl, loves working throughout the night.
- She likes being with people most of the time, although she might seem unfriendly because of habit.
● • R P - I N F O • ●- GMT+8
- Discord/Flexible with other platforms
- Lit/HC preferred
- I'm mostly ok with fluff/angst etc!