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Published: 2017-06-02 20:47:04 +0000 UTC; Views: 1123; Favourites: 35; Downloads: 32
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Description Let me die
It doesn't matter
Without hope
I won't get betterThis picture depicts a current scenario of the roleplay. Brook alone and in pain, lying in the storage, a part called "the nest", which is specifically made for those who are not good with coping with the cold of winter, especially pregnant mares and foals. She is slowly losing hope in not just her situation, but also her life in general. All bright futures have been taken from her, all joy has been taken from her. Without anything to look forward to in life, her condition worsens, letting the probability of her to die before spring rise to 70%. She hasn't completely given up yet, but with Sinan not wanting to help her any further, she is heartbroken and lonely. She gave up to search for the light. She gave up to find something to look forward to. When nothing further is done, she will give up on keeping herself and the foal alive. And when that happens, even help might come too late.
So Sinan, please move your goddamn ass and go be by her side, you childish bastard! ...because I really don't want Brook to die, but she will when nothing is done.

This picture was a little of a test. I discovered FireAlpaca today and wanted to see how far can come with it when drawing a picture. Turns out, I come as far as colouring, because backgrounds and shadings are at this point still impossible for me to do with any other program but photoshop. Everything else (especially the perspective on the wooden planks, bless FireAlpaca for that) was drawn in FireAlpaca. It's a free art program and I recommend it to everyone! It has an amazing brush you can draw mandalas with! *____* I will use that to draw linearts of round staiend glass windows in the future!

Anyway, I'm aware that the anatomy/perspective is a tiny bit off here, but it was just a practice in it anyway. Also the background looks like shit. Sorry, I can't draw buildings. This whole picture was really just a test to try out FireAlpaca and see if I can use it in some way in the future (also to see how thick lines work with my style...again). Therefore place no critique, this picture isn't worth criticising and a critique would therefore not really benefit me to improve.

And yes, title reference from Undertale genocide run, because it seemed fitting ;w;

Hope you can still somehow like it.

Lilafly
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Comments: 15

mjomag [2017-06-09 21:22:35 +0000 UTC]

poor brook i are here if she needs someone i not wanna she die at all i cane finde someone if you will rp  tray fix this

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Lilafly In reply to mjomag [2017-06-09 21:23:53 +0000 UTC]

this is nothing what a stranger could fix, when she does not even talk to her loved ones anymore. No easy fix here. all we can do is wait and hope that things will turn out alright :c

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mjomag In reply to Lilafly [2017-06-09 21:32:58 +0000 UTC]

i know dear, i only wanted help her but i see what you mean no brooken heart are diffecult ting i know all about it and yes we most dear

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ponypaws [2017-06-03 04:59:32 +0000 UTC]

haha awesome you used FireAlpaca with this! But seriously
omg that perspective D: I love the gloom and overall sadness of the picture.
The building-ish background is not as bad as you say though. That detail with the 
entrance looks amazing.

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Lilafly In reply to ponypaws [2017-06-07 14:22:48 +0000 UTC]

yes, and I regret it just a little :'D it's really troublesome to get used to some of its features (like the lack of selecting multiple layers at once or make a selection out of a layer's sillouette and hide said selection with ctlr H, but it's workable )
thanks a lot ;w;
I still think it's bad compared to other works of mine :'D thanks though ;A;

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silverwolvesarecool [2017-06-02 23:36:45 +0000 UTC]

Poor, poor Brooke And the poor foal too....

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FlyLu [2017-06-02 21:31:00 +0000 UTC]

AHHHHH Undertale reference I am and will forever be undertaletrash

I feel so sorry for Brook! I really really want someone to come help her. Anything to see her smile  
Also just wanted to mention I use firealpaca. It is pretty good compared to it is free :'D It looks really good for a first-try, even though she also used photoshop. Mine was much worse D, 

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Lilafly In reply to FlyLu [2017-06-02 21:35:10 +0000 UTC]

same here!

me too, I just want her to be happy again (irony: in the human roleplay she is currently very giddy and happy because she managed to lure Sinan into her GTR after he repeatedly persisted that women, especially including Brook, cannot drive and now she'd about to prove him otherwise ) ...I want horse Brook to be that happy too again
I know you do and I still have no idea how you manage it so well! I was completely lost after I was done with the colouring I'm probably just too used to photoshop
I have 7 years of photoshop experience, so that's probably why it looks somewhat decent still :'D

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AmethystLioness13 [2017-06-02 21:18:26 +0000 UTC]

Poor baby! I wish she met Ellie, my little 'wants everyone to be her friend' would try to love on her and help. Not that it will do any good. Sinan why?!? Drama aside it looks pretty good. You keep saying you suck at buildings but you are most definitely better than me!

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Lilafly In reply to AmethystLioness13 [2017-06-02 21:31:22 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I just want to hug and cuddle my little baby and tell her that everything will be alright. but that won't bring anything since she only wants Sinan. No one else. nothing more. And the sad thing is, she doesn't want him to love her or anything. Be there for her? yes, maybe. but she just wants him to be happy. he was never loved by his family and no matter how unfortunate the situation currently is, it still would give Sinan the chance for a new, a loving family. she wants to give him that. a place to come home to. someone to come home to. someone who deeply cares about him. Sadly he doesn't want to hear any of it and keeps being stubborn, saying the gap between him and Brook had grown too big to fix.

thanks a lot c: it was a little experiment, but I think I'm slowly getting better at the horrid constructions

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WildTable [2017-06-02 21:07:39 +0000 UTC]

Aw, I don't want Brook to die. Get your ass in gear, Sinan.

As an emergency option, she is welcome to talk to Mercutio. Though I'm sure you guys have a plan already.

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Lilafly In reply to WildTable [2017-06-02 21:16:17 +0000 UTC]

she has her Healer, her best friend, her tutor, her father and many other friends to talk to, so it's not like she is completely alone. But she just wants Sinan. She is expectign a foal that is probably from him, and when thinking about the future, she cannot imagine herself with anyone else who would help her raise the foal. s It's not so much being aloen at the moment, it's being alone in a future that would have been her last anchor to fight through till spring. o yeah, that's the situation

I have plans. If they work out depends on how Kjara acts her characters

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WildTable In reply to Lilafly [2017-06-02 21:37:19 +0000 UTC]

Never the less, the offer stands. It would be fun to rp with you.

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Lilafly In reply to WildTable [2017-06-08 06:54:55 +0000 UTC]

thank you c: I'll see when it might fit, since Brook is in a very difficult time right now where she only talks to those she trusts. Her just lying there in silence would probably be a very boring and one-sided roleplay right now :'D

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WildTable In reply to Lilafly [2017-06-08 19:29:15 +0000 UTC]

It doesn't have to be any time soon. But I would like to socialize my characters more. Poor babies never get out.

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