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The seasons come and go,
Another day, another year I'm missing you.
Living without you is like cutting off an addiction.
I struggle with the pain of it everyday,
But I don't have the choice to re-latch onto you,
And there is no rehab to attend for heartbreak.

I hid your picture in my drawer,
So I don't relive any painful memories,
While I lay in bed dreaming,
Trying to keep you off my mind.
But you keep slipping back,
Don't you know how hard this is for me?

I left the house for the first time in a while,
Could have sworn I saw your face.
I shook it off and told myself it couldn't be,
But now I'm thinking twice about that decision.
My mind is reeling and I feel sick to my stomach,
As my heart beats so fast I hear the pounding in my ears.

I took your picture out of my drawer,
And I decided to relive the better memories,
While I lay in bed dreaming,
Keeping you locked in my mind.
But you keep slipping out,
Don't you know how hard this is for me?

I gather the courage to try and find you again,
I wonder aimlessly throughout the city.
I check all of our favorite places,
But you were never there.
I find myself sitting alone here, crying,
Wondering what has happened to us.

I grabbed a notepad from my drawer,
And I decided to write about our memories,
While I sit in my chair thinking,
Keeping us in mind,
I'm not letting you slip out this time.
Don't you know how hard this is for me?

Haven't ate, haven't slept in days,
And I feel myself wearing thin.
Until I hear that knock on my door,
But it sadly isn't you.
I feel my heart sink as your brother tells me the news,
You are gone and you can't ever come back.

I grabbed your scarf from my drawer,
And I decided to meet you once again,
I stand on the chair thinking,
Keeping your face in mind,
I'm letting myself slip this time.
Why is this so easy for me?

Description
The seasons come and go,
Another day, another year I'm missing you.
Living without you is like cutting off an addiction.
I struggle with the pain of it everyday,
But I don't have the choice to re-latch onto you,
And there is no rehab to attend for heartbreak.

I hid your picture in my drawer,
So I don't relive any painful memories,
While I lay in bed dreaming,
Trying to keep you off my mind.
But you keep slipping back,
Don't you know how hard this is for me?

I left the house for the first time in a while,
Could have sworn I saw your face.
I shook it off and told myself it couldn't be,
But now I'm thinking twice about that decision.
My mind is reeling and I feel sick to my stomach,
As my heart beats so fast I hear the pounding in my ears.

I took your picture out of my drawer,
And I decided to relive the better memories,
While I lay in bed dreaming,
Keeping you locked in my mind.
But you keep slipping out,
Don't you know how hard this is for me?

I gather the courage to try and find you again,
I wonder aimlessly throughout the city.
I check all of our favorite places,
But you were never there.
I find myself sitting alone here, crying,
Wondering what has happened to us.

I grabbed a notepad from my drawer,
And I decided to write about our memories,
While I sit in my chair thinking,
Keeping us in mind,
I'm not letting you slip out this time.
Don't you know how hard this is for me?

Haven't ate, haven't slept in days,
And I feel myself wearing thin.
Until I hear that knock on my door,
But it sadly isn't you.
I feel my heart sink as your brother tells me the news,
You are gone and you can't ever come back.

I grabbed your scarf from my drawer,
And I decided to meet you once again,
I stand on the chair thinking,
Keeping your face in mind,
I'm letting myself slip this time.
Why is this so easy for me?