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Its me.Portrait of a fallen one

wings,staff,horns, foreground and backround modeled in Zbrush.A lot of postwork in adobe photoshop.Closeup here >>>> www.deviantart.com/lostdarknig…

My poem under this picture is

Me,myself and the monster

What is that you want me to do?

Ask yourself do you realy know me?

What is that I should fulfill and for what reason?

Wasted time, erased years, haunted time

so much screaming inside my head

so much restlestness on torn pages of my life

it was like allready commited suicide.

I was hunted by my demons

driven with madness

always so drunk in my sadness.

Restless in my darkness.

Evil grins on faces of people you despise

they are sending you fake regards

and they think you don't even realise

how they hate you inside.

Now this means nothing to me

My reality my rules and world

and for now I found peace.

Still I'm affraid I could explode again

into a fireball of madness someday.

I just ask myself how my next life should be

when this one will end someday?

All the years are gone

and I watch myself perrish into the ground.

I seen my reflection cried

there is no rescue for the damned.

No salvation for the dead.

A vast world of damnation, home of dark creations

the birthplace of my re creation and transformation.

I seen my soul and I just watch it how it burned away.

Remains of agony lies in dust, blown away by winds of death.

Kiling the monsters in my mind

screaming on the shadow of my hidden self.

The monstrocitis of dark awaits me...

Claws coming thru my skin

hard breathing makes me twitch and shiver

fear is spliting me in two here

comes the monster out of me!

All the saviors cannot save me.

I'm just a doomed wanderer.

Wanderer of eternal night, hiding from my own disgust

I am just a horror creature out of its mind

just seeking new flesh to hide inside.

Scream out the pain, lose all of your feelings

do not hide and feed your monster, because its killing you.

Just release it...feel and be it.

Description

Its me.Portrait of a fallen one

wings,staff,horns, foreground and backround modeled in Zbrush.A lot of postwork in adobe photoshop.Closeup here >>>> www.deviantart.com/lostdarknig…

My poem under this picture is

Me,myself and the monster

What is that you want me to do?

Ask yourself do you realy know me?

What is that I should fulfill and for what reason?

Wasted time, erased years, haunted time

so much screaming inside my head

so much restlestness on torn pages of my life

it was like allready commited suicide.

I was hunted by my demons

driven with madness

always so drunk in my sadness.

Restless in my darkness.

Evil grins on faces of people you despise

they are sending you fake regards

and they think you don't even realise

how they hate you inside.

Now this means nothing to me

My reality my rules and world

and for now I found peace.

Still I'm affraid I could explode again

into a fireball of madness someday.

I just ask myself how my next life should be

when this one will end someday?

All the years are gone

and I watch myself perrish into the ground.

I seen my reflection cried

there is no rescue for the damned.

No salvation for the dead.

A vast world of damnation, home of dark creations

the birthplace of my re creation and transformation.

I seen my soul and I just watch it how it burned away.

Remains of agony lies in dust, blown away by winds of death.

Kiling the monsters in my mind

screaming on the shadow of my hidden self.

The monstrocitis of dark awaits me...

Claws coming thru my skin

hard breathing makes me twitch and shiver

fear is spliting me in two here

comes the monster out of me!

All the saviors cannot save me.

I'm just a doomed wanderer.

Wanderer of eternal night, hiding from my own disgust

I am just a horror creature out of its mind

just seeking new flesh to hide inside.

Scream out the pain, lose all of your feelings

do not hide and feed your monster, because its killing you.

Just release it...feel and be it.