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Published: 2012-11-20 17:39:26 +0000 UTC; Views: 212; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 2
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Description With each noise, I wait for you.
I wait for you to say something,
Anything.
But instead, I am just rewarded with silence.
My heart aches for your response,
But you have not given me anything to go by.
What do I do?
I cannot wait for you forever,
My heart will break into pieces if I allow myself to be,
So...
Vulnerable.
All at once, I hate you so much,
For making me feel these emotions,
For breaking her heart,
For giving me false hope,
But at the same time,
I thank you,
For making me feel brighter,
For giving me something to hope for,
For being there for me.
For giving me a strange, overwhelming feeling that I'm
Needed.
For listening to my quiet whisper in this loud world.
What would it be like if I had not confessed to you?
Would you be talking to me now?
Or...
Would you be breaking my heart instead?
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Comments: 25

amen-no-suomynona [2012-11-24 18:03:24 +0000 UTC]

Nice job! I mean it. Buuuuttttt.... This is a right-no-emotion isn't it?

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to amen-no-suomynona [2012-11-24 19:56:45 +0000 UTC]

A what?

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amen-no-suomynona In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-25 01:01:44 +0000 UTC]

Right-now-emotion: feels that u feels at the moment.

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to amen-no-suomynona [2012-11-25 01:35:03 +0000 UTC]

Well, he did respond that he likes me, as well, but right now I'm mad at him.

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amen-no-suomynona In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-25 01:36:31 +0000 UTC]

*sugh* Okay, spill. But, through text.

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KTDLover [2012-11-21 01:18:48 +0000 UTC]

Sooooo, I was about to give you a digital comfort-hug, but then I skimmed the other comments and will now give you a digital thumbs-up.
Congrats~!

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to KTDLover [2012-11-21 01:41:46 +0000 UTC]

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wishIist [2012-11-20 21:13:24 +0000 UTC]

Andy. :l Is this about... Him-him??? ;:l I hope not.

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to wishIist [2012-11-21 00:51:04 +0000 UTC]

It's about him-him... But something good came out of it. I found out who he likes.
She's a dorky brunette with curly hair, black glasses, braces, and a phone that breaks a lot.
...AND SHE'S RIGHT HERE

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wishIist In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-21 06:29:58 +0000 UTC]

Is it who I'm thinking of? xD

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to wishIist [2012-11-21 15:58:33 +0000 UTC]

Probably XD

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wishIist In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-21 16:31:38 +0000 UTC]

Hmmm.....

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ParaSoph [2012-11-20 18:56:17 +0000 UTC]

Does our andy have man troubles?

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to ParaSoph [2012-11-21 00:49:57 +0000 UTC]

Not anymore~ ^w^

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ParaSoph In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-21 09:54:56 +0000 UTC]

Does our Andy have a man?

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to ParaSoph [2012-11-21 15:58:16 +0000 UTC]

Yes and no
I have a boy that I like and he likes me, but we're not dating.

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ParaSoph In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-22 10:36:50 +0000 UTC]

Awww,
Has he asked you out yet? Is he gonna take you on a date?

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to ParaSoph [2012-11-22 15:52:43 +0000 UTC]

He hasn't asked me out 'cause he doesn't know how a relationship works and is afraid he'll mess up.

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ParaSoph In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-23 09:52:44 +0000 UTC]

Awww, No one knows how a relationship works. Me and Chris dont and we're in one. All you can do is learn as you go. Take things slow and have fun and enjoy being with each other. .

He wont mess it up, these things take time to get the hang of. C:

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to ParaSoph [2012-11-23 16:41:34 +0000 UTC]

That stuff is his problem, not mine.
Thanks.

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ParaSoph In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-23 18:54:03 +0000 UTC]

No but you should tell him that. You wanna be with the dude, you gotta coax him every now and again.
No worries. C:

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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to ParaSoph [2012-11-24 04:58:49 +0000 UTC]

I don't really wanna pressure him...
I think I'll just ask Santa for a boyfriend this year. XD

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ParaSoph In reply to MagnusBaneisEpic [2012-11-26 11:16:05 +0000 UTC]

Fair dos. Hehehe, dont forget to wish on eyelashes. I believe in that one.

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Kemilc23 [2012-11-20 17:56:35 +0000 UTC]


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MagnusBaneisEpic In reply to Kemilc23 [2012-11-20 18:23:34 +0000 UTC]

HE RESPONDED. I FEEL A LOT BETTER NOW.

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