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look at my son who is also me
also i made a blog for him here huehue

Name: Phoenix Denman
Nicknames: Sunshine (Childhood nickname from Craig), Cornbread (A dumb nickname given to him while high and binge-watching Game Grumps with Craig and some other friends), Little Prince (A nickname given to him by Erik, due to his dislike of being called "princess" and Erik's insistence on giving Phoenix an affectionate title), Changeling (A nickname given to him by Eden, due to his Fae heritage), Fucker/Cuntboy/Shithead (Malix's top three terms of "endearment"; Phoenix isn't offended in the slightest)
Age: 21 (SM1), 23 (SM2)
Date of Birth: May 10th
Zodiac: Taurus
Height: 5'5"
Weight: 126lbs
Species: Human witch with Fae demon heritage
Nationality: American
Ethnicity: Mixed; mostly English, French, and German
Gender: Male
Sex: Female
Pronouns: He/Him/His
Sexual Orientation: Unsure, most likely Demisexual or Asexual
Romantic Orientation: Panromantic
Relationship Status: It's complicated; Phoenix is in a romantic relationship with Aina, but also ends up marrying Damien; There are also AUs where he ends up with Diana, Sam, Erik, or even Malix! :////
Occupation: Unemployed, although he claims he's an "unpaid ghosthunter". Eden keeps suggesting he become a camboy due to his cute appearance and kinky disposition
Voice: Low, slightly feminine, but still masculine; Basically androgynous
Personality:
Spaces out often, even in the middle of conversations, usually because of some sort of hallucination
Loyal to the point of stupidity
Very soft-spoken and introverted; not one to easily jump into conversations with people he's not close to
Easily embarrassed one minute, and shameless the next
Has a hard time telling people "no"
Struggles to function without Craig or someone he can cling to
Acts very strangely and doesn't understand many social cues
Violently protective of his people
Likes:
Hanging out with his people
Reading about creepy or supernatural shit
Playing video games, mostly RPGs, Nintendo games, Okami, or Visual Novels
Aesthetic blogging
Going for walks out in nature
Watching anime and reading manga
Learning about serial killers
Guro and other artistic gore
Ghost hunting
Witchcraft
Dislikes:
First person shooters, high action games, or difficult games
The majority of Tumblr users
Reading so much scary shit that he's scared to sleep
Bigots
The thought of losing his loved ones
Being cooped up for too long
Narcissistic or abusive people
Those who excuse rape and molestation
Those who act like mental illnesses aren't real or think all schizophrenics are violent killers
Bitter tastes
Hobbies:
Playing games
Blogging
Reading creepy shit or manga
Sleeping
Cuddling with friends
Training
Watching documentaries
Drawing
Researching random topics
Swimming
Going for walks
Spending time with friends and family
Fears:
Spiders and other creepy crawlies
Venomous snakes
Being alone in the dark
Deep water
Dying alone
Causing someone's death
Living a pointless life
Being abused again
Being in an elevator alone with a stranger
Being manipulated
Nervous Habits:
Nail biting
Finger biting
Lip biting
Reopening old wounds
Wrist and neck scratching
Skin picking
Whimpering/Whining
Prominent Traits:
Spacey
Endearing
Gentle
Self-depreciating
Eccentric
Loyal
Pushover
Co-dependent
Introverted
Delicate
Archetypes:
Dorodere: Genuinely sweet and gentle, but deeply disturbed deep down inside.
Megane: Wears glasses, soft-spoken, introverted, and loves to learn.
Dandere: Very shy and avoids attention, but very sweet.
Otouto: Acts as the little brother of the group, and tends to look up to his friends.
Otaku: Obsessed with all things anime, manga, and video game; he wears this title with pride.
Relationship With Other Characters:
Chastity: Mother and son. She's constantly supportive of her son's life and struggles, as long as he's not harming himself or others.
Anthony: Father and "daughter". There's a mutual love, but Anthony's so unsupportive it's almost painful to watch. He knows nothing of magic, demons, and the like.
Dominic: Brothers. They squabble frequently, but the love is undeniably there.
Jeremy: Ex-stepfather and ex-"stepdaughter". Phoenix despises him and wishes him the worst, even though Jeremy was baptized after his and Chastity's divorce.
Lyle: Stepfather and stepson. There's a mutual love, loyalty, and respect between the two.
Craig: Childhood best friends and "blood brothers". Phoenix would do anything for him, and vice versa.
Eden: Their relationship is ambiguous, but it usually consists of Eden using fear enthrallment to feed off of Phoenix's many fears for energy. Phoenix usually just puts up with it, because he considers Eden to be a good ally. Eden actually cares for Phoenix, he's just a huge mayadere lmao.
Aina: Best friends and romantic life partners. The two constantly cling to each other for emotional support. Once again, Phoenix would do anything for her, and vice versa. (Aina is kimokawaiisama ' OC.)
Dainn: Friends. Phoenix is actually pretty scared of Dainn, but doesn't let it show for Aina's sake. (Dainn is kimokawaiisama ' OC.)
James: Friends. Phoenix looks up to James as a role model and big brother. He tends to get jealous of James' and Aina's relationship though.
Erik: Eventual friends and possible lovers in another universe. Phoenix is easily flustered by Erik's flirtatious nature, but the two eventually work past that, forming a mutual trust between them.
Sam: Friends and possible lovers in another universe. Phoenix is intimidated by Sam's abrasive nature at first, but eventually sees past that and grows close to him.
Matthew: Very good friends and video game partners. Phoenix thinks he's incredibly funny and fun to be around, and considers him to be his "big brother" as well.
Damien: Good friends and eventual lovers. Phoenix is constantly scared that Damien will think he's a freak for his hallucinations. He feels more loved by him than by anyone else, though.
Diana: Eventual comrades and possible lovers in another universe. Phoenix never felt anything truly negative towards Diana, even when she threatened him. He even offered his help in exchange for the boys' freedom. After Phoenix is dragged to the Abyssal Plains by the Demon Lord's goons, the two become comrades in arms.
Malix: Former enemies, begrudging allies, and possible fuckbuddies? Phoenix felt pretty negative towards him until the two got trapped in a pocket dimension for an undetermined period of time on their end. While only in there about a week in the human world, they were stuck there long enough to have a mutual respect, and dare I say, trust, for each other. Now Malix is pretty much Phoenix's angry, asshole roomate. They have bunk-beds. Malix called top.
Favorite Foods:
Pizza
Sushi
Burgers
Baked goods
Ice cream
Favorite Drinks:
Juice
Screwdriver cocktails
Soda
Water
Chocolate milk
Random Facts:
He barely brushes his hair. Most of the time he just runs his fingers through it and puts a beanie on.
He likes wearing skirts, but rarely does due to being misgendered.
Loves modern witch fashion and aesthetics, along with pale, pastel goth, and soft grunge.
He started his Angel Trials when he was 6, and finished just after turning 21.
He had his top surgery just before turning 21.
He was molested by an older student in his high school at age 14 in the school's elevator. This, along with being manipulated into dating said molester, has deeply traumatized him. Only Aina and Craig know the whole story.
He was diagnosed with Schizoaffective disorder at age 16. With this, he suffers from auditory and tactile hallucinations, paranoia, depersonalization, derealization, and delusions. Add a diagnosis of depression and all forms of anxiety, and it's plain to see that he's a mess.
He's a closeted masochist, which is surprising, considering he has a low pain tolerance.
He has the potential to be a sadist. Malix brings out the worst in him.
Themes:
"Clarity (Sam Tsui Cover)" - Zedd
"My Impulse" - nostraightanswer feat. Kenji-B
"The Artificial Flower's Distant Feeling" - Nagisa feat. Miku Hatsune
"Self-Inflicted Achromatic" - nekobolo feat. JoyDreamer
"Pompeii (Ashe Piano Cover)" - Bastille
"Moondust" - Jaymes Young

Code:
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Description
look at my son who is also me
also i made a blog for him here huehue

Name: Phoenix Denman
Nicknames: Sunshine (Childhood nickname from Craig), Cornbread (A dumb nickname given to him while high and binge-watching Game Grumps with Craig and some other friends), Little Prince (A nickname given to him by Erik, due to his dislike of being called "princess" and Erik's insistence on giving Phoenix an affectionate title), Changeling (A nickname given to him by Eden, due to his Fae heritage), Fucker/Cuntboy/Shithead (Malix's top three terms of "endearment"; Phoenix isn't offended in the slightest)
Age: 21 (SM1), 23 (SM2)
Date of Birth: May 10th
Zodiac: Taurus
Height: 5'5"
Weight: 126lbs
Species: Human witch with Fae demon heritage
Nationality: American
Ethnicity: Mixed; mostly English, French, and German
Gender: Male
Sex: Female
Pronouns: He/Him/His
Sexual Orientation: Unsure, most likely Demisexual or Asexual
Romantic Orientation: Panromantic
Relationship Status: It's complicated; Phoenix is in a romantic relationship with Aina, but also ends up marrying Damien; There are also AUs where he ends up with Diana, Sam, Erik, or even Malix! :////
Occupation: Unemployed, although he claims he's an "unpaid ghosthunter". Eden keeps suggesting he become a camboy due to his cute appearance and kinky disposition
Voice: Low, slightly feminine, but still masculine; Basically androgynous
Personality:
Spaces out often, even in the middle of conversations, usually because of some sort of hallucination
Loyal to the point of stupidity
Very soft-spoken and introverted; not one to easily jump into conversations with people he's not close to
Easily embarrassed one minute, and shameless the next
Has a hard time telling people "no"
Struggles to function without Craig or someone he can cling to
Acts very strangely and doesn't understand many social cues
Violently protective of his people
Likes:
Hanging out with his people
Reading about creepy or supernatural shit
Playing video games, mostly RPGs, Nintendo games, Okami, or Visual Novels
Aesthetic blogging
Going for walks out in nature
Watching anime and reading manga
Learning about serial killers
Guro and other artistic gore
Ghost hunting
Witchcraft
Dislikes:
First person shooters, high action games, or difficult games
The majority of Tumblr users
Reading so much scary shit that he's scared to sleep
Bigots
The thought of losing his loved ones
Being cooped up for too long
Narcissistic or abusive people
Those who excuse rape and molestation
Those who act like mental illnesses aren't real or think all schizophrenics are violent killers
Bitter tastes
Hobbies:
Playing games
Blogging
Reading creepy shit or manga
Sleeping
Cuddling with friends
Training
Watching documentaries
Drawing
Researching random topics
Swimming
Going for walks
Spending time with friends and family
Fears:
Spiders and other creepy crawlies
Venomous snakes
Being alone in the dark
Deep water
Dying alone
Causing someone's death
Living a pointless life
Being abused again
Being in an elevator alone with a stranger
Being manipulated
Nervous Habits:
Nail biting
Finger biting
Lip biting
Reopening old wounds
Wrist and neck scratching
Skin picking
Whimpering/Whining
Prominent Traits:
Spacey
Endearing
Gentle
Self-depreciating
Eccentric
Loyal
Pushover
Co-dependent
Introverted
Delicate
Archetypes:
Dorodere: Genuinely sweet and gentle, but deeply disturbed deep down inside.
Megane: Wears glasses, soft-spoken, introverted, and loves to learn.
Dandere: Very shy and avoids attention, but very sweet.
Otouto: Acts as the little brother of the group, and tends to look up to his friends.
Otaku: Obsessed with all things anime, manga, and video game; he wears this title with pride.
Relationship With Other Characters:
Chastity: Mother and son. She's constantly supportive of her son's life and struggles, as long as he's not harming himself or others.
Anthony: Father and "daughter". There's a mutual love, but Anthony's so unsupportive it's almost painful to watch. He knows nothing of magic, demons, and the like.
Dominic: Brothers. They squabble frequently, but the love is undeniably there.
Jeremy: Ex-stepfather and ex-"stepdaughter". Phoenix despises him and wishes him the worst, even though Jeremy was baptized after his and Chastity's divorce.
Lyle: Stepfather and stepson. There's a mutual love, loyalty, and respect between the two.
Craig: Childhood best friends and "blood brothers". Phoenix would do anything for him, and vice versa.
Eden: Their relationship is ambiguous, but it usually consists of Eden using fear enthrallment to feed off of Phoenix's many fears for energy. Phoenix usually just puts up with it, because he considers Eden to be a good ally. Eden actually cares for Phoenix, he's just a huge mayadere lmao.
Aina: Best friends and romantic life partners. The two constantly cling to each other for emotional support. Once again, Phoenix would do anything for her, and vice versa. (Aina is kimokawaiisama ' OC.)
Dainn: Friends. Phoenix is actually pretty scared of Dainn, but doesn't let it show for Aina's sake. (Dainn is kimokawaiisama ' OC.)
James: Friends. Phoenix looks up to James as a role model and big brother. He tends to get jealous of James' and Aina's relationship though.
Erik: Eventual friends and possible lovers in another universe. Phoenix is easily flustered by Erik's flirtatious nature, but the two eventually work past that, forming a mutual trust between them.
Sam: Friends and possible lovers in another universe. Phoenix is intimidated by Sam's abrasive nature at first, but eventually sees past that and grows close to him.
Matthew: Very good friends and video game partners. Phoenix thinks he's incredibly funny and fun to be around, and considers him to be his "big brother" as well.
Damien: Good friends and eventual lovers. Phoenix is constantly scared that Damien will think he's a freak for his hallucinations. He feels more loved by him than by anyone else, though.
Diana: Eventual comrades and possible lovers in another universe. Phoenix never felt anything truly negative towards Diana, even when she threatened him. He even offered his help in exchange for the boys' freedom. After Phoenix is dragged to the Abyssal Plains by the Demon Lord's goons, the two become comrades in arms.
Malix: Former enemies, begrudging allies, and possible fuckbuddies? Phoenix felt pretty negative towards him until the two got trapped in a pocket dimension for an undetermined period of time on their end. While only in there about a week in the human world, they were stuck there long enough to have a mutual respect, and dare I say, trust, for each other. Now Malix is pretty much Phoenix's angry, asshole roomate. They have bunk-beds. Malix called top.
Favorite Foods:
Pizza
Sushi
Burgers
Baked goods
Ice cream
Favorite Drinks:
Juice
Screwdriver cocktails
Soda
Water
Chocolate milk
Random Facts:
He barely brushes his hair. Most of the time he just runs his fingers through it and puts a beanie on.
He likes wearing skirts, but rarely does due to being misgendered.
Loves modern witch fashion and aesthetics, along with pale, pastel goth, and soft grunge.
He started his Angel Trials when he was 6, and finished just after turning 21.
He had his top surgery just before turning 21.
He was molested by an older student in his high school at age 14 in the school's elevator. This, along with being manipulated into dating said molester, has deeply traumatized him. Only Aina and Craig know the whole story.
He was diagnosed with Schizoaffective disorder at age 16. With this, he suffers from auditory and tactile hallucinations, paranoia, depersonalization, derealization, and delusions. Add a diagnosis of depression and all forms of anxiety, and it's plain to see that he's a mess.
He's a closeted masochist, which is surprising, considering he has a low pain tolerance.
He has the potential to be a sadist. Malix brings out the worst in him.
Themes:
"Clarity (Sam Tsui Cover)" - Zedd
"My Impulse" - nostraightanswer feat. Kenji-B
"The Artificial Flower's Distant Feeling" - Nagisa feat. Miku Hatsune
"Self-Inflicted Achromatic" - nekobolo feat. JoyDreamer
"Pompeii (Ashe Piano Cover)" - Bastille
"Moondust" - Jaymes Young

Code:
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