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***TRIGGER WARNING: RACISM AND SELF HARM/SUICIDE****

if you don't know i'm asian. my (thought to be) friend has literally been using my race as an insult in a completely uncalled for matter. and yeah i got angry and needed to vent. that was from a couple of days ago, so yeah. but it gets worse.

today she texted me this: "go grab a knife and slit ur wrist up marvin fucking dumbass asian"

this part is v personal so uh beware. i used to self harm, like i'd dig my nails into my skin and scratch myself for the pain. i've stopped, but that comment fucking hurts. and then she said it was a joke when i got all pissed at her. in that moment i felt like self harming again. i ignored the urge tho.

i thought something like that would never happen to me, it fucking sucks. please don't do that to anybody, even your worst enemies.

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***TRIGGER WARNING: RACISM AND SELF HARM/SUICIDE****

if you don't know i'm asian. my (thought to be) friend has literally been using my race as an insult in a completely uncalled for matter. and yeah i got angry and needed to vent. that was from a couple of days ago, so yeah. but it gets worse.

today she texted me this: "go grab a knife and slit ur wrist up marvin fucking dumbass asian"

this part is v personal so uh beware. i used to self harm, like i'd dig my nails into my skin and scratch myself for the pain. i've stopped, but that comment fucking hurts. and then she said it was a joke when i got all pissed at her. in that moment i felt like self harming again. i ignored the urge tho.

i thought something like that would never happen to me, it fucking sucks. please don't do that to anybody, even your worst enemies.