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MATic-Imaging — -Hiatus-

Published: 2020-07-18 09:15:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 686; Favourites: 17; Downloads: 2
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Description Drawings suck right now. Nobody cares anyway.

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-Hiatus-【【【 :: Discord server::  | ::Instagram:: | ::Twitter:: | ::Facebook:: | ::FurAffinity:: | ::RedBubble Shop:: 】】】----------------------This has been bothering me for a while so I figured I'd mention something about it now. But I don't know how to structure this without sounding immensely whiny or entitled but I'll try.I don't know exactly why it's happening but I feel all my drawings have gotten worse as time goes on. I'm not sure if it's because of deviantart's change in layout or people just don't care anymore but I don't seem to get any kind of response from when I post things. Same issue when I try to use Facebook/Instagram/Twitter too (FA being the only good one as I get a few comments here and there). Of course I'm not saying I'm entitled to any kind of feedback, but that doesn't mean it doesn't still hurt when I spend hours on stuff that doesn't get seen. Maybe I'm doing something wrong? I'm not sure. But I've noticed a steady decline in feedback over the years and I'm not really sure why.I'm very aware it's very much a "me" problem and I don't expect people to do anything because I want them to and that's fine! However the constant feeling of people not caring about what I do is stinging me a bit and I feel I need some time away. Maybe after some time I'll come back and post stuff regardless of if people are engaged or not, I just need that spark back.This doesn't mean I'll necessarily stop drawing, maybe I will still draw (I'll definitely finish those commissions on my list). However I wont POST anything since I feel it wont get seen regardless. You can still contact me if need be though.I know I probably sound super whiny and bitter and I apologise for it. I just know how I get when I get upset so I figure this is for the best. At least if I don't post anything I know nobody is seeing it because I CHOSE to withhold my drawings, not because people don't care. Seems to comfort me a bit.Anyway that's enough self-depreciation. Thank you for your time. And thank you to those few that DO still support me, especially my girl Sandra who always build me up the best she can ♥
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LycaraAyame [2020-11-14 21:38:58 +0000 UTC]

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